for yuen our titanic ship

yeah happy happy

i just finish accounting lecture. currently, i am blogging during bcp lesson. the computer used by teacher get attack by virus. the IT department staff is trying to fix up the problem.

after bcp class, i will go sunway with a group of friend. yeah. i can eat the nice nice meet that introduced by ee xuan. yi ji bang.haha..later i will do some windowm shopping after eating mee. because i need wait for yuen about one and half hours.

tomorrow redbox got student promotion. student package: 6 ++ included 2 drinks. yeah. thats why i ask my best friend, kent , to go sing k with me. maybe ee xuan will come too

the most important is yuen will also join us.hehe. it has been a long i no sing in front of her.haha.love yuen

sleeping at library

i am waiting for bcp lecutre. it starts on 3 o clock. i feel boring to waiting.nothing to do and just blogging inside library here..

yuen ah. must drive carefully. just get down from car and look when you are parking your car. it is much more safe. when you become experience in parking, then no need to get down and see liao lo..hehe.. love you. if yuen really no know how to park into the parking lot, just ask me to park for yuen

back to blogging again ^^

being lazy to write new post

today i wake up early. my mum is packaging her luggage because she want to go port dickson later with her friend. she asks me again whether want follow her or not. surely, i do not want to go.hehe. it is damn boring to be at port dickson. i can use my rest time to do my assignment, play online game and watch fated to love you.



my sister wake up when my mum leave the house. yeah. luckily got someone can go eat breakfast with me. i do not want to eat alone. but the unfortunate things is i need to pay the bill..haha. my sister is so clever to trick me.hehe.



i just reload my phone. yeah. i can continue messaging with my lovely yuen. the message is free. because i am using MTV powerpack. yuen, if you think that no want to sms me, yuen can msn me onlinely. i always appear online.





i have nothing to say more. i need to take a nice bath and start to do my assignment. it is killing me

wil....recover so fast as possible...we all waiting for you to come back tbs

during morning, i received a bad news about wil. he will not come to school temporary because he get sickness of dengue. it is so unlucky.why is him.

by writing this post, i just want to wish wil recover from illness as fast as possible. i still want meet you at old town and lecture. ok.. to wil, stay strong the illness and fight against the illness. you are not weak, am i right?

to zhing, do not live in a sadness. it is not the end of world. we still need walk forward. believe me, wil will recover. anything happened,still got this group of ba qua friend (2.4), right?

gambateh, both of you.

do we look like couple

i read your message.my heart is bleeding. i have been tried and tried.but it seen like no much improvement. i failed. i failed. i failed to love you.



we do not look like couple, do we. i no know. because you no sure. i do not dare to say it individually. beacuse the answer is no.



i replied your message.i am hiding my feeling. i no want to let you know that i am feeling sad currently. it will cause you hard to sleep tonight.



yuen, i really love you. i no know what to say. i do not have evidence to prove it. the only evidence is my heart. but maybe no one else will believe it. maybe my heart is unbelivable.



我对你的好，多认真，不构成爱你的资格



my 20 th post is full of sadness. sadness in love. my blog is no more happiness.



i do not have the right to comment other people's love. because my love story is terrible.



-Yuen loves zai-



but zai make u feel sad again. even though it is just a minor sad.



i no know my post as draft will reach 100 th or not.......because currently we two and our relationship is facing some problem. do our relationship stay strong?

finally i can acess to internet

my house internet connection really got problem just now. it took more than 10 minute to open google home page only. it killed me due to waiting for the web page to load T.T

after thirty minute, the line back to normal. thanks god and guan ling mah. during thirty minute duration, i kept on open and restart my laptop. maybe it works. hehe ^^

currently, my baby yuen at the garden or midvalley. she is having a nice and delicious dinner with her family. sorry yuen. i cannot take dinner with you and your family too..hehe..but never mind. i think that it will be one day. i sit beside you. having dinner with your whole family. i am waiting for the day to come ^^

i just hate that my life is being limit by someone

i am going to express my feeling on this blog. first of all, i want to say sorry to xiao yuen. because i made too many trouble to her.. i do not do whatever i promised to her. sorry xiao yuen.



why my mum is different with other mum...i love her very much. but i no like to limit by anyone. i just want to do myself. i just want to be free. i did not do anything wrong. why my parents still consider me as kids. Why everyone can, but i cannot. i know that what i say before that is immature. but i really hope to be free. go anywhere without worriness.



i no like to get force by someone to do something. because i no like. that is my attitude.



yuen, maybe i am immature at here. my thought cannot be so relax when i am writing this blog..i love you. maybe one day when i at Melbourne, i will miss my family likes what you said. but i do not think i make a wrong decision. because i prefer to stay outside.out of my parents coverage.

because i am being tagged by someone....

