Tuesday, April 22, 2008

pain of my hearts

today i meet u in the lift....u no ever want said hi to me when i smiling to u...our love have became a history.....i walk away with a high speed from u ..becoz i feel that my heart is really pain and uncomfortable.. because i tink the things i said to u...'we have no future' everything gone...i just stand alone at there...decision that i make really hurt u and hurt me...why god want us to be like tat..y not we have a normal love relationship ..WHY!! soli and depression is only my hidden feeling..i hide it always because i no want my friends and my parent to worry about me...it is unfair for them to worry this kind of things.as a result , i always be misunderstand...because u maybe tink i no so care about...laughing smiling......really weird...

my heart pain is becoz of seeing u suffer at there ..and i do nothing to u...i no want u be sad...but i really cannot give any promise to u...i no know wat to do.....i no know..