I tried to sleep at 1 o clock. But, I just cannot fall into sleep smoothly. I think of many things and many problems. I realised something that I never realised before.
I wake up from the bed and I listen to the music. I find this song: 眼泪笑了. While I am typing, I listen to this song at the same time.
There are too many words that I have to hide inside my heart. It makes me suffer. But, I do not choose to say out any of them because I do not want to hurt anyone. I rather to hold it and suffer it by myself. As such, I will not feel guilty about everything.
I wish that I can be a simple person who is having a simple life. Taking up responsibility is so tough.
Maybe, those responsibilities are not my business in other people’s opinion. But, I want to ready myself to have the ability of handling the bad situations. I rather to be the suffering character in those situations.
I ever think of my past decision. I do not want bring in someone to be involved. They are so innocent in my mind.
Going to Uni later at 7 a.m. How a lovely and fresh morning sky. I have not look at it for some times. I still have a lot of assignments and revisions to be followed up. I cannot stop. Instead, I have to run and run faster than previous steps.
我眼泪 都笑了，谁还想哭呢
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