Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I shouldn't

The night is so dark now. But, my stomach is pleasing me to cook something to eat. Otherwise, I will sleep with a dying stomach.

After finish the food, I decide to sit down and blog a new post. The important key is the internet connection is good now. At least, it is not dying.

I am thinking what to do and how to do. These two question really screw me up. My brain is getting dry because of that. Somebody please water it. ^^

Currently, I am looking for part time job. I start to seek from asiaparttime.com. I found one. I have sent my profile to them. Hopefully, I can get a great news from them. I start to be lazy as I have resting myself from working for around half year. Some more, I do not need to study right now. That is the tiring things.

At home, I have nothing to do. Don't you notice that we, students who are having holiday or semester break, spend money, eat, watch movie and sleep. We repeat our core activities everyday. We do that ever and ever again. Don't you feel bored of them. My answer is yes. I am BORING!!!

But, that is another matter when we say that we want to work. Putting this in practise rather remain people at the point they are right now. Never work, Never earn. Never loss, Never know.

A Kent asked me to join them for the trip to Cameron Highland. Such a cold highland really attract me. Due to financial consideration and working restriction, I think that I have to set myself off from the trip . I am telling that I feel jealous of U zhing because she is going to Penang with her lover Wil and a group of friends tomorrow. Such a enjoyable trip really make me to struggle.Anyway, I also want to wish her to has a happy trip with wil. If you need C*****, please attend yourself to Seven Eleven. ^^ Keep them fresh in the refrigerator if you wish to.

People think that I am pressing myself too much. But, I wish to be the best in the best. Maintaining one at the critical point is never easy. One might fall down at one day. No one know the day of falling down.

I always stick to what I believe and what I must do. Thus, I have missed out a lot of advices which were given by my important people. I did not heard and believe what they said because I am a stubborn person. That paper told me that I should share my responsibility or task with others. In other words, I should corporate and work out the desired result with others. I should not do everything alone. It was right.

*Every time I fall down, I learn something, so I will not feel so pain.