Ipod from my parents

I have a ipod from my parents; it is same to my two sisters. My parents bought them when they went for the trip.

Other than the recording, the feature, such as song playing and movie playing are good enough for me. ya. My one is the silver color one.

I attended the wedding dinner at the restaurant near Genting Highland. I just can say that the journey was so tiring. Obviously, I was the driver. It made me to sleep until noon. I do not like to attend those functions.

I am still jobless. I have applied many jobs so far, but neither replies me. Sad....

I need to go gym now. That is the only activity I can do to kill time. Also, I do not want to waste my money for paying the membership.

Merry Christmas ^^

Merry Christmas, everyone.

I do not receive my friend's asking to hang out tonight yet. Maybe I will stay at home for Christmas eve.

Anyway, wish you have a happy Christmas day.

冬至快乐

My sister was busy breaking the peanuts into pieces to add a favour to boiled rice dumpling.

The result of breaking

One spoon of rice dumpling.

This food was cooked by my gradmother. She always cook the best one.

PLan to Morib--- Gone

Actually, I should go to Morib to eat Nasi Lemak with a group of friends. Due to the bad weather, the plan had cancelled. We went to a Kopitiam to eat Wan Tan Mee. I thought that I could shout to the sea at the beach, shouting out all unhappiness.

Finally, Yuen's result has been released. Luckily, she passes all subjects. Congratualation.

I am still looking for job. Why no one call me until now. I need to figure out what is going wrong. I have applied more than 3 jobs so far. But, none of them call me back to work. Haiz. I need Money. Working can cut down your time to spend.

Sitting on a chair to study for 12 hours or have nothing to do at home. Which is the one that I prefer the most. I do not know. Both make me suffering.

I still cannot handle the stressful life at Melbourne. When I was explaining about it to somebody, there are some tears inside my eyes. I do not know why. Maybe that is the life that I do not wish to remember.

Going to post up the photos which were taken yesterday

I have posted the photo that we taken yesterday to my facebook album. Please check it out if you need those photos.

Today is a sad and disappointing day. Some unexpected things happened and made everyone down. Someone should adjust and change themselves. At least, we need to know to care for other people. We cannot be so selfish.

I am trying to cut down my phone's expense. Please find me in msn or skype. I do not mind if you want to skype with me. That is the free device. Sorry for inconvenience.

劉力揚-禮物

终于可以在今天划上句点

一整夜翻开过去画面

快想不起我们为何会诀别

只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步

我才发现转了个圈

走了好几年又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别

毫不避讳那不安的传言

但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉

难道你早想让我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴

陪我回忆把过往走一遍

穿了这些年难免会有淤点

就像每段爱总会有终点

I love Streamyx

My internet connection back to connection. The previous problem is caused by the failure of the telephone line. There are 4 copper wire inside the telephone line. But, 2 of them are broken down. You cannot even judge physically whether it is broken or not. Also, I got a new modem. The old one will be brought to my home town. It still can function well.

I wish I can go

A Kent they all have reached Cameron Highland safely. At first, I wish I can go with them, so that I have a excuse to absent the wedding dinner. But, the car is fully occupied. It is alright. I also want to save the money instead of spending it because I am going to spend more in the coming days. Seriously, I do not like to attend any wedding dinner because I do not like to wait for the food. I rather take the dinner at home before I go to the wedding dinner.

Now, I am waiting for the message from Penang Friend. He invite me to go clubbing tonight. Until now, I do not receive their message yet. So, I do not sure whether the night plan is still on or not.

Currently, I am busy searching for part time job. I have tried my best to apply the jobs which are available from internet. I need income !!!!

Hopefully, Everything can be ended peacefully

I experienced a difficult and unwanted period in this week. I felt struggle and sad because argument always make me felt tired. Now, I think that it should be ended. Maybe there is no clear conclusion yet. At least, we can talk peacefully without complaining other's bad.

