Guys, I am back to Malaysia for short term. But, this journey was not because of happy matters.
The life has just changed. It explicitly reminds me that I have to be more concerned about the family relationship.
When you know that one of your family members is suffering, you will not feel good no matter how.
I think I have turned into another person. I am the one who is more cruel, more realistic and lack of dreaming about something which are not going to happen in real life.
All these changes are developed from what I have experienced in the past few months.
Hopefully, everything will go smoothly in future. I do not want to suffer more than what I am experiencing now because I cannot take any further of it.
While something bad are going bad, I have to apply so-called separation principle, seperating myself from the study or facing the situations. I only can do them individually and make sure both of them never messes up by influencing my feelings.
There are more and more life to move on further as time never stop. How I wish I am a simple guy. It is undeniable that real life always break that wish.
Good Night to Chia Lynn, Jessica, Wick Kee, Angeline and Chee Hoe who always give me a ‘warm hug’ when I am injured.
Best Friends, You all