I start to have or I should have that feeling

I do not understand the real reason of contributing to today's situation. I actually feel strange to the environment, particularly the people around me. I think I have wrong understanding about who they are.

The world is fair. Only people who has capability will receive the appreciation. This is true always in my experience and thereby, motivating to reach the maximum capability or even go beyond it.

I really feel I am the only person in a  very silent world. I could not hear anyone like a deaf and am not able to see anything likes a blind person. When you own a eye sight, it does not necessary mean that you can see everything clearly.

我在工作之間流浪, 忙碌给我冷静和理智

Life can has a lot of variables

Officially, I am not able to get into Monash University due to some ridiculous reason: the application has been closed for July intake. I applied it on early March. Again, it prove that an excellent result does not imply anything,to the most, it just show how well you memorise the stuff. 

What to do. I still have to move on to study Master and I have to change my direction  from where I planned to go previously. At the end, I decided to stay in RMIT to do my Master program because I believe that I will get less trouble compared to getting into a new University with an identity of new student. 

I have completed several assignments and tests. The study has come to Mid Semester and Easter break is going to fall on next week. Yahoo! Holiday.

Boss is going to treat my colleagues an me with a premium buffet at a newly open  restaurant next week. I want to hunt for some oysters and king fish. ^^ Thanks Boss. 

By the way, I have quit from the job in Hanaichi because I realised that I am not able to cope with 3 jobs at the same time. Two jobs is enough for me without affecting my study.

How the life in Malaysia. I wonder what everyone is doing there. 

From a person in Melbourne

 

First Week in University

I am back to working life and have started my study in University as well. 

Unfortunately, I met a lecture who did not allow me to go in any groups for the assignment. He was the one who changed the course structure at last minute, making 3 individual assignments into a big group assignment. I doubt about the reason of making these changes because there were only 10 students who enrolled  into this course. No matter how, I have dropped this subjects and enrolled into another subjects because I understand that this lecture will never give me great marks. I do not think he is a fair lecture who will put his emotion aside. 

I never feel boring now because I have a good housemate at home. At least, the house has someone other than me and the environment is not too silent. A great matter and thus, I always like to stay with someone instead of living in a studio apartment. 

I noticed that there is a lot of revision to be done each week. I really hope that I can perform well in this final semester. It is considered the last coursework in RMIT University before I can transfer to Monash University. 

Double Master or Master with double major. Heachache. I have not make the decision yet on the type of Master program in the consideration of the program duration. 1 year or 1.5 years or 2 years. 

I am Back to Melbourne Again

Finally, I am back again. If I am not back yet, I might not want to come back here. Malaysia's life is so enjoyable and comfortable for me.

I really gain a lot from this journey to Malaysia. Something good something bad. Something get misunderstood, something get understood. You know what. Sometimes, the situation will go out of your control because you never know what is the consequence of one people's act to other, which seriously affect what you intend to do and think at first. Hopefully, this matter can go back to the right track as I never mean that. 

Piu~ I am printing out my very first lecture notes for the lecture tomorrow. I want to make sure that I will not fall into sleep after being not attend lectures for 4 months. 

A short update should be enough for today. At least, it reflects my main purpose of writing this post. See ya, friends in Melbourne ^^

I have finished my very first assignment for my summer course

I just done everything. I woke up 7 in the morning in order to finalise the assignment and able to post it to the website. Phew ~

I start to miss Malaysia because I am too lonely in Melbourne. I repeat doing the same thing everyday without any color. Apparently, I think the life is black and white at here.

I have to go through another one month before I can depart to Malaysia. At that time, I think I will start to have the feeling of holiday because I do not have any commitment anymore.

Just wait and work hard now. This is what I can do right now.

Christmas is coming

Christmas will fall on this coming Sunday. I went to watch the event of Christmas light along the Boulevard, Ivanhoe East. I felt surprise that there are people are willing to spend money to decorate their garden by their own and invite people to have a look on their design.

I wish to go there again for next year Christmas because I did not watch all the decoration over there.

Merry Christmas, Everyone ^^

It is the time to keep my blog alive….

I am currently having my summer holiday. Surprisingly, I have decided to stay in Melbourne and work for two part time jobs. I remembered that I always go back to Malaysia in every single holiday. I am going to make a difference for this time.

 

I am still the learner in Vodafone store because there are some kind of systems, including registration and new connection. They can be done only through the customer database. Thus, there is some knowledge attached to it.

 

Friends keep on asking me why I do not go back early for this time and they are so bored now in Malaysia. Maybe is because of money or because of new learning or because of the experience of the new life, I go opposite of what I did before.

 

In order to keep myself in Melbourne, I have enrolled into the summer course of Internet for Business because I knew that I will never stay at here if I do not study.

 

I am still thinking of my future careers. Should I just stay here for another five to six years. Are there good opportunity. I do not sure, but, I hope that time will let me know when it come to the time of making decision.

 

Adelaide plan is going to be realised next week. Four of us should have a lot of joys in Adelaide with a group of Adelaide’s friends. Honestly, I really go to several cities in this year. Travelling is fun and worthy. But, you need some money to support it. Hence, I am working for all these.

 

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Taking a short rest in the meantime of completing the assignment

 

In the meantime of completing my parts for the group assignment, I decide to upload all these photos stored in my iPhone. Last Sunday, I went for one day trip with a group of girls. Because I am the only guy, I should be responsible for the role of driver. Overall, the trip is short and sweet. At least, I got to go for hot spring at the end of trip and taking Miss Maple.

Hopefully, for those who are in the photo, you satisfy with it because I will never take it down even you are not.. hahahahhahaa. evil ^^V

Ok. I have to go back to my assignment work. Enjoy, everyone.

I just observe what I can do?

