A day is filled with sadness and depress

I come to tbs to collect the letter about the guideline of the ceremony. But, I find out that they should email it to me rather than ask me to collect it personally.

i feel very tired today and start to answer any question in a blur condition. Maybe I should not give that answer to yuen. I feel so so so sorry to her.haiz

I will stay at tbs until 10. After that, I am going to gym for 2 hours. I want to release the bad feeling which is disturbing me.

My ex classmates have their own new friendship. I find out that the relationship between my friends and me is loosening. But, I can understand the reason of current condition. This is because we have not met each other for a long time.

Rainy Day

I was sitting inside my car during the thirty-minute break time. At least, I can let my

legs to take a "short nap" for a while.

My life does not go smoothly. I start to find out that working for 2 jobs is so tiring. But, I dont want to give up because.............

I have thousand of words inside my mind. But, I do not know the ways to transform them into this post. Sadness and depress always follow me. They make me feel down.

I have to handle everything by my own. It is the best way to make me become independent.But, It is so tough.

I agree with Kent that Padini job is so much easier than the sampling job. At least, I wont feel stress when I work at Padini.

I have to worry about the sales and the stock when I work as sampling promoter at Carrefour. I just want to be responsible. Thus, I fall into a stressful life.

I have sent my stock report to the company and supervisor. The time is showing 11.00pm. Suprisingly, I do not take my dinner yet. Walking down to dinner table and preparing to eat alone. I feel lonely. I have gotten with current environment since a long time ago. I just alone.

Something which are not revealed by me still exist deeply inside my heart.

Sadness is hiding****

Just for you

Adopted from WIl Ong Blog

I am feeling tired. I am going back to Padini later because I am having break time now. At the same time, I feel happy to meet Ah Kent. He always tell me joke and makes me laugh non stop. He always bring happiness to whoever he meet. Thus, he is my best friend forever.

To all friends and yuen, Be strong always. Nothing cannot be solved. When you try, nothing is impossible.

signing out**

Announcement

06/07/2009

Changing angzaizai@hotmail.com to hery_90@hotmail.com

pls add me ( hery_90@hotmail.com) into your msn messenger. angzaizai account will be cancelled by today.

Unfortunately, my email account is closed by MSN on Saturday. Until now, Msn does not reactivate my email account yet. Thus, I can access to my email inbox to do my own stuff. I have no choice. I have to use back my previous email account which is hery_90. 

Last night, I had finished the transferring of Msn contact to my current email account (hery_90). Seriously, it spent a long time for me to do that. 

07/04/2009

I wake up at 10. I think that today is the earliest time I wake up during my off day. I am experiencing muscle pain again. At first, I plan to go gym today. But, I think that I have to cancel the plan and postponed it to tomorrow. Hopefully, everything will be fine tomorrow.

Maybe, that is the first time for me to use the machines. So, my body does not get used with them. 

I am going to work at Padini tomorrow. My working shift is noon. At the same time, A kent's shift is full. It means that I can talk non-stop with him when both of us are on duty. ^^ 

I am feeling so excited because next friday is coming soon. I am going to meet all my college friend on next friday beside attend the award ceremony. Surely, I can have a tea time and talk non-stop with them. It has been a long time I do not meet them. 

Tiring day- New challenges

I have started to work for another part time job. I am so tired. I do not know the best adjective word to describe my current condition. I made many mistake and caused many problems. I had to smile and always remind myself.

At first, I felt strange to the environment because I had never been at Carrefour, Klang. Today is the first time for me to step into Carrefour. I saw many Malays !!!

First day sale is considered not bad. At least, I can promote and sell out few products. I have tried my best. When I was on the way back to home, I was thinking about my personal working attitude. I admit that I have not get used with the sampling job.

I am worrying about my sampling booth. I felt scare that it will be stolen by someone. At that time, I am going to pay RM200 to my agent company. Hopefully, I can see it tomorrow with a complete set. PLS!

Happy and Sad News

I was told by my supervisor that my salary had minused RM2.50 because I did not punch the attendance card on time for 1 day. I am feeling regret about that. So, I decide to punch the attendance card lately, but not too late. Therefore, I wont punch the card earlier than the time which is allowed. Sad News**

My best friend, Kent is coming to Padini work as Part Time Promoter. Yes. I can gossiping with him non stop. I was trying my best to convince my supervisor to hire him. Finally, I did it. Mainly, He can obtain the chance because the new full timer cannot be approved by the Marketing. Happy News**

I am going to gym tomorrow morning. I want to train my small arms, so that It can grow better than now.

