A New Window Live Messnger

 

Just install a New version of Window Live Messenger. Nice, But, it could not support Chinese language yet. It mean that all Chinese words will be appeared in square box.

Can't fall into sleep

There are some questions inside my mind, making me cannot fall into sleep. When I close my eyes, I cannot avoid myself from thinking about them.

Maybe I am too enthusiastic, causing me to create this big joke.

Is alright, I understand that everything is not the same as before. I am too emotional and lose self-rational.

No more rubbish think. I have to do what I supposed to do. Enjoy my life.

Finally I got a Place

 

 

I am going to move house next week, moving out from the studio.

 

I think that my new place is good enough because it has a double bed, a study table and a big wardrobe. Some more, the kitchen area is separated from my bedroom. Thus, the smoke will not “fly into” my bedroom when I cook as long as I close the door.

 

Surely, next week is a tiring week because I need to carry my stuff and take tram. It will take more than 10 journeys because I own more things after one years compared with the first year I been here.

 

Also, I am going back to Malaysia soon. I can’t wait to meet friends and have a fantastic trip and birthday party with them. [Gan Jiong, Gan Jiong]

 

I miss my mum’s home cook a lot. I promise that I will stay at home to have my every dinner until I come back.   ^^V

 

When there is an existence of love between 2 person, it does not necessarily mean that both of them must be in relationship with each other. Some times, a mere wish and friendship could make the situation better and the “bond” last longer.

 

No matter what happen, take care of yourself properly. Do not lose the way because 爱是需要 但 不是唯一

 

 

 

 

 

Went to 2 Places in a continuous two days.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

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I went to 2 interesting places in the past 2 days. They are kinda fun and enjoyable. ^^

 

Lots of laugh and smile. It really make my life better.

Now, I aim to settle my accommodation by this week and moving house on next week. Hopefully, I can hit this target. If not, I will be in trouble (I don’t want)

 

Use your real heart to get friends, you will be happier and accepted. I am doing this, that is why I felt satisfy with my current life. Of course, the space time could be fulfilled absolutely.

 

A lot of friends are coming over Melbourne. Lets Enjoy……  ^^

Kinda Busy This week

I am kinda busy this week for house inspection. It is very tiring.

 

Hopefully, I can start the application by this week because currently, I am waiting for my housemate’s reply. The apartments here are so “competitive”.

Going to have a great night. ^^

Saw A Big Demo Sun in a Night- Light in the winter

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I went to Federation Square and I saw this. A big hot ballon was floating in the sky. After I walked near to it, I only discovered that it is a white projector screen in sphere shape.

 

There were two projector from different direction, projecting the image of solar or sun on the balloon. It was known as a light in the winter. It is very beautiful when you watch it at night.

 

 

Accidentally eat a expired bean sauce. Heart is saying: “SHIT”.

I planned to cook anchovy with bean sauce. But, SHIT! After I finished cooking it, I only discover that the sauce has been expiring for more than half a year. In the meantime, I ever try to taste the foods. Haiz. I have no choce rather than pouring all of them into the rubbish bin. So sad.

There is no obvious symptom because the sauce is black in color.

 

Having stomach pain when I woke up this early morning. I think that is the consequence of eating the expired food. T.T

Went To Many SHopping Places today

I went to DFO Mooradin, Melbourne Cental and MYER for shopping. It has been a long time I do not enjoy so much using my time. Feeling Relax.

Luckily, I walked in MYER. I got to know Ralph Lauren is doing the last day 50% sales for men’s wear, including the polo tee. Great. I have to get one.

Sometimes, I love to shop alone because you do not need to wait for others and others do not need to wait for you. The clothes you search for might be different from your friends.

But, I need accompany also, especially when I want to pick a gift. This is the time friends play the important roles.

