A Fresh Morning Comes after a Sleepless Night

Again, I spend overnight at the 24 hour access lab. No one was there except me. So, the lab was so quiet. It could be a good place of studying.

 

I made a call to IT helpdesk to request a temporary password. My account is dead and thus, I cannot log in the computer at University. The staff who served me is nice and she help me to process everything. The duration takes 10 seconds only. How efficient are they? Now, my student account is restored back to normal.

 

In fact, I planned to go somewhere for shopping. But, it ends up with sleeping deadly until 7 pm. It was alright since I planned to shop alone. Hence, my time will not affect others.

 

I stayed awake because I wanted to catch up my time table of revision. Luckily, I completed it .Also, I have been not walk on the street during early morning for a long time. The air is fresh and cool. I walked to Korean groceries shop to get some Kim Chi. Kim Chi made by Korean is the best. ^^

 

I took a Bacon and Egg Mcmuffin from Mcdonald when I passed by. This was the first time I took it. It tasted nice when the Bacon has mixed with the eggs.

 

Today is Merdake’s Day. But, I do not think that it is a special day to be celebrated anymore. Maybe is because I read the news about the racism at Malaysia recently. Now, everyone should know how racist is the Malay in treating the Chinese and Indian.  If the racism is emerged, do you think the country is One Malaysia. Rather, I just treat this day as the public holiday for the students. ^^ Anyway, I still like Malaysia. The only reason is that Malaysia is the place that I born. All my family and friends are there.

 

Studying Night Again

I have to go the new RMIT building to do my study later. Hopefully, I still awake later.

I feel satisfy that I am able to follow my planned time table for revision during middle semester break. Going for some shopping surely will be included in my plan too before the holiday ends.

I learnt to be happy. I have realised its significance in my life. When you are positive, you attracts positive matters.

In the past few days, I have to take dinner or lunch alone. This is because Chia Lynn has to travel with her family who just visit her, Jo Jin do the same stuff: Busy earning money at Melbourne. But, It is alright because I do not have plenty of time to spend with friends who accompany me after the lunch or dinner. I need to rush to go somewhere else to do my revision.

Thinking of internship in the coming semester, I have not ready yet. I have limited information about it. I need to consult someone in the next semester to prepare myself. Taking my internship will be my final decision if nothing goes wrong. It also mean that my study duration will be extended by one more year.

For your info (if you are interested), IE 9 is going to be released in beta version at 15 September 2010. I can’t wait to try it. ^^ I am highly interested in computing software.

A Wonderful Steamboat at Yuen’s House ^^

Actually, I planned to publish this post after I had uploaded the pictures. But, I forgot to do so.

I was busy with my two assignments in the past two weeks. Luckily, everything went well (I think so)

At least, I have no assignment now. But, I need to prepare for the coming test. Fortunately, the first test has been postponed to the following second week after the middle semester break. If not, I need to struggle with study definitely.

Anyhow, I have schedule my one week break into study. Everything is study study study. I wanted to rest T.T

Looking at the steamboat’s picture. It was great to hang out with a group of friend, sitting together in a cirlcle and take the food. I like that ^^

Anyway, thanks Yuen and Michelle for lending the place for us to have this steamboat. Hopefully, we can have another party not soon later. ^^

I just noticed that I stuck with Macroeconomics. It used to be my strongest subject. But, I really stuck in revising it. I need help, help help, going to seek advice and explanation from lecturer this sunday. Surprisingly, students have the class on Sunday. But, this is organised by the lecturer sincerely.

I love to talk after I take alcohol. If you want hear story, please give me some alcohols. I can speak to you non-stop for the whole night. ^^

I felt bad, but I am fine now… I just need some sweet desserts to get back my normal emotion.

Maybe I am too sensitive or I am giving too much caring until nobody appreciates it. That’s the reason I always feel bad after I receive those unexpected responses.

 

Maybe you are joking to me. Maybe you critics me. I am not going to care about it so much. However, everyone has his or her own limit before they ‘explode’.

 

I go back to my own track. You have your own way to speak. Our positions will be similar to 2 parallel line: will not touch on each other.

I Rather to be the “Me” Like Now…..

Again, a night is fulfilled with drafting for QA assignment. I am rushing to finish my part by tonight because I have another assignment to follow up later.

 

This post will be shorter, compared to all previous posts.

I love to listen some R & B at night to wake up my mind. I think it works on me. Now, I am listening to Peter Ho: 香水. This song is originally sung by a Korean singer. Unfortunately, I forgot his name. –.-"

 

Appreciating what you right now on your hand.

What you see using your eyes and ear might not the truth always.

The evilness which is hidden by people is always covered by their observable body language and actions.