I came down to Jenjarom today because I need to send my mum and sisters to Airport. They are going for the trip to Bali. How fun it is? I did not think that I wanted to go. Thus, I did not join them. I have to get some jobs right now. I was busy searching for the vacancy through internet. I have applied a Christmas Job; The supplier does not reply me yet.

Also, I brought the stupid streamyx modem to Jenjarom because I want to try it at Jenjarom's house. Suprisingly, it is working now instead of disconnecting all the time. I thought that it was broken down because it did not function at Klang's house. What's wrong inside the modem.

Love Yuen, No matter what happen.

I ever think

I ever think I want to be success.
I ever think I want to be powerful.
I ever think I want to be gentle.
I ever think I want to be a lovely guy for YOU.

So. What is my ambition?
Be a rich man.

A Kent 19th Birthday Cake

Group Photo

I went to A Kent House to celebrate his birthday. I think that he was feeling touch for the whole night. Again, we played card and gambled until the next morning. Similar to last year one, we went to eat Ba Ku Teh in the early morning before the sun went up to the sky.

I shouldn't

The night is so dark now. But, my stomach is pleasing me to cook something to eat. Otherwise, I will sleep with a dying stomach.

After finish the food, I decide to sit down and blog a new post. The important key is the internet connection is good now. At least, it is not dying.

I am thinking what to do and how to do. These two question really screw me up. My brain is getting dry because of that. Somebody please water it. ^^

Currently, I am looking for part time job. I start to seek from asiaparttime.com. I found one. I have sent my profile to them. Hopefully, I can get a great news from them. I start to be lazy as I have resting myself from working for around half year. Some more, I do not need to study right now. That is the tiring things.

At home, I have nothing to do. Don't you notice that we, students who are having holiday or semester break, spend money, eat, watch movie and sleep. We repeat our core activities everyday. We do that ever and ever again. Don't you feel bored of them. My answer is yes. I am BORING!!!

But, that is another matter when we say that we want to work. Putting this in practise rather remain people at the point they are right now. Never work, Never earn. Never loss, Never know.

A Kent asked me to join them for the trip to Cameron Highland. Such a cold highland really attract me. Due to financial consideration and working restriction, I think that I have to set myself off from the trip . I am telling that I feel jealous of U zhing because she is going to Penang with her lover Wil and a group of friends tomorrow. Such a enjoyable trip really make me to struggle.Anyway, I also want to wish her to has a happy trip with wil. If you need C*****, please attend yourself to Seven Eleven. ^^ Keep them fresh in the refrigerator if you wish to.

People think that I am pressing myself too much. But, I wish to be the best in the best. Maintaining one at the critical point is never easy. One might fall down at one day. No one know the day of falling down.

I always stick to what I believe and what I must do. Thus, I have missed out a lot of advices which were given by my important people. I did not heard and believe what they said because I am a stubborn person. That paper told me that I should share my responsibility or task with others. In other words, I should corporate and work out the desired result with others. I should not do everything alone. It was right.

*Every time I fall down, I learn something, so I will not feel so pain.

What I got from RMIT at the LAST day of November

Yes. Thats cool. 4 HD

In fact, I did not do good in the final exam paper due to the tricky questions and terrible answer from me. I think that it is because of luck. I do not want the luck to end so soon.

Hear A lot from External

I start to curious about everything: my attitude, my act and my communication. I ever think want to make everything as acceptable as I can. But, It is difficult for me to proceed. Different people have different thoughts about me. I start to understand what Yuen said to me. Never Experience, Never Understand.

My Sem 2 year 2009 result is going to release tomorrow. I hope that it is a satisfy, but not depress. I admitted that I did not do good in the final exam paper, especially Accounting and Business Statistics. I do not know and do not want to predict the mark because I knew that I will feel down.

November is leaving soon. I need to find some jobs in December. At least, it is a part time job, such as weekend working only. I want to earn some pocket money for myself. It is much better than getting money from parents.

*I have something that I wish to understand; I am unable to do that now.