Chia Lynn and Jo Jin are going to have the last paper tomorrow. Wish them good luck. Be careful in answering the question and remember to do double check. ^^

Same to Su Jun, Xue Wei, Sally, She Wei and Yuen. All the best in the final exam. Jia you ^^

Found a funny picture from google. Anyway, it reflects what I want to say. ^^

I am going to stay at home for the whole day tomorrow. No inspection and No shopping. Tomorrow is the time to vacuum the floor. haha

Going Back to Malaysia Soon. But, I got something to busy with now.

 

A lot of stuff to be done before I can go back, especially the accommodation settlement. Today, I went to bank to renew my student identify for fee waiver. But, the staff there inform me that my student ID has expiry. In fact, my current student ID does not contain the expiry date, other than the year of enrolment 2009. I am going to replace a new one with expiry date. 

Many friends or known people are coming to Melbourne on July. Some of them are coming for study and some of them want to travel around here. Yapi. I can enjoy my holiday with them until I go back.

I am going to do some shopping with Alex Chow. But, I am not sure he wake up already or not   -.-"

I am going to have 2 inspections later. Hopefully, it will take too long because most of the fashion clothe shops close at 6 or 5 o clock.

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A New Blog Arises

Hi, everyone. I am back with my blog. Sorry for long waiting because I was doing my final in the past few weeks. However, they are completed.

I knew that I will not score as what I hope for. But, I just aim for pass for every subject. I really hope that.

I realised that the stress level in this semester is much higher than last semester. Maybe is because we got more works to do with little times.

Also, I am going back to Malaysia soon to have my 21st birthday there. How lucky I am ^^

I promise to myself that I will be more hardworking and strong in next semester. I do not want to make the same mistakes ever again.

What I can do now for my parents and family is being serious in my study and “earn” a good result. That is my only responsibility.

I am going to move out from my current place soon. So, I am busy looking for another accommodation. I am going to have another inspection, Hopefully, I wont sleep like a dead man because I slept for 16 hours today.

Maybe is because I did not sleep for the past continuous 2 days.

Good luck to those who are going to attend their exam. Jia You

Happy Father Day

 

爸，这些年来，感谢 你为这个家的付出，

没有你，我们都无法 有好的生活。

幸运的 我来做 你的儿子， 这是我非常 安慰地，

现在，我知道 我不能 帮你什么，但请 记得，我们一家，

永远 支持 和 陪伴你 不管 遇到 什么难题， 亦因为 我们 是一家人。

我会 把我的 学业 搞好，不会让你和妈 失望，

对你 对我对她， 也是一种 交待。

我不再 是 几年前， 脾气浮躁 的我，

我会 尽量 做到 最好 来 报答 你们。

因为 我现在 有的， 关爱，求学机会，生活，

都是 你赚给我的。

衷心的 谢谢 你。（爱你）

I have to, But I will

Hi, My reader. Actually, I only want to open my blog back to public after I have done my exam. Unfortunately, there are some unexpected incident. Before this post, there is a warmful letter from my friend. She send me when the time I wanted to left Malaysia last year. To make it memorable, I set the publishing time as 4th of June 2010. It is one year after she send me. Enjoy reading it ....

I will close back my blog after exam in order to change something. Sorry ^^

A Letter From Friends

THIS IS FOR U
HERY ANG
MY DEAR FRIEND
purposely writing it in english
haha... a really long one
be patient...

4th of June 2009

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Hey friend..
know you wil be heading to Melbourne on 20th June
coming soon...
when I realized that time flew faster then I can imagine,
this young boy already all grown up!!
I can't say you are a boy, a teen, or etc anymore...
you are going to be a MAN
a real Man~~
[I don't want a boyfriend, I need a real MAN]
haha remind me of Jolin Tsai, I think she's in sumwhere of Malaysia right now~
Oopss!! wrong wrong..it's tomorrow...during the time that we might be having fun, singing her song inside greenbox k-room...
really hope to catch her in flash!!! She's simply amazing~
shoo~ go back to the topic


just now went to your blog [that actually u ask me to do so] [to show me the song?] maybe...
"Insa"... wat a great song
then.... automatically... I read though the page
Scroll down.... Tears rolling in my eyes...
I'm not tryin to be emo ok?!
i swear, i'm gonna miss u... me and ahkent really gonna miss u!!


