Some pieces of Memory

I refresh my memory,especially when I am looking at the picture album. Lots of scene flash across my mind.

I went to Pavilion at 31st of December with a group of friends. We heard that there was a countdown event at there.

When we reached the place, the area had been flooded by lots and lots of people. Surprisingly, we noticed that the majority was Malay and Indonesian (Foreigners). This was the sad thing.

After the countdown, some Malays threw the bottle of snow spray to others, If you was there, you will noticed 3 or 4 bottles flying in the air at the same time. Somemore, people who were tall like me can be easily hit by the flying bottle.

I just cover my head using my hand. I do not want to get hit and injured due to the act of those stupid Malay. The person who walked in front of me has a serious wound on his head. His face was full of blood.

From that second onwards, I do not think I want to go for any countdown events in Bukit Bintang anymore. Those stupid Malay will hurt you unreasonably.

Some unhappy incidence happened during the same night. But, we ended up with a closed gathering at Winson’s house. We talked, We laughed, We played and We fall into sleep together. All these made the night of New Year Eve become more meaningful.

I posted some pictures of myself with my lovely Family…Peng, Sorry. I miss out to take picture with you ^^

I just love them. They are the most important human in my life that I will never let them go.

I can give away my relationship. I can give away my study. I can give away my work. But, I will say NO for giving away my family.

Let’s say a Welcome to Year 2011. Blessing to you all to have a happy and healthy life in this year. ^^

Happy New Year….

I just back to the right track

I start to receiving more jobs. Now, I am thinking of what I have done in previous month. I did nothing and ‘lie’ at home for the whole month since I came back from Melbourne.

I believe that doing something is better than doing nothing. For doing nothing, you are just wasting your time. Entertainment is not free one. You have to pay certain price for it.

Just like what my mum say. Don’t be the ‘die rice’ at home in Hokkien.

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Finally, I met my Taylorian friends yesterday. Honestly, all of us really change a lot in term of thinking. Maybe is because we experienced something in the past few months.

As you face the problem, you grow up by little bit.

You can say that we become more realistic and rational. We do dream;but, we do not dream of something which are unachievable at all from now on.

For me, I think that I still stick to what I think is right. I have a strong sense of self-protection. I cannot stand for unimportant people who criticise me without facts.

This world is too complicated. Most of the human is wearing the ‘Mask’ to cover their fears and benefit themselves without any doubt. That’s why you also have to wear the mask in front of those kind of people. They never use their true heart while talking to you.

I ever be a very simple guy. But, I have realised that simple guy will only be cheated. People take advantage of you.

Especially, people will not respect you at all when there is no money inside your pocket. They look to the money, not you….

This is what I have deeply inside my mind…..Maybe it is too extreme to say so, but it does existed.

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Christmas is coming. For this year, I do not need to think of preparing the present for someone. I just can enjoy highly with a group of close friends.

Let say: “Merry Christmas”.

Love Life….

Back to the Life…

I want to blog before I can go to take shower. If not, I will straight away lie on my bed after showering.

It has been quite some time for leaving my blog inactive. I was busy with working now. I just got the job recently. I had been waiting for few weeks.

I just want to earn some pocket money for my daily expense at Malaysia. Money is so difficult to be earned. I want MONEYYYY…..

Money does not come without hard work. You have to do if you want it…

I went to down to my hometown few days ago in order to visit my grandparents. My favourite Ming Ge soup was my lunch. Yummy Yummy. Satu Ming Ge with extra vegetable and extra fish ball ^^V

My grandparents showed me his certificate of graduation from secondary school. This paper is 50 years old already. He accidentally found it in his drawer.

I just realised that my grandparents ever had a boom hairstyle. hahahah.

My internet is suck. It has disconnected for a period. Hopefully, it can stay stable.

It is so pain…Just like making it burst in the air..

