不再胡闹，不再忽视，我的感觉

She changes a lot compared to last time. She is turning into the one that I am looking for.

Times give me a joke. No matter how hard I work, she would not be the acceptable one for me. But, when seperation, she can be that one.

I do not plan for anything. But, I just want to be honest to my feeling. Lets move gradually. Never try, never know. 

I do not want to give up at the beginning.

Thanks guys for concerning about my birth

I have received several birthday wishes from people who is staying in Melbourne, Klang, Jenjarom and KL. Thanks for remembering my birthday and you all really bring fun to me although I always miss out your all birthday.

I did not make a long list for my birthday wish. I only wish everyone around me can stay happy and healthy. Life is full of challenges, but, I wish that you are able to overcome it. 

I am going back to Melbourne tomorrow. It is another starting of my study because I apply for Master program. Things will get tougher and thus, the life.

It is time to receive and face some changes. 

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Ever, there was a person who made you to remember about her always

The school has changed the whole on-line system of student access. I doubt whether it is going to bring much more convenience to the student groups. 

I am waiting for the confirmation of the enrolment for the relevant subjects. Normally, it did not take too long to generate the documents, but, I do not receive it until now. Maybe is because of the transferring into Master program. 

I realise that Master students have to attend Saturday and Sunday's classes. Why school expect people to leave from the lovely bed and move to the school to attend classes. 

I have booked the return tickets to Melbourne and start to prepare myself for returning to study life. I think that I should work harder and be more serious because I do not own much lucks. I understand that always. 

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Notably, I turned into a hard person. Maybe I should not,but, I cannot control of myself. 

A night with mix of feelings

The reason is that the result of final semester is going to release tomorrow. Finally, I can know my result and get rid of the worry. 

I do not like to wait when you have a bad feeling towards the result. It does not taste good. 

Thanks, friends. I have received all of your 'pass guarantee'. I wish that I will not disappoint you as well as my family. 

Please give a end to my degree and let me start my Master studying smoothly. 

Please let my family is willing to attend my graduation ceremony in December. They are looking forward it. 

Lets wait for news at 7am later, either good or bad. 

I strongly wish that I can be this boy.

I stop complaining, and I start adapting to it

I looked back my history. It is wrong to count how much value I ever had and expect to have more than  that. 

I... I don't want to stuck in this stupid shit things.  Nothing works. 

I... have accepted who am I in other perspective. 

I... seek for a new turn which pulls me out from my current condition.

I... ever and no more going on for you.