First time take this kind of photo

A sweet photo ^^

寂寞，好了

寂寞自己真的可以痊愈吗？

不想了

A sad spirit with a hyper body

That is what I need to .........

Some photos are posted regarding Malacca trip

You can check out more photo at my Facebook profile. If the weather is cold enough, I can enjoy more and went to more places. Melaka is so hot! The air is burning the human because the location is near to the sea. So, it rises up the temperature much more than the inner land.

Luckily, I tried the chicken rice which is the MUST. Unfortunately, the roasted pork is sold out. T.T Also, I did not buy the egg tart for my sister because the shop did not open on that day. So unlucky, right.

I went to Nyonya Museum. But, we only can take the photo outside the museum. Once we have gone into the door, we are not allowed to take any photo. Maybe is because they want to protect their advantages and the historical stuff.

We watch Phobia 2 at GSC cinema, Dataran Pahlawan.This movie is damn scary. Every scene frightened all of us. I can see that everyone closed their mouth using hand. haha. It is because we all are so scare. It is Thailand movie. So, you can know that the movie story was so bloody.

Suprisingly, yuen watched the movie with us. This is because she has no choice. haha. There is no other peaceful movie available at that time. I still remember that she held my hand tightly when the ghosts came out.

Lastly, the way from Melaka to Jenjarom was long enough to make me feel unsure whether I drove on the correct path. My GPS led me to a dark and quiet road. There was no car and street's light. I need to adjust the light to the maximum, so that I can see the road at the front.

It was my first time to drive around 2 hours non stop. It was tiring. I can feel my neck is going to break because I was very concentrate in seeing the front road. The road was making to turn left and right. It was not a straight road. Some more, I passed by Port Dickson.

Thats all, a brief sharing about Malacca Trip. I am looking forward the Cameron Highland Trip. ^^

I start to worry about my result

My Sem 2 result is going to release on next Monday. Anyway, I have came back from Malacca. I started to worry about my result because I received a bad indicate after I have visited the temple.

Hopefully, my result can be shown as what I wish to on the screen. I really hope that and beg for that.

Going to Melaka tomorrow

I will depart to Melaka tomorrow morning. Hopefully, the one day trip can be ended happily. I want to try Melaka's food. I want to eat and eat.

^^

I will post some photos when I have came back.

A Sad Night

I really think of this seriously. But, I do not know that it show my careless rather than caring.

I really feel depress and down when you said that to me. Because of misunderstanding, we are like pushing each other and widen the distance. WHY???

I treat you as the girl who I loved as girl friend instead of friends. You have many privilege from me that are not given to my friends. Maybe you have forgotten it.

It was a sad night.

爱转角 restaurant

I went to meet my friends at 爱转角 restaurant. That night is fun. At least, it made me to laugh and play over the night. I like that.

We played some kind of games, using the wooden block. I do not know the name of the game.

Each player was breathless when he or she was trying to pull out the block. Because of the involvement of 1 ringgit as punishment, all of us screwed our brain to think of the best way of winning the turn.

A Kent:" This is not because of 1 ringgit, but is because of fame or 'face' ."

It is funny. I just aim for avoiding myself from paying 1 ringgit.

Surprisingly, we spent RM120 at that restaurant even though we ordered the basic beverage. The price of food was extremely expensive. A plate of fried food ( nugget, French Fries and others) costs around RM 22. It was ridiculous.

Poker King

I watched the movie of Poker King with Kent. We two laughed loudly inside the cinema. I can say that this movie is nice to be watched. This is the first movie that I watched in Malaysia.

My friends are busy with their preparation for final exam. It is coming in next 2 weeks. I wish that they can get flying color results.

Yuen, You need to put more effort ok. Zai will wait for you to finish exam and then, we can go out for dating. ^^

At here, I want to say thanks you to Yuen, Su jun, Sally and Racheal. They appeared at my jenjarom house suddenly. I really feel suprise about that. Thanks for their coming when I reached Malaysia on the first day. I knew that you all are busy with the preparation for final exam. But, you all still take out time to come Jenjarom to find me. That is the point that make me feel very touch. Really Really thanks to you all. I am waiting the last day of the final exam. Then, I can spend some times to hang out with you all. ^^ Good Luck and do your best in your final exam.

