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Something to be spoken to Yuen

I have been staying at Melbourne for 3 months. Time run fast without giving you any notice.
I talked to my mum last night. Mostly, it is about the financial burden due to my study at Melbourne.
She asked me to study seriously. Of course, she asked me to spend less too.
I admit that I am getting stress every time when I have touched on this topic.
Sometimes, I really hope that I can be bai ka zai rather than study hard. But, morality and responsibility always guide me back to the "highway".
I have been trying my best to maintain my result and prevent myself from being worried by parents. I decided to suffer in order to set them out of the problems.
Waking up at 5 to study is a normal activity for me. I seldom do that when I was studying at Taylors last year.

I tend to be happy because I do not want my family to feel sad towards me. My life is so fair. No work, no gain. Instead, I should not blame my fate that had been decided when I came to this world.


I am learning to make decision by thinking in other people's perspective. At least, I can feel a bit comfortable if I do so.

I start to miss my previous life.

hope to give up, but it is impossible to do that

I have 4 more years to live at Melbourne. But, I already start to consider the decision of giving up everything at here and go back to Malaysia. This is not because I cannot live alone at here. The total expenditure at here really press me seriously until I cannot breath. Maybe someone will say that the money is not yours, but your dad. There is no reason for me to worry about that.

Dad's business is not going so well nowadays. Hopefully, I can help him to reduce his burden. Taking the whole family as burden is not a easy task.

Obviously, I already feel regret when I had reached Melbourne two months ago.

A friendly reminder want to be given to anyone who is going oversea. If you do not have confident about your study, please do not plan to study abroad. When you are studying at oversea, the issues are not only relate to your study, but also financial crisis. Regarding your study, you are expected to get full mark in every test. A only pass is not more your target.

I wish that I can go back to Malaysia and persuit my degree study at Taylors. Also, I can be with yuen too. We are not away from each other. We will not face the problem about the difference in time zone.

I miss you , Yuen.

Currently, I am feeling bad now after I have talked to my mum about the problems, especially the financial support for my study. I really feel bad about that and sorry about everythings I said before.

Photoscape photo

When I was walking back to home, the sky is raining. I was holding an umbrella to prevent myself from getting wet.

There is a fate between human. I believed that fate does bring human together ; fates does seperate human from each other. Until now, I believed that fate ever seperate us, but it is bringing us together.

I am having less confidence towards my study. I do not think that I can do a good job in the exam. That is my fate as well !

Breathing Spring's Air

This is the RMIT Spring's look. Now, the time is the starting of Spring. But, the tree is not "hairless" anymore. ^^

I went to Peko Peko Restaurant last week with Aeroplane ( Nickname), Angel and Janice. When I had reached the restaurant , I noticed that Ricky Ang ever bring me to there. I cannot remember the name of restaurant.

The menu is embedded with a cute alien's (or Monkey) face. ^^

This is the most delicious Peko Box I ever eat. ^^

There is a lot of new arrival (clothes) around the shop at the city. AHHH. I am going to become crazy. I cannot buy when I am standing in front of the new arrival. Spending wisely have to be remembered always. T.T

i-lecture & some words to say

I opened the i-lecture because I have missed to write down some points during the lecutures. I noticed that the power point slide show can play together with the lecturer's voice. The most obvious benefit is the students can know the part of the current lecturing while listen to the i-lecture.

Sometimes, people loss their way in life because they do not the place that they are standing now. ???

I love you not because of the day. It is because you give me your heart. If I am not real and loyal to you , you would not give me the heart in the past.

I am care about other people, but I care you the most. I am ready to share with you about your problems. I am ready to help you, particulary giving you some advices. I am ready to pull you up when you are fallen down because I want you to stand up together with me.

I am listening to the heart-words from other people. In the meantime, I am learning the ways to love and protect you. I am avoiding myself from making mistake to create a "scratch"

Hopefully, you are the only can understand me the most. You are the only one can sense it because you are the only main point in my life.

All to Best to you - Yeong Ean

I went out for my dinner tonight. As the pictures show above, I went to Ajisen Ramen. It is a good japanese restaurant where located at the road that I seldom past by. Unfortunately, I forgot to bring my camera to there. Thus, I used my own mobile phone to take those pictures. My cousin switched on her mobile phone's torch light in order to provide me some lights because the place was too dark.

I have completed the draft for my accounting assignment. As my plan, I will double check the answers with my friends before the referencing. I cannot understand that I am going to reference the materials that I have taken out from the financial report. They are included some numbers and words inside the financial report. Anyway, I am required to do so; if not, my works are considered as plagirise. I do not want to obtain 0 mark. ^^

On the other hand, Yeong Ean is leaving Malaysia tonight. I do not think that she will come back to Malaysia for celebrating Chinese New Year. I might not be seeing her for around 1 year. Anyway, she was my good friend and good partner for assignment. Obviously, she is a clever girl in academic. I hope that she can live strong at London and find the one who can love her the most. Jia You. Remember what I said to you: try not to be panic when you face problem in oversea country. Bearing with every problem by using a patient manner can make you feel much better. Studying and living alone are not easy matters. But, I am sure that you can live well at there. ALL THE BEST.

Raining Now

It is raining at outside now. When I was walking back home from lecture hall, I can sense the rain water failing on my head. It made me to walk faster as usual because I want to reach home as soon as possible.

I took accounting yesterday. I did not do well in that test. I really feel down about that because I ever expect to obtain full mark for that test. Nevertheless, I have taken another test in the early morning. It is the mid sem paper for business statistics. I admit that the questions were difficult even though they mulptiple choices questions. This is because "none of the above" is one of the option. Sometimes, I have a lot of doubts when I tick the option of "none of the above". -.-"

A new Taiwanese Drame is watched by me.

Dinner

I cooked chicken soup as my dinner. Yeah. I have not been taking chicken soup for a long time since I had leave Malaysia. Nice ^^

Luckily, my cousin told me that she want to come my house to take dinner. If not, I was going to eat alone at home.

Ahhhh!!! I am going to take Mid Sem Paper next week. But, I do not prepare completely.

I cooked Broccoli few days ago. Until now, I just want to upload the photo because I have forgotten that I kept this photo. Unfortunately, I did not cut the carrot into small slices. Thus, they are not fully cooked. -.-"

Signing Off**

I went to watch movie last night. This movie is a hong kong movie. Seriously, asian movies seldom show at Melbourne.

I am going to have a hair cut later. I have booked appointment with the hair stylist at 1 o clock. I do not know what kind of hair style will be when I walk out from the shop

New Song- Stand By You

Photo Photo Again

I prepared my dinner at home last night. The photo shows the potato with some meats. I love it a lot. HINT*** Yuen, learn to cook that for me. ^^

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Shopping Period

I go out to shop today. It is my very first shopping at Melbourne after two months. Previously, I did not have much time to shop for new clothes. But, I am having middle semester break now. Yeah Ya hooo

Rashberry Blackcurrent

After I have been walking for few hours, I decide to rest at Starbucks. Luckily, I remembered to bring out my bread to eat.

Some fashion design student display their work at here. It is located on the bridge that connects Melbourne Central and Myers. The view from there is not bad.

I like this clothe. But, they are just for display; it is not for sales. T.T

Other people might think that the clothe looks too simple; it is not worthy.
But, we prefer simple styles sometimes as we have been living in complex side for too long.

Finally, I have gotten a new shirt. It is blue in color. No photo yet!
Also, I have bought another CK underwear because CK is having 25 % sales.