Rewind back to the past time
when we 1st meet each other...
I'm not sure is it during my Form3 or 4 that time
U came to my house with Yuan,
we 3 sat on the floor, starting to chit chat like asuk out there...
we had lotz of fun to share..
I can't remember how's the relationship started
One thing for sure, during that time u were complaining about La Salle and saying that you'll be transfering school to STAR...we had already made up as the closest friend...


What am i thinking right now is,
to be frank, I stil feel kinda sad and disappointed that my relationship with x.yuan wasn't that close as we were during the previous time..
i just feel like, "distance" really will change the reality
I stil can remember when i was in Form4 that time,
sum1 said this to me
"U and yuan aint going to be that close for years! that's impossible for friends to keep their relationship until that far~ because you and her will slowly lost contact when one the part starting her own life in the another place.."
this fella currently in england...he's bao xiang..
i guess...he forgot wat he had told me last time..
but i buried these words deep inside my heart..
why? because of the "impact"
that time, i was stubborn, i said
"i'll prove to u!! i'll prove that you are WRONG! This ain't going to happen between us, because you not understand us well...u too look down to our friendship"


I was the one who are wrong~


kinda sad... everytime i saw his email add on my msn list, he remind me of those words...
those "harsh" words...at least to me
just like a small needle that stuck inside my heart..
because wat he said was so real~
though me and yuan are not in a bad relationship,
i think...we both will acting a lil' ackward to each other, during sms or maybe phone calls
we haven't united for a long while...
so i guess this cause the gap between us... less contact, less conversation...
me and your sis... seem to be like following the "trend"
but i'm tryin to keep the warmth of our friendship
I was so so so excited when I receive your sis call few days ago~
we really have less coversation since...maybe last december.....
[DISTANCE] again ! ! !


I don't want our friendship to be "just like that"
I mean, I always want a relationship to stay longer, whenever I put my heart into it..
like yuan, ahkent, qun, your sis, and u..
I always wish that u guyz to learn the truth that I'm treating you all as my true friend...
and of course it's normal for human to hope that the other side will think the same way as they thought..
well... i know i can't make everyone to feel the same way, juz wish... haha
but at least i would like to let u guyz to know
how much i do appreciate u, and how much i feel so lucky that i met you guyz in my life~
Soulmate... just count you own how many in your life
we never want to lose one when we met the one..
because we know how difficult to find the another one, who really understand u, and willing to share your sour, happiness, boreness... your everything
i may not in the list, but
xiaoyuan, ahkent, ahqun, your sis, and of course you....are my soulmates~



I know wat u hate
I know wat u are tryin to deny but finally force to accept
I know it seems hard for u to face those dirty words from the foolish outsider
they are just jealous~ so let them be~
I always have a trust on u
u will definitely prove them wrong someday!!
u are going to be someone great, earn tons of money, earn respect from people
remember those who always look down on your own abilities
remember their face, together with their words...
i'm not asking u to take revenge on them in future [but if u wan, ahkent definitely will help u out haha=D], or add pressure on u
just want u to accept all, and make those ugly faces and words to convert into the another supportive elements in your life at Melbourne...
those elements will help you to grow stronger and be determine at there!!
but remember, not to convert all into negative energy, dun let it become a transparent tension..
take good care of your health, keep a healthy mind [say TAK NAK to lonely-feeling and pressure]
just enjoy your study life there..
widen up your view and mind
that will be the greatest gift to your dad...your family~
we all trust u, that u can do it !!
i love this saying "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE"
i always repeat it to myself, whenever i feel hard..
I just learn that, there is always a POSSIBLE inside IMPOSSIBLE
liYen told me this last weeks.. I already addicted to this phrase,
now make me feel more impress
make me more respect to the person who created this saying..