 

Finally, due to some coincidence, I have gotten my part time job in a restaurant of Malaysian cuisine. Before I started to work, I thought that I was lucky because the paid is attractive and worthy.

However, due to my inability, I cannot complete the task perfectly, which is instructed by my manager. I always disappoint her since the first day of working.

The disappointment is getting more and more after I have worked for several days. In meantime, Chia Lynn kept on advising me to not give up because she understand the working environment as well.

Seriously, this job really spend my time. Particularly, I have to understand everything, except the cooking part.  So, I cannot digest what Manager said until she become frustrated of me. She is reasonable to do so because I really work below her expectation.

This is the first time of facing this kind of obstacle. Maybe I am childish. That’s why I cannot take it until now.

After this post, I hope that I can have a new start. Everything can go smoothly, at least less suffer.

Good Night, Friends. No Matter where you are, stay happy and healthy.

You are now happy because you ever feel sad

Guys, I am back to Malaysia for short term. But, this journey was not because of happy matters.

The life has just changed. It explicitly reminds me that I have to be more concerned about the family relationship.

When you know that one of your family members is suffering, you will not feel good no matter how.

I think I have turned into another person. I am the one who is more cruel, more realistic and lack of dreaming about something which are not going to happen in real life.

All these changes are developed from what I have experienced in the past few months.

Hopefully, everything will go smoothly in future. I do not want to suffer more than what I am experiencing now because I cannot take any further of it.

While something bad are going bad, I have to apply so-called separation principle, seperating myself from the study or facing the situations. I only can do them individually and make sure both of them never messes up by influencing my feelings.

There are more and more life to move on further as time never stop. How I wish I am a simple guy. It is undeniable that real life always break that wish.

Good Night to Chia Lynn, Jessica, Wick Kee, Angeline and Chee Hoe who always give me a ‘warm hug’ when I am injured.

Best Friends, You all

Another Memorable Moments

 The photos of our 3 days 2 nights trip are just uploaded by Chia Lynn. Therefore, I get to select 2 profiles pictures from the albums.

 

This road trip is always meaningful for me. Five of us used to fit into a car, prepare the dinner, shoot the photos non-stop at everywhere we are and sleep in the same bedroom. Of course, there was pillow talk session before we entered into our dream.

For all these sweet memories, I have to thanks this girl:

She planned all the destination for us and was the leading person throughout the trip. Thanks you ya.

I do not know how to thanks to them for their contribution in my life since they are so important to me. No matter what is going to happen in the near future, we should think that we ever have this experience of hanging out together. ^^

For those who are unimportant to us, please get out from our life by yourself before you are ‘kicked’ away as we do not want shit things in our young life.

Happy Forever….. My Friends.

Have been not updating the blog for quite some times….

 

All these are what I had done when I went back to Malaysia for two weeks holiday. It was short, but it was sweet ^^.

Friends Gathering

Back from Clubbing Life to University’s student T.T

It was always good to be at Malaysia ^^

Moving to a New House Already

I got a new living place and new environment. It should be a good study place for me;but, the weather there is much colder than city area. I am going to freeze into ice.

Chia Lynn has been back to Malaysia few weeks ago. Jessica also flied to Sydney to meet her lovely boyfriend. She is being so nice to her boyfriend, bring PS3 to Sydney. I told her that this thing is going to replace you. wahhahaha

Life becomes much easier. I abandon those who are unimportant to me and I appreciate those who are important to me. Everything has back to right track. I do not want to be emotional or getting angry because of those unimportant persons. Go Away from my Life.

I spend few hours to unpack and arrange my stuff in new bedroom. Luckily, there is a lot of drawer and space for me to store the things. They make the place looks more tidy and clean. The shit thing is that the dryer machine unable to function properly. 4 hours working of the machine cannot even dry my clothes. What the Hell!! I have spent 5 dollar and I receive this kind of service.

Now, I am at Chia Lynn and Jessica house. I am waiting for Wen Yun and Maggie to reach here. They are going to travel to Korea by tomorrow morning. It is wonderful, isn’t it.

I wish that the day of being back to Malaysia can come as soon as possible. I cannot even to rush back to Malaysia. I miss Malaysia. ^^V

Now, the only troublesome matter is my enrollment. I have not receive the eCOE from the school because they said that they cannot process the application for the change of program during examination period. No matter how, I still need to do face-to-face enrollment on the first day of semester. Hopefully, nothing will go too late. I do not want to miss the chance of enrolling into the subjects that I want.

My new BEDROOm

Another Semester has ended

 

Woo. I have completed another semester. There are two more to go before the graduation. By the way, I have decided not to take the internship program and applied for the change of program. Now, the application is still under assessment by the school. The bad thing is that I cannot create my time table and has to enroll just likes a new student.

Chia Lynn, Jessica, Angeline, Wick Kee and Cai Ning. All of you really create another unforgettable memory in my life time. I really feel good to be friend with you all ^^

Jessica, thanks for having a short talk with me. Although we always face with irritating people, but we always know to avoid them and do not want to be taken advantage by them. This is because we are not compulsory to treat them nice. If they do not know how to treat people nice or they assume they have treated people nice, let it be. They are unimportant to us. We do not want our emotion tie to them. Am I right?

I hope that my enrollment will be fine when I am back to Melbourne because I am going to do the face to face enrollment on the first day of semester. This probably will spend further few days to process and allow me to timetable into the class. Of course, there will be no much choices of class time available at that time.

See. We have just ordered 125 song for Karaoke. ^^

By the way, I want to make credit to Jessica because she has suggested the idea of making the video for Chia Lynn’s 21st birthday. She always good in planning to make people happy ^^

It is also undeniable that all of us who involved in the video shooting put in effort to make everything on time. Chia Lynn really get surprised at the end. That is the result we want.