NO more P license

I have changed my P license to license. Officially, I am not new driver anymore. Yeah!

I slept at 7 last night. In fact, I was lying down on the bed and watch animation which is displayed by my laptop. I accidentally fall into sleep. Now, I wake up at 6 o clock morning. The current time at Melbourne is 9 o clock morning. Normally, I wake up at 9am.

I have nothing to do . No one wake up now, except me. I met my maid and she felt surprise that I woke up so early. I start to miss Melbourne's time. Maybe is because I already get used with it.

I think that I have to adjust myself back to Malaysia's time, especially the sleeping time. Now, I want to take shower first and go out to take away the Chicken Rice ^^. It has been a long time that I did not eat Chicken Rice.

Reached Home

Officially, I have reached Malaysia. During the journey, I was sleeping for the whole night. Even though the seat is small for me, but I still can fall into sleep. Maybe is because I did a lot of house work yesterday.

I met my grandparents and family and had Bakuteh as breakfast for the early morning. My grandfather felt surprise when he saw me. He thought that I still at Melbourne and come back at the end of the month.

I just knew my nephew name from my grandfather. His Chinese name is 洪政耀. I am going to meet him soon. I want to pull his baby face. ^^ evil

I'm Back

Yeah. I am going back to Malaysia tomorrow. But, I have to clean my house before I leave because the house is going to be left alone for nearly 4 months. Definitely, I will not open the window because I do not want the dust to accumulate inside my house.

I have a lot of clothes to wash tomorrow, including the bed sheet and pillow sheet. I will take off the bed sheet and pillow sheet and lift up the bed. My mum said that it is the way to prevent the dust "sleeps" on my bed.

I was packing my luggage. Seriously, I only have 15 kg for the check in luggage. I helped my cousin to take one 5 kg suitcase, leaving 10kg for me. I did not bring a lot of my old clothe back to Malaysia. Haha. This is because I want to buy new one. I brought my new clothes for Chinese New Year only.

I really forgot the clothes that I have left at my Klang House. I have no idea about that. In fact, it is quite risky because I did not bring back any old clothe. I do not want to be naked.

Good Night everyone. I want to jump to my bed. ^^

Stone Man

In fact, I ever saw him around my school as he was performing his stone act. He will move slightly in few minutes. I think that his performance is amazing and difficult. People are rarely to keep themselves in a same position and gesture for few minutes.

I buy a shirt for myself today. I am going to wear during Chinese New Year. Also, I bought a girl for my best friend, Ah Kent. His birthday is coming soon. In detail, it fall on next month: December.

Officially, I will go back to Malaysia on next Tuesday because I have changed my flight time by bringing the day earlier. But, I need some times to shop around Melbourne. If not, I am going to suffer for studying when I come back next year.

Finally, EXAM is over

I have done the final exam papers for all course. The current feeling is so wonderful. What am I doing right now. Shopping, eating and sleeping are my favourable acitivities. Definitely, I want to sleep like dead man until I feel satisfied because I did not have enough sleep during my exam weeks. T.T Anyway, I am going to enjoy my life for nearly 4 months. How fun is it? ^^

Cannot Sleep in the silent night

Now, the environment is quiet because the current time is 1.36 am. I have not fallen into sleep yet. I do not know the reason that prevent me from sleeping because I was dreaming at this time normally.

Maybe I am thinking of Yuen. Maybe I am thinking of the exam paper for tomorrow. I think that both are the reasons.

Time runs fast. But, I hope that it can run much faster because I want to end my final exam's period as soon as possible. Study week and exam week are making people suffer. Some more, exams are unavoidable. You must take the exams unless you want to fail the courses.

