Great Sadness

I am going to leave Padini soon. Tomorrow I will go search for a new job. I want full time job at this time. Haiz.

I am so funny. Today is my 3th working day. Then, I need to leave from my job position. In fact, I still not yet learned fully the knowledge of being a promoter. FINE! I have known that this job is not suitable for me. I have tried many times, but I am so stupid in this job. I keep on making mistake. I hate myself.

Living in a rich family is so meaningless. He or she does not know anything. My colleague asked me whether folding clothes is my first time works just now. I felt so down. But, I just answered it with a smile of my face. Yes, I am. I know that he hurted me unintentionally.

Just end it. I want to end it.

Good luck tomorrow for searching a new job.

I break my promise

disappointment

I do not know what I am going to write in this post. In fact, i start to feel that promoter job is not suitable for me. Haiz. I will try my best. At least, I can work for 1 month at there.

First

Today is my first working day in Padini Authentics. Padinie is a hell. I need to stand for 8 hours everday. My legs is going to break into pieces. I kept on turning my legs, so that they can be felt comfortable.

Luckily, my colleagues are friendly. At least, they did not bully me during my first day working. They teached me everything, so that I wont make the mistake again in the future. Working as a promoter really got a lot of stuff to remember. My "memory card" is made in China. It cannot be functioned as well as normal people. I loathe to memorize important things.

Also, I have my own locker in Padini. I can throw in whatever things into the locker as long as the locker can be closed. YES!

The most unhappy matter is cannot bring or use the handphone at anytime, except break time.

Hopefully, tomorrow is a great day for me. I do not want to make any shameful mistake again. God Bless Me!!

Drinking Fresh Apple Juice

This Fresh Apple Juice was made by my little sister. I was enjoying drink the juice and watching television. So enjoyable.

I am going to work tomorrow. I feel so nervous because I need to enter a strange working place. Tomorrow is my first day for working only. OMG!!!

I was reading newspaper. I noticed that SPM result is going to release on the second week of March. At here, I want to wish good luck to all SPM 2008 Students.

P/S: Message to Hery> Faster go sleep. Tomorrow need wake up at 8 ah !!!!

Supper

WooHoo. I have cooked Korean Mee to eat by using electrical heater. It is so useful for a cooker. You just have to switch on the main switch and then, have to adjust the adoptable temparature. Thats all. You do not need to fear that you will cause a fire in your kitchen because the heater will switch off itself automatically to prevent overheating.

I need to grow much fatter since someone complained that I am too "slim" Hng!!

But, I can predict that I am going to become a fat fat fat guy when come back from Australia.haha.

Maybe I need to wear the clothes with XXL size. (NOw, I am wearing the clothes with M or L sizes)

Thanks yuen

Suprsingly, I have gotten a book of Twlight from Yuen. She bought it for me due to my interest of reading new books. She is so caring for treating me. Now, I feel so happy. Thanks yuen. Love you. Muakkssss ^^

Taking my last Transcript

I am going to collect my transcript later. It meas that I have to drive to TBS again. Also, I need to go placement office to ask about the visa and medical check. Medical check is necessary for the application of Australia Visa. Seriously, 1 Australia Visa costs me around one thousand. OMG.

My eldest sister can play her new Apple Macbook. It is so much fun. I want my Dell Laptop also.

I have made a call to Padini Aeon to ask about my shift time. My shift time for sunday will be from 9.30pm to 5.30 pm. I need to work for 8 hours in a day. Tiring. But, it is the best way for me to learn some knowledges in order to upgrade myself.

Comfirmation of Enrolment.

Yes. I did it! Currently, I am RMIT student. I feel so proud of it. I have received the letter of comfirmation of enrolment from RMIT through email. Now, I just need to apply my Visa. Then, everything is done.

I feel so much unhappy today

I cannot break myself into 2. I cannot. If can, I want to do so. I have tried my best to reach home. Why? Now, I feel so guilty. I am blaming myself. I dont want to leave home anymore. I just stay at home before my working day. Sad *****

Rational Thinking

Today is a a big unlucky day for me. I have experienced many unwanted stuff. I want to leave from this kind of situation. I want to be alone. I want to calm down myself.

I am waiting something to be changed. But, I think that the process of changing may take a long and long period. Believe! It is a important element in the love. If someone tell you that she or he believes you 100%, do you believe and accept fully. For me, we can say that we believe other people nearly 100%, but not exactly 100 %.

What can I do? It is a good question for me.

A memorable party

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I want to hug you like this forever.

Speechless

I am not feeling happy. My heart is filled with sadness and worriness.

I do not want to explain further. I am expressing my feelings only in this blog.

Nothing

Nothing

Time is the only one that can tell me the truth.

Monopoly

I have not been playing Monopy for 2 years. I played it yesterday with yuen, kelvin and jin hui. I admit that it is the first time I felt so high when I was playing Monopoly. I laughed non-stop.

Each players was negotiating the prices in order to buy over other's land for building up purposes. Obviously, it is not a negotiation, but a funny fighting for a low price. haha!

P/S: The pink lands and the red lands were owned to earn the rents. Thats why, I won the game because the rents were very high after I built up the hotels.

When time is right, everything will be fined.

I have heard a lot of sad news from my friends. They are rejected by the university. Dont feel sad, ok! It is not the end of the world. In this world, there are many universities available. As long as you can work hard in the future, there is worthless for you to feel sad now.

I am waiting the information from RMIT university. It is believed that it may takes 5 days for the comfirmation of enrolment. wah.. hopefully, i can hear a good new from them.

Yes. I obtain a good new from Esther. hahah..so happy. According to Taylor staff, I have accepted by RMIT. But, I am waiting for a official respond from taylors placement office through a call.

A New One

Finally, I have gotten a job. Thanks, U Zhing. I am going to work as promoter at Padini. A new challenging job is provided to me. I feel worry because I do not know the ways to fold the clothes properly. OMG. Luckily, the salary is quite attractive. 5 ringgit per hour. Also, I need to work for 21 hours only because my position is a part-time promoter. Even though the salary is not as high as full- time promoter, but I can learn something before I go to Melbourne. Am I right?

Regarding RMIT application, I have submitted all documents. Now, I am asked to wait for few weeks for the information from RMIT. According to Taylors staff, I can do VISA only in 2 months before the commencement date.

Now, I am feeling helpless and stress. My dad strongly supports me to go RMIT even though the fees are big burden for him. According to what my eldest sister tell me, my dad does not want to waste my result and the intelligence. He put high confidence and belief upon me.

At here, I promise that I am going to try my best to archieve excellent result.