hello everyone

going to present later.quite nervous..haiz..learn a new things is good..but i always afraid to face the new things....lucky i have quite a few friend at here so that i wont so lonely..

everyday need wake up at six something ..is a difficult task for me..hehe..


hope u r happy,....happiness is always beside u ...

stressful assignment

haiz...i have 6 assignment that going to pass up or present next week..my ability is too low to handle that ...when seeing other willing to do that..but i were unable.it is pain and feel down upon myself...i already make a big mistake in spm ..i no hope to make the same mistake olso in my college life..I WILLING TO LEARN,GROW AND HANDLE TOUGH THINGS...that is the only things that i can do and is my responsibility

UNEXPECTED FEELING

going to meet u soon..no know want said wat and face u with wat feeling...just i know i need to do myself as good as possible.maybe when u read this u will said that it is no neccessary for me to think like that.well..it is just my heart feeling..

sadness upset feel down....it is really difficult for me to forget that...haiz...
i really a loser that cannot manage my own life well..soli to u ...that i ever hurt u...want said many things to u ...but it always cannot fulfill my wish...soli..my love

boring ah while waiting for the tutorial class

haiz...the malaysia studies class lecture end early..cause me no know wan to do again for the extra 20 minute plus 3 hour...actually quite enjoy lo...but no wan too relax..if all of the class arrange in the morning only.then i am free during the afternoon time...taylors lecturer are quite friendly...i hope i can do well in this semester...becosz i olready fail to do well in spm lo...haiz..

no wan think so much things..just want to concentrate in my study

STUDY LIFE IS GOING TO START

CURRENTLY STUDY AT TAYLORS...ENJOY COLLEGE LIFE VERY WELL..ORIENTATION WILL BE END BY THIS FRIDAY..THE EVENT THAT SET BY THE LECTURER IS REALLY FUN.AT HERE I MEET MANY NEW FRIENDS.LEARN TO SPEAK MORE ENGLISH.(EVEN MY ENGLISH IS VERY BROKEN)HAHA....LATER LECTURER WILL LET US KNOW OUR GROUP..I HOPE MY FRIEND WILL BE SAME GROUP WITH ME.SO THAT WE CAN DO THE ASSIGNMENT TOGETHER AND PLAY TOGETHER..IT WILL BE NO LONELY.HEHE...

taylors LIfe

HERY IS BACK.SINCE TODAY I WILL USE ENGLISH AS MY WRITING LANGUAGE WHEN WRITING A BLOG.THE REASON THAT I MAKE THIS CHANGES IS PURPOSELY WANT TO IMPROVE EITHER MY ENGLISH SPEAKING OR WRITING.I HAVE ENTERED TAYLOR UNIVERSITY COLLEGE AND CURRENTLY TAKING FOUNDATION IN BUSINESS PROGRAMME.I AM JUST START TO ENJOY MY ORIENTATION DAY IN THIS FIRST WEEK.IT IS FUN AND CHALLENGING BECAUSE I AM ENTERING A NEW EDUCATION STAGE.IT SHOULD HAVE SOME SLIGHTLY DIFFERENCE.TODAY WE PROCEED DISCOVERING TAYLOR EVENT AND THUS I FEEL SO EXCITED ABOUT THE TAYLORS STRUCTURE.THE LIBRARY IS SO BIG AND COMFORTABLE.COMPUTER,LECTURER,CLASSROOM AND OTHER FACILITIES IS JUST AROUND YOU.I FEEL HAPPY THAT I MAKE A RIGHT CHOICE THAT I ENTER TAYLORS.IT PROVIDE A GOOD STUDY ENVIRONMENT FOR ME.NEW LIFE NEW STUDY NEW FRIEND AND NEW START.ALL OF THEM BEGIN AT TAYLOR BUSINESS SCHOOL.TAYLORS,I AM COMING...HEHE

EVEN MANY PEOPLE SAID THAT TAYLORS COLLEGE FEE IS TOO HIGH.BUT I NO THINK THAT.WITH A GOOD FACILITIES AND TEACHING WAY,IT SHOULD BE GOOD FOR US TO MAKE THAT KIND OF PAYMENT.DO NOT SAID THAT IT IS WASTING MONEY BEFORE U ENTER TAYLOR.TRY TO EXPERIENCE IT YOURSELF

结果....

我所等待的结果.也就是SPM成绩要来了....不知道要以什么心情来面对...对于SPM我完全没有信心..
我只希望它不是一个失望的消息...

爸妈..我尽力了..所以我没有内疚...

一个人的时候...想了很多我以前都不会去想的东西....

看透了这个世界....才知道我是多么眇小..我直今所做错的事情.....

感情上的失败....工作上的失败....思想上的失败...我都曾经经历过

人啊...当跌到时才会觉悟...

我啊...是跌到两天后才回知道痛....可笑吧...

很多人往往想破头脑也不知道我为什么要这么做...我也不清楚...

自私吧,,,我只想到我自己...这样的我是怎样被爱啊????