===============開始===================
00.问卷来自
frm ChiaLynn
01.你認為分手後的男女還能做朋友嗎？
maybe......is depend on the situation......if guy do something really wrong, girl will not forgive him forever
02.你相信一见钟情吗？你认为一见钟情会长久吗？
i believe....but i no think it will be last longer....after understand each other
03你最想去哪个地方？为什麽？
taiwan......WHY because of food....haha..i like taiwan pasar malam...

04.最害怕的是什麽?
lost my mum......because no one else will cook for me
05.你最讨厌怎样的人？
thick face people
06.如果有不开心的事情你会怎么办？
honestly....eat eat eat......have an endless hunger toward food
07.最喜欢的歌手是？
any singer...as long as they can sing the song well....

08.你不喜欢怎样的女生？
the girl who spend other guy money by cheating that guy in love
09.愛人和被人愛，哪一種更幸福？
bei ai.........is happier...
10.你認為你自己是個怎樣的人？
scare to loss...hhaa...some of you may think that...
11.如果可以回到過去，最想改變的事情？
my relationship with yuen.......
12.愛情，親情 和友情你最重視哪個？
親情
13. 3 things that u couldn't TAHAN at all?
1st.. waiting for food
2nd.. unsafe feeling
3rd.. force by somebody to do something
14.從小到大的夢想是什麼？
be a rich man
15.最赌烂的事情是什么？？
赌烂 is hokkien word......mum go out without leave a food for me as my dinner
16.你最喜欢的是什麽东西？
yuen
17.你的小習慣？
laugh loudly
18.說出平常你日常生活中最享受的三件事
1st.. go pak toh with yuen
2nd.. taking exam ( maybe u all no believe...haha...because no need to attend lecture)
3rd.. sure is singing K

19.希望是個有錢人,可是不幸福,還是幸福,可是沒有錢?Why???
幸福,可是沒有錢... have money but no have happiness...life become nothing
20. 最想舍弃的东西?
identity.....why....just wan to be a new person.....haha....

erm......am i right

today i fetch yuen back home. she receive a call from her mum. her mum ask me and yuen go lavender eat together with her. i do not think want to go. not because i scare or wat. i do not like to eat under that nervous situation. maybe yuen think that i am unfriendly towards her mum. just want to say sorry. haiz...facing gf parents is a big task for me.

ashamed and not paying respect

which type of girl that i hate :

1. pretend in front of you


2. cheat you either in love or in friendship


3. 'use' you because she need help


4. try to destroy other people relationship to seek for attention from others


5. no polite


6. do not respect others


7. do not feel shame for her own action

happy today

i have sleept for more than 10 hours. i accidently slept when i had lie on the bed last night. maybe i was too tired.



i wake up at five o clock morning. the environment is so quiet. after take a bath , i go to down stair and eat breakfast. this is first time i take breakfast at home before college.



my first Breakfast : one boiled egg , one cup of milo and one peanut cake.



i feel full after i finished all of them.



everyone get shock when i reach tbs. because i always almost late for the lesson ^^

Due to enough sleep , i am energetic for whole day. yah....



after business computing tutorial , i refuse to go out eat with my college friends. WHY! i just want to save money. plus i do not feel very hungry.



miss yuen. today i cannot meet her in college. today is the first day of her semester 3. good luck. she gonna to complete business foundation course. but she still no sure want to study either UNISA or UWE. whatever, zai also support yuen. love yuen ^^

wah....accounting really killed me

i just stop from doing accounting 2 tutorial work. the questions. are so hard for me to understand. i am not able to complete the questions. i need to work hard more so that i wont get kick off from accounting. but it is really killing me.



i am missing yuen again. i do not have chance to meet her on monday . i need to wait until tuesday. it is a long period for me to wait and wait. in order to meet her in college.

had a bad dream

i just wake up from sleeping. i knew that i had had a bad dream. but i forget what the dream it is . i am planning what to eat for my breakfast. but seen like all of my family member no yet wake up. erm.....it related to yuen.



i am so miss yuen. i have already not see her for a few day. hug hug.....



i have nothing much to say. good luck everyone