for you to you and love you

i feel happy and satisfy when u go out with me who are a bad guy.thanks ya. through the day, i feel relax and telling you my doubt.thus, u gave me a satisfy answer. many things cannot be forced. i no want to force you do the things that will bring you problem. as long as u stay happy, i feel happy.


put more effort in your BMA. i know that you can do well tomorrow.jia you ^^

i no know what to do next...but i know i have done the starting

i message you and request to meet you tomorrow. i feel suprise and excited when read your reply message..you have accept my invitation. i really no know what to do next ..but i have done the good start..thx ya.

i knew and understood that

people asked me that why still want to give u a birthday gift even though we are not going to meet each other. i have no answer. as long as it can make u happier, i satisfy. six month ago, we are couple. six month later , we have no relationship. no more couple. no more friend. i start to regret about the decision that i made. conversely, that decision makes us grow more mature. currently , i no wish anything will happen between us. i just hope that you can accept my gift when i am passing to you. thanks, pinky fairy

sing k ...really fun yesterday

yesterday we all go sunway pyramid sing k after school. it is damn funny and happy. even though the room is not big enough to fit us , but we all have a good memory at there.the happiest matter is one couple 'BORN' yesterday.i will show u all that couple photo that we take yesterday.Please refer to photo 1.wish them couple forever.
*u zhing dont kill me .

everyone sing very well yesterday except me. xuan xuan voice very nice and was attracting everyone. nobody expected that she would sing so well. in fact , she hid her
good ability in singing.haha. fedrick also did a good job in singing.i think nobody heard him sing before. even though he cannot speak chinese well, but he able to sing it because he memorize all the chinese words. haha..

an ffk us lo because she wanted to fetch her friend back home.never mind . i forgive u .

after sing k , we have a good dinner at gas online restaurant. i no ever go there before. the environment was very nice and comfortable. the theme of the restaurant is pirate . so u can see the waiter wearing pirate clothe and we all sitting inside the pirate ship.

photo 1

i admit that i still concern about you

once you appear in front of me , everything becomes unstable. it is not your fault . it is my mentality problem. why it happaned upon me. i always can find out you in the group of stranger . i can notice you even i close my eyes. i tried to look for you but i turned my head quickly so that it wont be notice by you. i did the rubbish and meaningless things.haiz..my heart beat is fast when somethings related to you appear in front of me . i am not no purposely to do that. everything come suddenly. i can't even handle it well. i no want to contact or talk to you , because i scare i cannot control myself from loving you.

i use one second fly down to hell but i use 1 hour fly up to heaven

today ms nurleena give me back my english test paper . the mark really upset me. even though i pass the exam and get credit , but i do not satisfy with it. ms nurleena asked me to see her at wednesday to discuss my problem. i dislike that but i have to do it.
all of my friend get a distinction and high distinction in their english paper. i should be get that mark.

after ms nurleena leaves, ms harpaljit come it and give us the hell paper . i looked the last page and search for my score. thanks god. i get full mark. it give a little bit comfort to me.

tomorrow i will get my accounting and econ paper. wish god help me. i no want to upset anymore for my study.

finish short holiday

since last thursday , my mind keep empty until now because i was enjoying my short holiday after mid sem exam. it was fun. i watched 3 movie in this week and feel very happy because i had one month no watch movie before that. inside the cinema , i meet one girl from march intake,but she no notice me because i wearing cap. now, i want to go take a shower and lying on my bed. good night everyone.

MISSING BEAUTIFUL

when watching tv, i opened my phone inbox and find a strange number that make feel warmer. it is a message from you. even though the message is short , but it is meaningful to me. i woke up from my bed and open my laptop. i am going to write about my own expression and feeling about this meaningful message.

i feel happy enough once receive your reply message. i no know why. i just think that it can be the answer and reply about your condition. maybe i worried about that. haiz..my feeling really antinomy.

i always have a smile that you ever like and finding the things that i miss out.

i prefer that you misunderstand about that because if not , i cannot let myself die heart towards you. i am fool i am the only fool. Truth will make me feel pain only .