My dream

Regret

Maybe I was putting too much stress on you. I was expecting to archieve the same result as mind because I had judged you with my own standard. I am Sorry!

boring

**taken during Earth Hour at Starbucks, First World Hotel.

I am sitting inside starbuck, genting. Obviously, I have nothing to do other than blogging. I have found back my locker key. At the same time, my part time job have shortened to 6 days due to some unacceptable reasons. I can say that that is the result of my bad luck 

I am going to work for morning shift tomorrow at Padini. My shift time is started from 7.00 am until 4.00pm. Seriously, I need to wake up early tomorrow. Hopefully, I wont be late. ^^

If you are me, what will you do

This post is a emotional post. It is filled by sadness and depress.

My life is suck. I do not know what happeend to my life. Why a U turn road is set within my life. Melbourne. It is a dream for most of my friends. Everyone may think that I am so lucky. But, I am suffering now. I cannot make any decision which I think is right. I have to follow whatever he say. Maybe people say I am a childish guy. But, you can understand my feeling once your life is controlled fully by other people. I do not plan to do bad. Why WHy why. I cannot decide myself. I want to be independant when I have gone Melbourne. But, no one wants to believe me. I am weak. I am speechless. I am immature. I stuck in half way of the plan.

If time can go back, I promise that I wont choose to go Melbourne anymore. I prefer to study Unisa rather than RMIT because the life at Unisa surely much more comfortable. AH!!!!!!

My emotion is unstable today. During working, I walked in store room and took a deep breath. I was watching the white ceiling for a long time. I was asking myself. What am I doing here? I cannot get the exact answer.

JUst let me go . I want to go ..................................................

Unreachable

Urgently, I need more part time job. I desire to earn much more pocket money. But, nothing has gone smootly. Honestly, I feel like I am watching my targets from a far place. It is unreachable. The picture above shows my feeling. I am clear with what I want, but I cannot reach there nicely.

Hery Ang, You have to wake up and prepare everything for yourself. That is the only way. -.-"

三秒讓你笑出來

Loneliness

I was running alone on the machine. I did not speak. I did not smile. I was running to seek for something that can stop me immediately. But, I have found that the road does not has a end.

Waiting

I am waiting for my parents to come back from Jenjarom because I want to discuss with them about the flight tickets. Also, I want to ask for going Melbourne alone at first time. I want to settle down everything before they can come to visit me. So that, I have a place for them to stay overnight rather than stay at Hotel.

Honestly, I have many applications to go on. For instance, Visa, Flight ticket, Medical check, Tax file number and Australia Bank Account. I am feeling tired towards them. Never Mind. I have to take a deep breath first and everything will be done soon. Hope so.

I cannot wait to comfirm my deparature date to Melbourne. It is so important for me as a first step to move on.

I am going to work for another part time job at Carrefour, Klang. Obviously, I have to drive to there as early as possible. If I go late for the job, my salary will be lost RM 10. The additional RM10 depends on the punctuality. T.T Hopefully, I wont late for the coming 8 days.

I thinks that my job is much easier. I have to stand beside the products ( BOH's Tea) to promote them. Hehe** I can enjoy drinking them also. Lets me finish the remaining drinks sample. ^^V

Boh Tea's Product. ** not the one.

Unfortunately, I cannot find the figure of my promoting BOH Tea from internet because they are the latest products. They have been marketing for 2 months only.

Thinking

Many bad matters have passed by me. At least, I am feeling much more comfortable. At the same time, I realized that study does not become a habit for me anymore. Compare with last year, I do not touch any book currently.

Obviously, I am missing Yuen. But, I think that I can meet her most probably by this saturday. Haiz.

My tummy's muscles are so pain. I will feel pain seriously if I laugh. It is a misery. T.T

I need to sleep early tonight becaue I am going to gym tomorrow morning. Good Night everyone.

MEet Taylors's Friends at 17th April 2009. Dont forget to stay back at college.

You all must present, ok! hehe

FLying to Melbourne RM290

I am searching for the cheapest flight ticket to Melbourne. The lowest price that I have found is RM290. After the addition of tax and other fee, the total amount of payment should be around RM400 ++. BUT, that flight tickets are availabled before 20th of June. The deparature is slight different with my first plan. I had planned to go to Melbourne after 2oth of June.

For Malaysia Airlines, the total amount of payment is double higher than Airasia. If I buy Malaysia Airlines's flight ticket to Melbourne, It means that I can travel to Melbourne twice by purchasing Airasia's flight ticket.