I still remembered about the first day of the exam. When I have sat on my seat, again I looked at the roof. The hall was so big. There are thousand of students. Definitely, I am one of them. During the reading period, we are not allowed to hold our pens. At that time, everyone is allowed to read through the exam paper and think of the answer for MCQ in the brain. I noticed that the student who sat beside me started to fill up the name and other details. Just in few second, the exam supervisor came to his place and take off his paper. Surprisingly, he gave him a new question paper and warned him to put down the pen. Maybe that is the difference with Asian's culture. I think that Asians are more friendly when they are in this situation.

I still remembered that I did not fill in the book number. In fact, I wanted to ask the supervisor about the things I have to fill in for this box when she has reached my place. When she past by, she quickly collect my answer booklet. She just say:" Sorry, time is out and you cannot write anything on it anymore." I felt shock. I thought that they will give me a chance to write down a little number instead of stopping me.

I took this as a experience. Ask everything before the time runs out. Similarly, if I did not fill in the name and student ID, I do not think that the supervisor will give me times to complete the details.

Thats all for this sleepless night. I need to catch up my business statistics' revision. GOod night, everyone.

Plan to sleep, But cannot

Actually, I plan to sleep in the afternoon because I just slept for nearly 4 hours last night. I woke up at 3.30am and made myself to memorize deeply all Macroeconomic's theory. It was a tough work.

I tried to lie down on my bed with a straight-line position. I closed my eyes. But, my mind did not go into sleep. Eventually, I gave up of it.

Maybe I can sleep better at night, but not at a sunny afternoon. It means that I cannot be a "bat" or "owl". ^^

Sleepy

Publish Post

I woke up at 3.30am to do the last revision for Macroeconomics. I felt so sleepy. I promised that I can fall into sleep in few seconds once I have lied on my bed. SLeeeeppppp

There are thousand of words for me to "squeeze" into my brain before I enter the examination hall.

Dry Tom Yam Meat

Tiring of study

I woke up in the early morning to complete my revision. It is so suffering. I still got many things to catch up before next week. Hopefully, everything can be done perfectly.

The outside temperature is high. I notice that I start to sweat if I just stand at outside for 5 minutes. Seriously, the air is hotter than Malaysia. I can sense that.

If I have nothing to deal with, most probably I rather stay at home. If can, I will only go out at night. Give me back winter. T.T

I know that Summer is coming soon. My summer holiday is coming ^^. I just have to hunt for my CNY clothes before I go back to Malaysia. Hopefully, I do not need to do that again in Malaysia because I do not like to shop. Shopping for more than 2 hours will kill my legs. Thus, I seldom do window shopping. If I really want to shop, I can confirm that I definitely buy something at the end. Window shopping is not attractive to me.

Thats all. I need to revise Macroeconomics again. It will be tested on next Monday.

was not feeling well

I slept at around 8 last night because I felt that I cannot absorb any words from the notes. Thus, I decided to sleep first and wake up at 2.30 am now.

I am going to consult lecturer about some theory questions. He is a local lecturer with Phd education background. I always scare that I cannot communicate with him. hahaha.

I just realized that time runs fast. My second paper is coming soon. I have not prepared completely for this course.

Miss Yuen and also everyone.

Changed to A new Blog Skin

I have changed my blog skin because I started to feel bored of my previous skin. Keeping in touch with my blog. I will update the recent post about me always. Thanks for reading my blog too. ^^

Sharing is happy act.......

Sorry for unforgivable

I just reached home. I had felt so depress and disappointed about myself while I am walking back to home. It is difficult for me to describe it out in words. But, I think that it is my fault.

I did not do well in the first accounting paper. Compare with past year question, the questions are more difficult. I think so. I was struggling that I could not answer the question absolutely even though I spend my whole life to study it.

I noticed that I do not really understand the language that used in the exam paper. Western lecturer always like to express out the sentence in a difficult manner.

When I reached home, I walk to the mail box's area. The assignment 2 for computing just reached. I opened the envelope in the life and start to look at the marking sheet. It is 96 over 100. So what~ I think I should feel happy about that. But, I never do so.

