A day is filled with sadness and depress

I come to tbs to collect the letter about the guideline of the ceremony. But, I find out that they should email it to me rather than ask me to collect it personally.

i feel very tired today and start to answer any question in a blur condition. Maybe I should not give that answer to yuen. I feel so so so sorry to her.haiz

I will stay at tbs until 10. After that, I am going to gym for 2 hours. I want to release the bad feeling which is disturbing me.

My ex classmates have their own new friendship. I find out that the relationship between my friends and me is loosening. But, I can understand the reason of current condition. This is because we have not met each other for a long time.

Rainy Day

I was sitting inside my car during the thirty-minute break time. At least, I can let my

legs to take a "short nap" for a while.

My life does not go smoothly. I start to find out that working for 2 jobs is so tiring. But, I dont want to give up because.............

I have thousand of words inside my mind. But, I do not know the ways to transform them into this post. Sadness and depress always follow me. They make me feel down.

I have to handle everything by my own. It is the best way to make me become independent.But, It is so tough.

I agree with Kent that Padini job is so much easier than the sampling job. At least, I wont feel stress when I work at Padini.

I have to worry about the sales and the stock when I work as sampling promoter at Carrefour. I just want to be responsible. Thus, I fall into a stressful life.

I have sent my stock report to the company and supervisor. The time is showing 11.00pm. Suprisingly, I do not take my dinner yet. Walking down to dinner table and preparing to eat alone. I feel lonely. I have gotten with current environment since a long time ago. I just alone.

Something which are not revealed by me still exist deeply inside my heart.

Sadness is hiding****