I cannot fall into sleep even though I want to sleep earlier for tonight. My stomach is so pain and it is ‘’inflated’. Now, my tummy is even bigger. T.T

Again, I am still unemployed. This is the first time I feel so disappointed of my application for jobs. None of them replies me. I do not know what goes wrong. Maybe it is highly competitive.

However, I will never give up of applying the jobs again and again. I just wait for the chances.

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I have learned to stop complaining about what I do not have, but others own. The world is fair enough for everyone in my point of view. When you are born in a rich family, you will have the pressure. When your family is poor, you can even smile more than those who are rich.

I ever use heart to maintain a relationship. But, I ever get hurt and learn not to use heart fully anymore. Outsiders say that I use my brain to keep the relationship. I just can argue that I start to have the sense of protecting myself from getting serious injury in love.

I mentioned a similar statement in my FB status: 在爱情里为自己留个退路

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There is a big news about teenager suicides after posting in the FB status. Today, I saw a news that another fellow wants to follow his steps after.

I just wonder whether there is people really care of you when you do not appreciate your life.

There are many live people outside who are more suffering than them. They do not choose to end their life, don’t them.

The choice of suicide ever appeared in my life. Luckily, I did not make that choice.  This is always happen when one  loses his or her value of carrying on the life.

***Love is 必需,不是唯一

Tomorrow Will be a Muscle Pain Day

 

I went to play badminton with a group of friends at Ampang Botanic Club. Now, the leg’s pain is killing me. I cannot imagine how it will go tomorrow. T.T This is because I have stopped doing sports for nearly one year. I just challenge myself.

However, today is fulfilled by such a healthy activities. No alcohol and No Poker. But, there were sweats, swimming, Spa and Sauna throughout the whole day. The entry fee was worth to be paid because we spent the whole day time in the club.

Sometimes, you will feel good if you stand under the sun.

I feel good….

An Update for everyone about what I have done…..

We all went to Genting Highland last week. In fact, this is the unplanned activities. We just decided after we took Dim Sum.

Honestly, I can say that I sat a roller coaster to reach Genting Highland. Luckily, none of us vomited. Two car was competing with each other. Passengers were screaming and shouting… –.-

We played Bumper Car and Flying Coaster. We enjoyed very much while playing Bumper Car. We did “enjoyed” bumping three kids' car because they were annoying for us during the queue . Seven Adults were bullying three small kids. ^^V

For Flying Coaster, it was not scary as what you saw. But, we all just love to screaming….. ^^

Christmas was coming. I want hang out with you all again ^^ Let’s  fill up the day ^^

Ipoh’s Photo is coming soon

I have not meet Annabel yet to get all the pictures in her camera since we came back from the trip.

Currently, I am still being jobless at home. I have been looking for job for nearly one week. I submitted the application for all suitable job. However, I neither receive any reply from any of them. I just can stay at home and wait for the good news.

I just do some cutting on the Korean song because I want to set it as my mobile phone’s ringtone. Luckily, I am able to find the simple software from the internet.

 

I really like this song: 2AM- You wouldn’t answer my call…..

When I am listening to this song, I sense a lot of sadness. All of them just emerge in my heart. Honestly, I got nothing to feel sad about. But, I just feel down in the face of this song. How powerful is the influence of the melody and their voice. The sense of sad injects immediately from the music into your mind, making you down.

 

A day is passed. I did nothing for the day, except eating and sleeping. I need JOB seriously.

Enjoyed all the time

I went to an one-day trip with Kent, Choo Weng and Annabel. Four of us had a lot of fun and laugh all the time. Even though the group is only four of us, but we did enjoy  much more than the big group.

Let me put in some pictures that I currently have inside my mobile phone. The bad thing is that I left the USB cable for my Sony Camera at Melbourne. After I use it for the very first time at Malaysia, I just discover that bad thing.

Luckily, most of the pictures for the trip was kept inside Annabel’s camera. So, I will upload all of them soon once I get it.

You know what? The fun things for the trip not only depend on the places you go to, but also who you go with.

