Feeling Helpless

I started to feel helpless because someone who suppose to help you refused to help you. I need to figure out the answer by myself. Damn.

Now, I am waiting outside of the lecture hall and I reattend the lecture again because I did not catch the point.

Everything is not in order and I need to organise them back into the order I want.

Expensive Mamak Food

I am going to show you some photo taken when having the dinner.

Chia Lynn, Alex and Me went to Old Town Kopitiam Mamak few days ago for dinner. This is new branh at Melbourne and its mother restaurant was located at China Town.

Obviously, this is first time we went. When we reached there, we straight away walk in. A waiter stopped us and wanted us to wait at the entrance. But, there was no sign board at the entrance to ask the customer waited to be seated.

Anyway, I put down my name in the list of waiting. I think that they do provide phone booking.

You can notice a lot of malaysians there because everyone was seriously missing Malaysia's food.

So far the food's taste was acceptable. But, a scary part was the price only. If you convert Dollar back to RM, definitely you will feel shock because you need to pay thirty times more than Mamak's food in Malaysia.

Unfortunately, I forgot to bring my camera to there. Hence, the photo might look a little rough. Hope that they look clear for you all.

That all. 88. I need to go back to my study for marketing..

I really Miss Mamak. T.T

Fried Mee

Curry Mee

Fried Rice

Sitting at the corner of Library

Actually, I prefer to study at the corner of the building because I can obtain the minimum distraction. Because I came at 12 sharp and Carlton library just open, I am able to find a place that suit me the most.

I am being slow down for my revision because I spent the time in watching taiwanese drama. It really kill me. Luckily, the next episode is not so soon released. Hopefully, I can finish the revision totally before Sunday.

I took few bread as my breakfast only because I kinda busy with my study in the early morning. I bring a red bean bun to library too to prevent me from falling into sleep in a quite environment. ^^

Thats all, for a minor update. I will post out some food photo later if I have time. Saying Good Luck and Work Hard to myself.

I came to RMIT Main Campus at 9.30 a.m. Surprisingly, I could not enter the building because the automatic gates were locked. So, I had to wait at park there. Luckily, the weather is cool. If not, I will start to scold bad words inside my heart (surely). ^^

I felt so lazy to study. I want to watch Drama. I want to surf internet. But, those acitivities will slow down the progress of revising the course's lecture. T.T I have to put some controls on myself.

I am addicted to S.H.E song.

安靜了

I love this song a lot, especially the lyrics. hai.
I ever read a article. If you hear a emo or sad song in the early morning, it will bring down your mood for a whole day. But, never mind. I get used with sad song.

I have read your email. I felt happy that we two still can share with each other in the email. I do not know this kind communication channel will go for how long. But, I just hope that you are living happily although I am not there. I know that you can make it for yourself.




Lets provide your ear with a sad song.

April Fool

oppss. Playing Restaurant City

Hi, everyone. Today is April Fool. Wish everyone Happy April Fool. It is not a special festival for me and I do not really like this festival. Minor fool is acceptable, but please do not make people to worry about you unreasonably.

Today is my first day for Middle Semester Holiday. Anyway, I still need to spend my time for doing revision because the mid semester exam will be held after the holiday..

Thats all, a small update for my blog. I need to start my revision. ^^

I went to Cili Padi restaurant just now with Alex and Chia Lynn. This is my first time been there. It is a Malaysia's restaurant. So, we can eat most of Malaysian's food at there as well. ^^

Grilled Teriyaki Chicken. It looks small, it taste nice. ^^

Nasi Lemak Curry Chicken. Chia Lynn and Alex ordered this. I like it too.

My middle semester break is at the corner. It means that I am going to take Middle Semester Exam Papers too. T.T I have not prepare myself yet for the exam. Hopefully, the questions will not dry up my brain.

I suppose to have my lecture in afternoon tomorrow. But, due to the appointment with FM lecturer, so I have to go school at 8 morning. The lecturer will meet me at 10a.m. I just want to spend some time in library in doing revision. I want to make myself as busy as possible because I do not want to lose the concentration already.

Good Night, Everyone. ^^

Cannot Sleep even thought have to

I have lied down on my bed at 10.30pm. Until now, I still cannot fall into sleep. At the end, I decide to wake up and blog at here.

Once I closed my eyes, there was so many images flashing here and there. They include happy one and sad one. Anyway, I just want to keep all of them inside my mind permanently.

