I cannot fall into sleep even though I want to sleep earlier for tonight. My stomach is so pain and it is ‘’inflated’. Now, my tummy is even bigger. T.T
Again, I am still unemployed. This is the first time I feel so disappointed of my application for jobs. None of them replies me. I do not know what goes wrong. Maybe it is highly competitive.
However, I will never give up of applying the jobs again and again. I just wait for the chances.
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I have learned to stop complaining about what I do not have, but others own. The world is fair enough for everyone in my point of view. When you are born in a rich family, you will have the pressure. When your family is poor, you can even smile more than those who are rich.
I ever use heart to maintain a relationship. But, I ever get hurt and learn not to use heart fully anymore. Outsiders say that I use my brain to keep the relationship. I just can argue that I start to have the sense of protecting myself from getting serious injury in love. 
I mentioned a similar statement in my FB status: 在爱情里为自己留个退路
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There is a big news about teenager suicides after posting in the FB status. Today, I saw a news that another fellow wants to follow his steps after.
I just wonder whether there is people really care of you when you do not appreciate your life.
There are many live people outside who are more suffering than them. They do not choose to end their life, don’t them.
The choice of suicide ever appeared in my life. Luckily, I did not make that choice. This is always happen when one loses his or her value of carrying on the life.
***Love is 必需,不是唯一