i use one second fly down to hell but i use 1 hour fly up to heaven

today ms nurleena give me back my english test paper . the mark really upset me. even though i pass the exam and get credit , but i do not satisfy with it. ms nurleena asked me to see her at wednesday to discuss my problem. i dislike that but i have to do it.
all of my friend get a distinction and high distinction in their english paper. i should be get that mark.

after ms nurleena leaves, ms harpaljit come it and give us the hell paper . i looked the last page and search for my score. thanks god. i get full mark. it give a little bit comfort to me.

tomorrow i will get my accounting and econ paper. wish god help me. i no want to upset anymore for my study.

finish short holiday

since last thursday , my mind keep empty until now because i was enjoying my short holiday after mid sem exam. it was fun. i watched 3 movie in this week and feel very happy because i had one month no watch movie before that. inside the cinema , i meet one girl from march intake,but she no notice me because i wearing cap. now, i want to go take a shower and lying on my bed. good night everyone.

MISSING BEAUTIFUL

when watching tv, i opened my phone inbox and find a strange number that make feel warmer. it is a message from you. even though the message is short , but it is meaningful to me. i woke up from my bed and open my laptop. i am going to write about my own expression and feeling about this meaningful message.

i feel happy enough once receive your reply message. i no know why. i just think that it can be the answer and reply about your condition. maybe i worried about that. haiz..my feeling really antinomy.

i always have a smile that you ever like and finding the things that i miss out.

i prefer that you misunderstand about that because if not , i cannot let myself die heart towards you. i am fool i am the only fool. Truth will make me feel pain only .

yeah...enjoy watching movie today

today i felt very lucky because can watched 2 movies in a day. In addition, i have nothing to do by today. after watching movie with friend, then i fetched my friend back home. after that , i need went back to shopping mall to test some formal coat which i never wear before. it is damn funny and many promoter watched at me. i felt shy.

i went to dragon i restaurant take my lunch and dinner together. i ate many bao and fried rice. it was delicious.i love it very much without worry about the total bill because my father was going to settle it later.

my father suggested to watch wo de lao po shi du shen and i asked my sister to buy the movie tickets for us. it was my second movie that i watched by today. i laugh with a NORMAL volume and put my leg on the front chair.it maybe too rough but i only do it in the dark.hehe...

hopeless to my econ test

i just finish my economy paper at few hours ago. the question of the paper challenged me. i cannot finish all the question in the particular time.i get stuck in one of the question and it used much of my time. but i believed that i should do better if i know to arrange the time. maybe next week i will know my result for econ paper. i hope that the result is in the average range.

currently i study malaysian studies at k web of main campus. i no like to online at here because the table is too small to fix my body size. haha . but i also lazy to walk back to tbs eventhough the distance between main campus and tbs is just 1km . after malaysian studies test, i will go steamboating with some friend. i hope that it could make fun for me and let me forget about the test. but actually i should happy because today is the last day for the middle semester exam.

^^

我的爱人，他已有了爱人

this song of wo de ai ren from lim you jia really meaningful.
this is a part of lyrics:
每当听见 她或他说「我们」

就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声


everyone will laugh when they hear that someone talk about us

Iron man but not superman return

i went to cinema and sit at there for around 2 hours. i watched the movie of iron man. it really nice and out of my expectation. before that i thought that the plot should same as spider man. it so excited throughout the movie. that is only my feeling.

wake up at early morning!!

i felt dizzy when woke up from sleeping. i on my latop and check friendster. unfortunately , no people added me as friend and no received any comment T.T yesterday i planned to study accounting but i felt sleepy again. eventually, i decided to sleep and study at this morning. i hope that i can finish all the study for accounting by today.exam is coming soon. quite nervous for taking the exam.

currently, i no want to think so much because it is useless to solve my doubt. why not i just leave it aside and put more affort in my study. Wish you happy everyday.

when i look at your eyes i can see the truth

i can't sleep deeply because my mind keep on flashing some event when i tried to close my eyes. lastly, i decided to wake up and listened the song of give my love from edward chun. i like this song very much. i feel touch with the meaning of lyrics. i remembered one part of lyrics (as time pass , love ain't to stay there).