Now, I think of my study only. Other than that, I have to put it aside for a while. If not, I will make myself lose the concentrations in study. It is difficult for me to do 2 different things at the same time.

I spoke to my best friend, A Kent in the afternoon. He told me that he has signed the employment contract with the hotel. I glad to hear that because he does not need to search for job already after he finishes the 4 month training. He can earn his own money and support his own life by himself. Despite the tough work at the back, it hears good.

Guys, I do not go back early this time during summer holiday. Most probably I will stay at here and work as part time through out the summer. Also, I have been not working under F&B for 2 years. But, most of the international students works in that field. I have to try.

I want to sign off now. I need to take some rest before I can walk to library. Good Night everyone. It is a sad night, but I still need to sleep.

It is a past memory and I miss it

There are so many unhappy matters in a days. Everything is ended. I do not hope for that. Haiz. Anyway, It is a past memory and I really miss it a lot, especially when I am alone.

I do not know whether she hate me or not. But, I just want to tell her I ever love her so much.

I miss the time with her. I miss the time with her family. I miss the time when she was with my family.

All these are very good memories for my life. Even thought it is sad at the end, but I always appreciate those times.

Family is worrying about me. They always call me and make sure I am fine at here. Ya, I always tell them I am alright. I can take all of these. In fact, It is not easy.

Even though my heart is sad, but, I still need to move on my study. Time will never stop because of my bad feeling. Exam is coming in few weeks. I need to catch up everything.

If I am unable to give you happiness, I have no right to love you anymore because I never ask for your tears instead of smile.

Sad Song From Korean Drama- Iris.

Please do not cry when you hear this song. It is a beautiful sad song. I always prefer to hear this kind of song. being pessimistic. T.T

Showing some pictures.

Pictures below are my dinners. ^^

Taken from my cousin, Annie Ang's facebook. So cuteeee....I would like to press his here and there. ^^

This picture was so dramtic. hahaha

Starting a new life

Everything goes good nowadays. At least, I am satisfied with it.

Hail Storm in Melbourne yesterday

I was at Queen Victoria Market when the hail happened. At that time, my friends and I were crossing the road. Suddenly, we heard the noise of " ding dong" because there were many ice cubes hit the surface of the cars. Everything was just happened like what you can see in a movie of 2012.

The city road went into flood immediately due to a heavy rain. The rain water brought away many shop plats. Also, my friend'shoe was almost brought away too. Fortunately, my friend's mum caught it using her legs. While we were running on the walking street to avoid our feet from cold rain water, a staff from a shop there open the door to let all of us entered. At that time, I just knew that Australians was so helpful in giving people a hand, in particular, in an emergency.

My leg was shoot by the ice cube and thus, there was a wound on my legs. I think that I was fortunate enough already. Many local's leg had many wounds.

I really really get frustrated by Commercial Law

I attended the lecture of Commercial Law. Obviously, the lecturer was sharing about his own experience in the court. He is making me to feel boring and snored all the time during lecture. This course is really put you in the same situation as History during secondary school. You are asked to study something that you do not like, but you have to. Damn...

I am doing the revision in the library. Hence, I notice about the difficulty of this course going to be in the final exam even though it is open book exam. GOD HELPS ME.......


Life is just like that. You have to do something that you do not want because a person has decided for you. One things you could do is moving on your life.

I hope that I can throw the book to outside of the window and forget all about this. A freaking subject.

RMIT city campus map

I found this from Google. In case you cannot locate the building, you can refer to this simple map The digits in the map refer to the building number.

I start to feel tired of this

I am feeling sick now. I am so sick. I vomited in the early morning after I ended the call with Chia Lynn. haha. I need to make everyone clear that the reason of vomiting is not because of Chia Lynn's voice.

Now, I am cooking porridge. Do you know there are few things you will not tell your parents when you have stayed at outside? Your illness is one of them unless it is too serious. The purpose is to avoid them from worrying you because I am 20 years old. I do not think that I want to do these again. As I was sick, I said: Ma, I felt sick now~~~. Mum said: I will bring you go visit doctor. You ate these, but not ate these. The only things that you can do is taking care yourself properly.

I am going to start my first class tomorrow. It is an afternoon class. But, I need to wake up in the early morning to send the text book to a student in school. He is interested to buy my last semester's text book.

Damn...I feel like vomiting again. Gtg.... 0.O