No Money will be equal to No respect plus No right to talk

 

Those statements above reflects my self-concept and understanding about the reality. Maybe, you do not agree with them. But, they really happen on me and they always remind throughout my life.

 

A Sick Night & 你不在

Tonight is a sick night. I am forced to sleep at 7 p.m. and wake up at 12  a.m. Midnight. I need to complete the QA assignment because I going to have the meeting with Chia Lynn and Jo Jin tonight. I just want to be responsible for my study and assignment. Some more, this is group assignment. Your effort in it will affect the others.

 

Staying at Melbourne is such an ‘Unhappy’. But, this is life. You need to do something that you do not want to because the affected person is not only you if you choose not to.

 

Thanks, Jo Jin for giving your concern about me in the lab. I will be alright. I just look for pathway to express the unhappiness only. After that, I need to stand up and move on.

A Wonderful Birthday Night With Friends

Thanks to Jo Jin, Chia Lynn, Shao Jun, Wick Kee, Yuen, Cai Ning, Jessica and her Bf. I wish that we can have another birthday next year. Really thanks a lot for the celebration.

 

I did not expect that they celebrate the birthday for Chia Lynn and me again because our birthday is fallen on July.

 

It is always feeling good to celebrate your birthday with a group of friends.

Talked to Kent Ng Just Now in the phone call during Mid Night

I was so tiring for revising OB. I felt lonely and thus, I decide to find someone to talk with.

 

Surely, the first one came under my list was my mother. She always want to talk with me, for almost everyday. ^^ But, the time is too late. I did not want to wake her up from her wonderful dream. My choice went to Kent. hahaha.. Fortunately, he has not slept yet. He was still playing around his computer. How lucky is he because he has an off day for tomorrow.

 

I talked to him a lot  and I felt that I release those unhappiness and problems. At least, I felt better after the call. Again, he shared with me about his joyful story at his working place. I just cannot stop laughing in this silent midnight.

 

He is always my best friend. Our friendship has already lasted for 6 years. I want to put “forever” for the duration. How good you are if you can find a friend who understand you the most.

 

My insomnia is getting worse. Maybe is because I am resting my mind when I close my eyes. I think of many problems and lots of scene are just flashing around in my mind.

  面对你 的时候，我不想 舍不得

I Could Not Fall Into Sleep

I tried to sleep at 1 o clock. But, I just cannot fall into sleep smoothly. I think of many things and many problems. I realised something that I never realised before.

 

I wake up from the bed and I listen to the music. I find this song: 眼泪笑了. While I am typing, I listen to this song at the same time.

 

There are too many words that I have to hide inside my heart. It makes me suffer. But, I do not choose to say out any of them because I do not want to hurt anyone. I rather to hold it and suffer it by myself. As such, I will not feel guilty about everything.

 

I wish that I can be a simple person who is having a simple life. Taking up responsibility is so tough.

Maybe, those responsibilities are not my business in other people’s opinion. But, I want to ready myself to have the ability of handling the bad situations. I rather to be the suffering character in those situations.

 

I ever think of my past decision. I do not want bring in someone to be involved. They are so innocent in my mind.

 

Going to Uni later at 7 a.m. How a lovely and fresh morning sky. I have not look at it for some times.  I still have a lot of assignments and revisions to be followed up. I cannot stop. Instead, I have to run and run faster than previous steps.

 

 

 

 

 

我眼泪 都笑了，谁还想哭呢

再勇敢的 站着 ， 来找回 光和热

Study Night From Night To Morning

Hey, Guys. I just complete some part of my revision for this week. As such, I am so tiring and now, I just think of my lovely bed.  I promise I will fall into sleep within 3 seconds

 

I love to play around my netbook at Uni. I just realise how useful it is after I used it for few days. I make a right purchase because it helps my school work to some extents.

 

Rather to be a friends, never approach a relationship that you are unable to manage.

 

Night…..

Facing Something so called “Dirty”

It suppose to be a good morning with a new netbook. But, it ends up with the lose of the house key in the early morning.

 

I knew that they just want to play with me around. It is undeniable that they are not exist.

Please do not disturb my life at all. We are not the same. I believe what I see and what I experience.

 

Surprisingly, the delivery man reached my place at 8 o clock morning. Initially, I expect them to come after 9 morning. I do not know that they start to work in this early time.

 

I accompanied Chia Lynn to take her Nando dinner. I was just cannot stop eating her fries. ^^

Poor Hand. Can I replace a new one? I need to stop writing by hand.

I got an upgrade of sundae to storm for free. The manager offered me that when I visit Hungry Jack last night. Usually, one needs to pay 1 dollar extra for the upgrade.