Everyone has their own weakness. My weakness is making mistake in paper. Maybe I should forget about it. It is still difficult for me to forgive myself. Sorry to anyone who place a hope on me~

On the other hand, my sister online boutique has started. Actually, I have promised to help her in designing the blog. But, I do not have the time yet. I only can do it after my exam which is next week.

Anyway, I would like to introduce it to everyone. If you really like the clothe and want own it, please contact my sister as well. Thanks for anyone who ever click in and see. Thanks Thanks.

Now, I will reopen my blog to public because I want to introduce my sister's online boutique.

The link is http://high-fashion-land.blogspot.com/

Can I, I Can

Wish myself good luck for tomorrow test. Hope that god really bless me. I am telling to myself that I can do it. I do not want disappointment, please.

GoodBye Hong Jie, See u in Malaysia

A last photo is taken with her before she went back to Malaysia.

MSAC

A beautiful and shiny lake locates in front of MSAC. This is the view I saw before I entered the building of MSAC.

The picture above showed the entrance of MSAC. You just have to walk in and turn left. Then, you will reach the entrance of table tennis hall. I knew that there is a stand to guide you the ways. The table tennis hall is located on your right hand side.

That's it. The table tennis hall. RMIT exam hall. Do not lose your way.

Maybe I can find back my happiness as I look at the mirror. Now, I cannot find my happy spirit. It has been leaving me for a long period. Where is it? I miss it.

I want Sleepppppp

I studied until 2 something last night and slept at 3 o clock morning. It was so tiring. I am going to spend some times to study also. 2 lectures have to be covered today.

Tiredness really kill me. I have a pair of panda eyes now. ^^

New Ang Family Member

Making CurryPuff

I am involved in the job of making the curry puff. All of the works are guided by a friend, Ah Biao.

Midnight Library

I was doing my revision at library until midnight at library. Luckily, library extent their opening hour until 12 midnight because exam is coming very soon. The library is filled with a lot of students, but the circumstance is quiet and peach. Maybe is because each student is busy with their own assignment and revision.

I choose the seat beside the window. I want to have a private space for my own study. But, there is no other place other than Mac desktop areas. I do not really like to use Mac.

Time runs fast. I finish 1 lecture exactly on time before the library's closing announcement.Walking on the street in cold air is so much fun. This environment always make people to think about their and future. I start to feel sad in the meantime.

Signing off.... I need to go to school to collect my assignment. Maybe I will stay at library again to do my revision. Sad.

Short as Usual

Sorry, guys. This post is going to be short as usual. I think that I have left my blog for fews day. Maybe my last post was published few weeks ago.

My mum went back to Malaysia last night. She feel so happy with that because she can meet her friend already. Ya. I do understand that she always be alone at here because I was so busy with my study. Sorry, Mum. I promised that I will accompany you when I go back to Malaysia. Do not miss me too much. Ya. I am going to miss your cook. hehe ^^

I am dying all the time because my exam is coming very soon. Honestly, I have not have a full preparation for the final exam. That is the reason of my 'death'

Yuen, do not push yourself too hard. I knew that your problem can be solved if you wish to. Making some changes is the best for you so far. Remember to take care of yourself and drive carefully everyday. I miss you always. Maybe those sweet definitions did not come out from my mouth always. But, it does from my heart and soul.

I want Holiday.!!!!

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Daylight Saving

Daylight saving returns to Melbourne and other Australia's state.You are advised to turn your clock one hour ahead. Now, the difference between Australia's time and Malaysia's time is no longer 2 hours, but is 3 hours.

Unfortunately, I have to wake up one hour earlier than before to go school. It is so suffering.

Not Enough Space

I dislike the small spaces for the assignment questions. They are expected us to answer in full sentence. But, they just gave us few space each question. It is insufficient.

I am struggling to write the words in small fonts in order to fit into the space. Seriously, that way makes my assignment look messy. I really worry that the tutor cannot read my answer clearly.

