very unlucky today

today i woke up late. hence, i late to attend the lecture at 8 o clock. even i reach there by 8.15 , but i no think that want to enter the class because i will disturb other students. finally , i decide to go second floor of tbs and study alone at there. luckyly , god helps me. the lecture note for today i have been studied during secondary school. but the adjustment part still new to me. now i am waiting my friend to finish the class. then we can together go take breakfast. i feel very hungry right now!

i am listening the song of wo bu pei from jay chou. this song really meaningful and nice. every time i listen to this song, i realize that sad feeling enters my heart . my story just same likes the lyrics of this song. i feel that human are uable to handle and control everything. me too. sometimes we need to make a decision that we are not want. many people ask me that why my blog so sad. Answer= i just want to express my heart feeling out into the blog because i no want to express it out onto my face. this will cause many people start to worry about me and keep on asking me that what happened. it is a good way for me to keep my own things inside my heart instead of causing problem to other people.Friend. i feel ok now. everytime you all see me in lecture or tutorial , i am the one who laugh with a loud voice.

i am missing you. at first, i think that i able to put off the sweet memory between you and me. i ever think that want to give u a call or message. but i afraid that i will hurt you. i hurt you in the past. i hurt you in present. i will hurt you also in the future. Wish you happy. everytime i see you, u always look sad. i suffer because of that

is it i over sensitive....

haiz...at 28 friday, Mr Ang return our test paper to us..even i know it was quite easy , but i did not do well in it.. i just get 16 over 20..which is a average mark in the class..ya..i admit that i quite sensitive to the mark..or can said that i am very care about my mark...i have many careless mistake in it..the question which have 3 mark cause me cannot forgive myself..the answer just two words only..but because of the shortage of time , i see the question wrongly..most of my friend advice me no so care about it..and i am trying to do tat...at the same day , my car crash with another car..luckily the bumper did not hurt much...thanks god..if not i sure get kill by my parent.becoz of the mark , i unable to concentrate when i was driving at tat time..it is the main reason of the accident..i wish myself that i can do well in the mid sem exam..it is my aim....

wishing you the best in next love's relationship

read you friendster testi..somebody should be cared about you..u already die heart towards ...is a good things..because i cannot give u happiness...me this type of people should not be love by anyone...wish u happy always..even i cannot tell u face to face... 快乐幸福哦!

pain of my hearts

today i meet u in the lift....u no ever want said hi to me when i smiling to u...our love have became a history.....i walk away with a high speed from u ..becoz i feel that my heart is really pain and uncomfortable.. because i tink the things i said to u...'we have no future' everything gone...i just stand alone at there...decision that i make really hurt u and hurt me...why god want us to be like tat..y not we have a normal love relationship ..WHY!! soli and depression is only my hidden feeling..i hide it always because i no want my friends and my parent to worry about me...it is unfair for them to worry this kind of things.as a result , i always be misunderstand...because u maybe tink i no so care about...laughing smiling......really weird...

my heart pain is becoz of seeing u suffer at there ..and i do nothing to u...i no want u be sad...but i really cannot give any promise to u...i no know wat to do.....i no know..

very happy..yeah

i just buy a new spectacle...the sad things is i find that my eyes power incerease liao...T.T...i like my spectacle very much..it very light and comfortable

thx to my friend who ever read my blog..actually i feel ok...just by writing blog i wan to express out my real feeling..haiz..thx to everyone...no worry about me...have a good friendship with u all

sad or happy when meet u ...i just know to smile

smile..as a respect..becoz i no tink wan to end like tat...at least i can keep the friendship with u...but everytime i see u ..i no know wat reaction want to give..
either ignore..or smile only...haiz....love really catch me tighty...hate is olso around me..

when lonely drive..lonely eating..lonely study...i always tink back my memory....

haiz..i just tinking the things tat impossible..i very hope i can back to the time when i meet u at the first or even i no meet u at all...

tiring..tomorrow i have a test again...going to sleep...it is a sadness night

yen yen YEN YEN....

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forgetting forgetting..can i forget

haiz..can i forget..it is all my decision that cause me suffer today..

nw i just tink wan to put more effort in my study only..
other than that i no wan to tink more..becoz it will just confuse me..

my fault

my fault..i just care about my own important.......i am a useless and bad guy who should not hope love from other people..becoz i just know to hurt them...hope u r happy..i will not appear in front..
the appearance of me just will trouble u and hurt u...

thx u and please forgive me`

soli to u ..my lover...i cannot make any promise to u..me already become useless and cannot revert our relationship back to last time...i very touch when u lower dwn ur body and said ur heat word to me...i really very touch about tat.it show me u get mature...i know u got some misunderstanding about me... i just know our relationship no have future ... i will only destroy ur life...once i meet u ..i just know tat me no ever forget u....please forgive me..dar dar...

get shock with wat lecture said

IT IS NO NECESSARY ...I HAVE USE THE WRONG CONCEPT...DIE DIE DIE...NEED REDO THE COLLECTION OF INFORMATION AGAIN...HAIZ..NEXT WEEK WAN PRESENT...VERY HARD FOR ME TO FINISH AND COMPLETE IT IN THE SHORT TIME
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loney at the computer lab

touching the kepboard and finding the information for the assignment ...it is fun but whne u do more of it u will feel tired about it..today in engliush class learn many things ...is a new lesson for me which i never learn it before.

tomorrow somemore need come to college as normal time even i no have time in the morning..neeed to discuss about the assignment exhibition for the english...

but never mind lah..at least (secret)...hehe



hope my presentation for next week is ok...becoz i wan get high mark of it..i need serious in all my college work...becoz it may influence the result in the final test...

i no have the clever DNA in my body ..i just work hard more times than othe people...becoz it is my respondsiblity...

long time no relax go watch movie ....my relax time had gone...

even my friend tell me that my study life really very good...but i think it is just the departure of my life...becoz the real difficult task no yet appear in my life..maybe tomorrow..maybe next year ...maybe the next next year...i no know...but i just know i need to ready about it...

is so tired about this

thinking wan to meet u ...but when see u walk with other guys..it does not feel good..nw is not the time i express my feeling to u ...becoz i tink it is too early olready liao ...haiz...just wan to tell u that i like u ...wish god can give me the chance..to understand u more