There was heavy rain for the whole day of the trip. Our body got wet frequently. The funny things is that A Kent showed us the way to buy things without physically stood at the shop because of heavy rain.

 

I woke up at 6a.m. just now to check my results. I was so sleepy; but, I forced myself to open the eyes and look at the monitor. At the same time, I made a call to A Kent. Surprisingly, he was still sleeping. I thought that he was either waiting for the bus or inside the bus already to go back to Kl for working at 8 a.m. He thanked me a lot for waking him up by making the call. ^^

The results was obviously out of my expectation. I just wish to get 1 HD and 3 D. However, the results came out in another way round. It woke me up from the sleepy mind and say YAHOOOO…..

 

I Have Known Partially

Surprisingly, I got to know my coming result partially.

Officially, it will be released on Monday. However,I have been told that I can find out whether I pass or not beforehand. The great news is that I passed all subjects. Thanks…..

Now, I just look for the Ipoh’s trip. Hopefully, it would be a fun and memorable trip even though there are little people joining.

I just want to enjoy before I face the results on Monday. I have taken over the job of praying from other family members since I came back from Melbourne. Other than praying for my own good, I also pray for my family;So that, they can always stay in good.

Some secret words: If I really feel irritate of it, I will choose to make it to stay far and far away from me because they are ‘nothing’ to me.

I just want to be a Successful Person.

I had nothing to do previously since I came back from Melbourne. I am looking for jobs which are available starting from December only.

I want to take a short break during November. I want to go for some trips. My friends are still unsure about the plan of the trips.Hopefully, everything can be settle down soon.

Initially, I plan to work for the jobs other than sampling promoters for this time. Unfortunately, there are no much jobs available other than that. haiz. Looking for jobs is so difficult.

Now, I start to feel worry about the exam results which are release in less than two weeks. I can predict how bad is my result already because I did not perform well during the exam period. But, I think that I have tried my best and there is nothing to feel regret about. Lets pray for it.

I at Malaysia right now, My Lovely Home

Finally, I am back to Malaysia after a tough semester at Melbourne. I got to meet some friends. But, I would like to stay at home because I have missed it so much.

I have nothing to do in this month because most of my friends are busy with the exam. Others are busy with working. I just need to wait for them to finish exam or take a leave from working.

SPM is coming. Hopefully, she can at least get credits for the subjects. I think that credit is the minimum requirement. By holding the grade of credits, it would be much easier for her to apply the courses in University or College.

Let’s just enjoy the holiday and this summer weather. At least, it is felt warmer than Melbourne.

Have A Great Night

 

I did had a great night. I went for one-day trip to Mornington. Even though I just went three places, they are more than enough for me.

Sometimes, when you go for a trip, you do not want to rush the time. Even if you can go more numerous places, but you just cannot enjoy. Then, there is no point to go anywhere.

The photos is still with Chia Lynn. Hopefully, I can get and post them.

I am going back to Malaysia, my lovely Klang home in two days time. ^^ Let's count down for the day.

Shopping for the Whole Day.. Yahooo

I went to shopping today. I have not been doing so for such a long time. T.T

Currently, I am blogging at Melbourne University. The purpose I came to here not for the purpose of studying. I just cam here to download some Taiwanese Series. I felt so boring at home after the exam. While I am playing around the laptop, Chia Lynn and Jo Jin are busy ‘facing’ the lecture notes and practice questions. Once in a while, they just turn their head to my side and said I Xian Mu you ler.

Haha. I felt bad because I just play beside them. Sorry

Now, It is almost the time to go back and sleep straight away. I start to feel tired at this time, that is 11 o clock night.

Wake Up in the early Morning

I have done for all my final exam paper. Now, I got nothing to do instead of waiting for the day to go back Malaysia. I plan to do some shopping today. I have not been shopping for such a long time already. 

I just start to look for part-time job in both Melbourne and Malaysia. Unfortunately, there is no much job available for me who want to work for a short period only.

I have to earn some income for myself T.T

Hurt……