photoscape ^^

right......i am missing you

today i wake up late. maybe is because i did not sleep well last night. i wake up at 7.30 am. my accounting lecture will start at 8. i rush to taking bath. drive my little swift at 140 km per hour. so that i wont get stuck in the traffic jam. fortunately, i reached tbs at 8 exactly..yeah ^^



thanks for your reply message. i feel happy when i read that. i know my fault make you no sleep well. i will try my best to let you sleep well for every night . love yuen ^^

i taking a long shower

i stand in front of shower head. water is hitting my body. but i no feel anything. my brain thought the things that i have done to yuen and hurt her. make her angry . maike her upset and lastly make her feel disappointed. yuen. it is not your fault. in fact , i am not a car boyfriend. DNA of self-centered is moving inside my body. sometimes i no much care yuen feeling. that is my failure.

finally, i feel tired. i just sit on the floor. the shower head do not stop pouring water on me. the water droplets act likes a warning to me.my eyes focus on the floor simen. it is nothing special. my mentality flied to somewhere else. i no know. i just let my mind to be empty.

temporarily stop blogging at here

i did something wrong. hurt someone. sorry to them. i keep on saying sorry this word. it make me detest myself. i wont blogging anymore until i really find a way to solve my own problem. last sorry again.........