very unlucky today

today i woke up late. hence, i late to attend the lecture at 8 o clock. even i reach there by 8.15 , but i no think that want to enter the class because i will disturb other students. finally , i decide to go second floor of tbs and study alone at there. luckyly , god helps me. the lecture note for today i have been studied during secondary school. but the adjustment part still new to me. now i am waiting my friend to finish the class. then we can together go take breakfast. i feel very hungry right now!

i am listening the song of wo bu pei from jay chou. this song really meaningful and nice. every time i listen to this song, i realize that sad feeling enters my heart . my story just same likes the lyrics of this song. i feel that human are uable to handle and control everything. me too. sometimes we need to make a decision that we are not want. many people ask me that why my blog so sad. Answer= i just want to express my heart feeling out into the blog because i no want to express it out onto my face. this will cause many people start to worry about me and keep on asking me that what happened. it is a good way for me to keep my own things inside my heart instead of causing problem to other people.Friend. i feel ok now. everytime you all see me in lecture or tutorial , i am the one who laugh with a loud voice.

i am missing you. at first, i think that i able to put off the sweet memory between you and me. i ever think that want to give u a call or message. but i afraid that i will hurt you. i hurt you in the past. i hurt you in present. i will hurt you also in the future. Wish you happy. everytime i see you, u always look sad. i suffer because of that