to me, you are really a great guy..
a really gentle guy
I always notice the behaviour [espcially "gentle" part] of a guy
tak kira they are stranger or my close friends..
i found that there is no one who are perfectly a gentleman
i mean, the action that I (as a girl) can react it out, but as a guy, he can't,
then it will really make me feel that he is really sucks!!!
for example, push the door when u are walking out, at the same time hang on it, to let your friends or stranger nearest to u to go out
this simple action/manner, i always can't see a guy doing it..
or maybe sometimes when you are sneezing, they will automatically pass u the tissue for u if the tissue is just right in front of them...
walao eh~ the guyz i'd been noticing around...they won't do it for the ppl around them...
not gentle at all~
or maybe once they go out from the backseat of a car, [inside still got passenger], they wil just *BANG* close the door
all of these actions i can't tahan lah~~~
but i would like to praise u!!!!
u are indeed a GENTLEMAN~~~~~ really lah!! not bluffing~
now i can say that, among my friends and ppl around me,
they all failed jor... fail to be a "gentleman" in the translation meaning in my dictionary..
only u can consider to fulfill the meaning of "gentleman"
[but still not 100% lah! 80% pun belum sampai la~ can improve lagi~ haha!]
maybe u know the responsibility as a man..haha
ahkent ngam ngam pass nia... because to us, he gentleman la
but i don't think he will be gentleman in front asuk~ hahahahahahah!


i found that i was writing alot of craps instead of writing a sentimental letter to u
[this is not my intention] but u know my pattern, too alizap liao~
hahahahaha =D
maybe when u feel too free to do nothing,
u can come and spend your time to read this long long long writing...


anyway, we MUST keep updating ourselves oftenly!!!!
i know u will, u have a fancy on writing blog..
i know this is so convenience for u because your laptop work so well
[as comparation to my lao yar computer....]
but, I will try to update myself in my blog too~
i know nobody know that Eng Sai Peng owns a blog
haha! i didn't tell other ppl...because this place is more to like my diary space..
so... i hope my friends keep away from here...
I'm a noisy girl, lookz like love to share every lil' thing that i know...
but actually.. there's just a 2nd face of me to face the outside world
me too, a normal human being
there are lots more things that keep inside my mind
if i got the mood, [and time], then i will release myself at here
but if the timing is not right, then i will continue let it buried in my heart...
i hope i can be like u, can stuck most of your routines and stories inside your own space/blog
doesn't u feel excited when think of you, your son, or maybe your grandchildren to be reading your longlife stories someday in future?!
at least u leave something for and from u everyday...
sounds great.... great challenge for me... to keep updating myself in front of a computer haha!


arh~ i'm starting to talk nonsense things again..
in fact, i really wanna write these in sentimental ways..
wanna make your eyes with the tears rolling inside
i know i failed jor~
i don't know why it goes like this>.<" haha! hope u dun ignore it.. whenever your life full with boreness, plz read it again it takes time for u to read, but it took a long time for me to write it too!! hahaha!

Lastly, I wish u shun shun li li,
ping ping an an at Melbourne
take good care of yourself
be more and more open, foreigners are very passionate
so dun be shy to make friends with them, no harm~
hmmm...and don't bring H1N1 back to Jenjarom..hahahahaha!!!
not cursing u la~
is warning u not to bring foreign girl back to malaysia eh~
abo she kena H1N1, u got the injection so won't kena, but we will kena eh~
when u are back, be sure u'd totally become a REAL MAN ! ! !

arh~ i will send u to the airport, if i got the chance~
and then, hopefully we all will have fun @greenbox 2mr
gonna take lots of pix..
i found that i rarely take photo with u ler..
never mind..if me and ahkent can go to the airport together,
then we should take a picture at there..
last farewell..