yeah...enjoy watching movie today

today i felt very lucky because can watched 2 movies in a day. In addition, i have nothing to do by today. after watching movie with friend, then i fetched my friend back home. after that , i need went back to shopping mall to test some formal coat which i never wear before. it is damn funny and many promoter watched at me. i felt shy.

i went to dragon i restaurant take my lunch and dinner together. i ate many bao and fried rice. it was delicious.i love it very much without worry about the total bill because my father was going to settle it later.

my father suggested to watch wo de lao po shi du shen and i asked my sister to buy the movie tickets for us. it was my second movie that i watched by today. i laugh with a NORMAL volume and put my leg on the front chair.it maybe too rough but i only do it in the dark.hehe...

hopeless to my econ test

i just finish my economy paper at few hours ago. the question of the paper challenged me. i cannot finish all the question in the particular time.i get stuck in one of the question and it used much of my time. but i believed that i should do better if i know to arrange the time. maybe next week i will know my result for econ paper. i hope that the result is in the average range.

currently i study malaysian studies at k web of main campus. i no like to online at here because the table is too small to fix my body size. haha . but i also lazy to walk back to tbs eventhough the distance between main campus and tbs is just 1km . after malaysian studies test, i will go steamboating with some friend. i hope that it could make fun for me and let me forget about the test. but actually i should happy because today is the last day for the middle semester exam.

^^

我的爱人，他已有了爱人

this song of wo de ai ren from lim you jia really meaningful.
this is a part of lyrics:
每当听见 她或他说「我们」

就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声


everyone will laugh when they hear that someone talk about us

Iron man but not superman return

i went to cinema and sit at there for around 2 hours. i watched the movie of iron man. it really nice and out of my expectation. before that i thought that the plot should same as spider man. it so excited throughout the movie. that is only my feeling.

wake up at early morning!!

i felt dizzy when woke up from sleeping. i on my latop and check friendster. unfortunately , no people added me as friend and no received any comment T.T yesterday i planned to study accounting but i felt sleepy again. eventually, i decided to sleep and study at this morning. i hope that i can finish all the study for accounting by today.exam is coming soon. quite nervous for taking the exam.

currently, i no want to think so much because it is useless to solve my doubt. why not i just leave it aside and put more affort in my study. Wish you happy everyday.

when i look at your eyes i can see the truth

i can't sleep deeply because my mind keep on flashing some event when i tried to close my eyes. lastly, i decided to wake up and listened the song of give my love from edward chun. i like this song very much. i feel touch with the meaning of lyrics. i remembered one part of lyrics (as time pass , love ain't to stay there).

i just finish my economy work and plan to study accounting. but i started to feel sleepy.haha!! a student always want to sleep when they want to study. it is truth and being happened on me.hehe!!thats all of my blog today.i want to go study accounting.if not , i sure will sleep later.

very unlucky today

today i woke up late. hence, i late to attend the lecture at 8 o clock. even i reach there by 8.15 , but i no think that want to enter the class because i will disturb other students. finally , i decide to go second floor of tbs and study alone at there. luckyly , god helps me. the lecture note for today i have been studied during secondary school. but the adjustment part still new to me. now i am waiting my friend to finish the class. then we can together go take breakfast. i feel very hungry right now!

i am listening the song of wo bu pei from jay chou. this song really meaningful and nice. every time i listen to this song, i realize that sad feeling enters my heart . my story just same likes the lyrics of this song. i feel that human are uable to handle and control everything. me too. sometimes we need to make a decision that we are not want. many people ask me that why my blog so sad. Answer= i just want to express my heart feeling out into the blog because i no want to express it out onto my face. this will cause many people start to worry about me and keep on asking me that what happened. it is a good way for me to keep my own things inside my heart instead of causing problem to other people.Friend. i feel ok now. everytime you all see me in lecture or tutorial , i am the one who laugh with a loud voice.

i am missing you. at first, i think that i able to put off the sweet memory between you and me. i ever think that want to give u a call or message. but i afraid that i will hurt you. i hurt you in the past. i hurt you in present. i will hurt you also in the future. Wish you happy. everytime i see you, u always look sad. i suffer because of that