Hi, everyone. I was being so blur and brain stuck for the whole day. Maybe is because
I did not get enough sleep. As usual, I need to catch up the time table and revision for almost everyday. I think that none of the girls like her boyfriend to busy with her own stuff. Honestly, I really have little time to take care of other things. That's why I say that I am so weak.
I felt sick because of insufficient sleeping. When people are sleeping, I stay awake. I try to make myself busy as I can. If not, I will feel that I am not serious enough in my study. Maybe this is kind of sickness that make me into troubles.
Sometimes, I ever think of giving up everything and go back Malaysia. I ever say this, but, it happened in my dream once. I have no courage to say all these to my parents. Now, I can understand what my friend think during semester 1. That is the very first semester in degree. But, she already want to give up. Luckily, she did not make that decision.
I feel more suffer when I meet a lecture who always think that he is an expert in certain field. Therefore, he or she uses the expert way to lecture the students. I am not an expert. So, it takes a lot of times to understand the lecture content. I dislike that.
Lets get happy and I knew that suffering period will be ended soon. It is just a period to deal with.
I just want to say: People who are not talented naturally have to do extra works to cover the weakness's part, so that they can success as those talented person.