I have been not blogging for few days. Currently, I am preparing for final exam. There is a lot of chapters that have to be covered. The exam will start at 27th of october and end at 5th of october. The courses are closed to each other in term of examination date.

I wake up at 6 today to start my study. I worry that I cannot do well in this exam because this is first time for me to take final exam at RMIT. I am not familiar with the examination style yet.

I also notice that I have been not talking to Yuen in Skype for few weeks. This is because of the presence of my mum here, causing me inconvenient to talk to yuen freely. My mum always use my laptop to chat with sisters and watch series. ^^ She starts to miss her daughters and husband at Malaysias. Homesick.

Do not worry Yuen. We can talk a lot when my mum has gone back to Malaysia. Beside that, I have prepared the suprise for you. I knew that you like suprise right. Hopefully, this time is a suprise, but not a big shock.hahah ^^ secret... shh

无重力- 无力的重量

Something to be spoken to Yuen

I have been staying at Melbourne for 3 months. Time run fast without giving you any notice.
I talked to my mum last night. Mostly, it is about the financial burden due to my study at Melbourne.
She asked me to study seriously. Of course, she asked me to spend less too.
I admit that I am getting stress every time when I have touched on this topic.
Sometimes, I really hope that I can be bai ka zai rather than study hard. But, morality and responsibility always guide me back to the "highway".
I have been trying my best to maintain my result and prevent myself from being worried by parents. I decided to suffer in order to set them out of the problems.
Waking up at 5 to study is a normal activity for me. I seldom do that when I was studying at Taylors last year.

I tend to be happy because I do not want my family to feel sad towards me. My life is so fair. No work, no gain. Instead, I should not blame my fate that had been decided when I came to this world.


I am learning to make decision by thinking in other people's perspective. At least, I can feel a bit comfortable if I do so.

I start to miss my previous life.

hope to give up, but it is impossible to do that

I have 4 more years to live at Melbourne. But, I already start to consider the decision of giving up everything at here and go back to Malaysia. This is not because I cannot live alone at here. The total expenditure at here really press me seriously until I cannot breath. Maybe someone will say that the money is not yours, but your dad. There is no reason for me to worry about that.

Dad's business is not going so well nowadays. Hopefully, I can help him to reduce his burden. Taking the whole family as burden is not a easy task.

Obviously, I already feel regret when I had reached Melbourne two months ago.

A friendly reminder want to be given to anyone who is going oversea. If you do not have confident about your study, please do not plan to study abroad. When you are studying at oversea, the issues are not only relate to your study, but also financial crisis. Regarding your study, you are expected to get full mark in every test. A only pass is not more your target.

I wish that I can go back to Malaysia and persuit my degree study at Taylors. Also, I can be with yuen too. We are not away from each other. We will not face the problem about the difference in time zone.

I miss you , Yuen.

Currently, I am feeling bad now after I have talked to my mum about the problems, especially the financial support for my study. I really feel bad about that and sorry about everythings I said before.

Photoscape photo

When I was walking back to home, the sky is raining. I was holding an umbrella to prevent myself from getting wet.

There is a fate between human. I believed that fate does bring human together ; fates does seperate human from each other. Until now, I believed that fate ever seperate us, but it is bringing us together.

I am having less confidence towards my study. I do not think that I can do a good job in the exam. That is my fate as well !

Breathing Spring's Air

This is the RMIT Spring's look. Now, the time is the starting of Spring. But, the tree is not "hairless" anymore. ^^

I went to Peko Peko Restaurant last week with Aeroplane ( Nickname), Angel and Janice. When I had reached the restaurant , I noticed that Ricky Ang ever bring me to there. I cannot remember the name of restaurant.

The menu is embedded with a cute alien's (or Monkey) face. ^^

This is the most delicious Peko Box I ever eat. ^^

There is a lot of new arrival (clothes) around the shop at the city. AHHH. I am going to become crazy. I cannot buy when I am standing in front of the new arrival. Spending wisely have to be remembered always. T.T