i just finish my economy work and plan to study accounting. but i started to feel sleepy.haha!! a student always want to sleep when they want to study. it is truth and being happened on me.hehe!!thats all of my blog today.i want to go study accounting.if not , i sure will sleep later.

very unlucky today

today i woke up late. hence, i late to attend the lecture at 8 o clock. even i reach there by 8.15 , but i no think that want to enter the class because i will disturb other students. finally , i decide to go second floor of tbs and study alone at there. luckyly , god helps me. the lecture note for today i have been studied during secondary school. but the adjustment part still new to me. now i am waiting my friend to finish the class. then we can together go take breakfast. i feel very hungry right now!

i am listening the song of wo bu pei from jay chou. this song really meaningful and nice. every time i listen to this song, i realize that sad feeling enters my heart . my story just same likes the lyrics of this song. i feel that human are uable to handle and control everything. me too. sometimes we need to make a decision that we are not want. many people ask me that why my blog so sad. Answer= i just want to express my heart feeling out into the blog because i no want to express it out onto my face. this will cause many people start to worry about me and keep on asking me that what happened. it is a good way for me to keep my own things inside my heart instead of causing problem to other people.Friend. i feel ok now. everytime you all see me in lecture or tutorial , i am the one who laugh with a loud voice.

i am missing you. at first, i think that i able to put off the sweet memory between you and me. i ever think that want to give u a call or message. but i afraid that i will hurt you. i hurt you in the past. i hurt you in present. i will hurt you also in the future. Wish you happy. everytime i see you, u always look sad. i suffer because of that

is it i over sensitive....

haiz...at 28 friday, Mr Ang return our test paper to us..even i know it was quite easy , but i did not do well in it.. i just get 16 over 20..which is a average mark in the class..ya..i admit that i quite sensitive to the mark..or can said that i am very care about my mark...i have many careless mistake in it..the question which have 3 mark cause me cannot forgive myself..the answer just two words only..but because of the shortage of time , i see the question wrongly..most of my friend advice me no so care about it..and i am trying to do tat...at the same day , my car crash with another car..luckily the bumper did not hurt much...thanks god..if not i sure get kill by my parent.becoz of the mark , i unable to concentrate when i was driving at tat time..it is the main reason of the accident..i wish myself that i can do well in the mid sem exam..it is my aim....

wishing you the best in next love's relationship

read you friendster testi..somebody should be cared about you..u already die heart towards ...is a good things..because i cannot give u happiness...me this type of people should not be love by anyone...wish u happy always..even i cannot tell u face to face... 快乐幸福哦!

pain of my hearts

today i meet u in the lift....u no ever want said hi to me when i smiling to u...our love have became a history.....i walk away with a high speed from u ..becoz i feel that my heart is really pain and uncomfortable.. because i tink the things i said to u...'we have no future' everything gone...i just stand alone at there...decision that i make really hurt u and hurt me...why god want us to be like tat..y not we have a normal love relationship ..WHY!! soli and depression is only my hidden feeling..i hide it always because i no want my friends and my parent to worry about me...it is unfair for them to worry this kind of things.as a result , i always be misunderstand...because u maybe tink i no so care about...laughing smiling......really weird...

my heart pain is becoz of seeing u suffer at there ..and i do nothing to u...i no want u be sad...but i really cannot give any promise to u...i no know wat to do.....i no know..

very happy..yeah

i just buy a new spectacle...the sad things is i find that my eyes power incerease liao...T.T...i like my spectacle very much..it very light and comfortable

thx to my friend who ever read my blog..actually i feel ok...just by writing blog i wan to express out my real feeling..haiz..thx to everyone...no worry about me...have a good friendship with u all

sad or happy when meet u ...i just know to smile

smile..as a respect..becoz i no tink wan to end like tat...at least i can keep the friendship with u...but everytime i see u ..i no know wat reaction want to give..
either ignore..or smile only...haiz....love really catch me tighty...hate is olso around me..

when lonely drive..lonely eating..lonely study...i always tink back my memory....

haiz..i just tinking the things tat impossible..i very hope i can back to the time when i meet u at the first or even i no meet u at all...

tiring..tomorrow i have a test again...going to sleep...it is a sadness night