I just back to the right track

I start to receiving more jobs. Now, I am thinking of what I have done in previous month. I did nothing and ‘lie’ at home for the whole month since I came back from Melbourne.

I believe that doing something is better than doing nothing. For doing nothing, you are just wasting your time. Entertainment is not free one. You have to pay certain price for it.

Just like what my mum say. Don’t be the ‘die rice’ at home in Hokkien.

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Finally, I met my Taylorian friends yesterday. Honestly, all of us really change a lot in term of thinking. Maybe is because we experienced something in the past few months.

As you face the problem, you grow up by little bit.

You can say that we become more realistic and rational. We do dream;but, we do not dream of something which are unachievable at all from now on.

For me, I think that I still stick to what I think is right. I have a strong sense of self-protection. I cannot stand for unimportant people who criticise me without facts.

This world is too complicated. Most of the human is wearing the ‘Mask’ to cover their fears and benefit themselves without any doubt. That’s why you also have to wear the mask in front of those kind of people. They never use their true heart while talking to you.

I ever be a very simple guy. But, I have realised that simple guy will only be cheated. People take advantage of you.

Especially, people will not respect you at all when there is no money inside your pocket. They look to the money, not you….

This is what I have deeply inside my mind…..Maybe it is too extreme to say so, but it does existed.

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Christmas is coming. For this year, I do not need to think of preparing the present for someone. I just can enjoy highly with a group of close friends.

Let say: “Merry Christmas”.

Love Life….

Back to the Life…

I want to blog before I can go to take shower. If not, I will straight away lie on my bed after showering.

It has been quite some time for leaving my blog inactive. I was busy with working now. I just got the job recently. I had been waiting for few weeks.

I just want to earn some pocket money for my daily expense at Malaysia. Money is so difficult to be earned. I want MONEYYYY…..

Money does not come without hard work. You have to do if you want it…

I went to down to my hometown few days ago in order to visit my grandparents. My favourite Ming Ge soup was my lunch. Yummy Yummy. Satu Ming Ge with extra vegetable and extra fish ball ^^V

My grandparents showed me his certificate of graduation from secondary school. This paper is 50 years old already. He accidentally found it in his drawer.

I just realised that my grandparents ever had a boom hairstyle. hahahah.

My internet is suck. It has disconnected for a period. Hopefully, it can stay stable.

It is so pain…Just like making it burst in the air..

I cannot fall into sleep even though I want to sleep earlier for tonight. My stomach is so pain and it is ‘’inflated’. Now, my tummy is even bigger. T.T

Again, I am still unemployed. This is the first time I feel so disappointed of my application for jobs. None of them replies me. I do not know what goes wrong. Maybe it is highly competitive.

However, I will never give up of applying the jobs again and again. I just wait for the chances.

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I have learned to stop complaining about what I do not have, but others own. The world is fair enough for everyone in my point of view. When you are born in a rich family, you will have the pressure. When your family is poor, you can even smile more than those who are rich.

I ever use heart to maintain a relationship. But, I ever get hurt and learn not to use heart fully anymore. Outsiders say that I use my brain to keep the relationship. I just can argue that I start to have the sense of protecting myself from getting serious injury in love.

I mentioned a similar statement in my FB status: 在爱情里为自己留个退路

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There is a big news about teenager suicides after posting in the FB status. Today, I saw a news that another fellow wants to follow his steps after.

I just wonder whether there is people really care of you when you do not appreciate your life.

There are many live people outside who are more suffering than them. They do not choose to end their life, don’t them.

The choice of suicide ever appeared in my life. Luckily, I did not make that choice.  This is always happen when one  loses his or her value of carrying on the life.

***Love is 必需,不是唯一

Tomorrow Will be a Muscle Pain Day

 

I went to play badminton with a group of friends at Ampang Botanic Club. Now, the leg’s pain is killing me. I cannot imagine how it will go tomorrow. T.T This is because I have stopped doing sports for nearly one year. I just challenge myself.

However, today is fulfilled by such a healthy activities. No alcohol and No Poker. But, there were sweats, swimming, Spa and Sauna throughout the whole day. The entry fee was worth to be paid because we spent the whole day time in the club.

Sometimes, you will feel good if you stand under the sun.

I feel good….

An Update for everyone about what I have done…..

We all went to Genting Highland last week. In fact, this is the unplanned activities. We just decided after we took Dim Sum.

Honestly, I can say that I sat a roller coaster to reach Genting Highland. Luckily, none of us vomited. Two car was competing with each other. Passengers were screaming and shouting… –.-

We played Bumper Car and Flying Coaster. We enjoyed very much while playing Bumper Car. We did “enjoyed” bumping three kids' car because they were annoying for us during the queue . Seven Adults were bullying three small kids. ^^V

For Flying Coaster, it was not scary as what you saw. But, we all just love to screaming….. ^^

Christmas was coming. I want hang out with you all again ^^ Let’s  fill up the day ^^

Ipoh’s Photo is coming soon

I have not meet Annabel yet to get all the pictures in her camera since we came back from the trip.

Currently, I am still being jobless at home. I have been looking for job for nearly one week. I submitted the application for all suitable job. However, I neither receive any reply from any of them. I just can stay at home and wait for the good news.

I just do some cutting on the Korean song because I want to set it as my mobile phone’s ringtone. Luckily, I am able to find the simple software from the internet.

 

I really like this song: 2AM- You wouldn’t answer my call…..

When I am listening to this song, I sense a lot of sadness. All of them just emerge in my heart. Honestly, I got nothing to feel sad about. But, I just feel down in the face of this song. How powerful is the influence of the melody and their voice. The sense of sad injects immediately from the music into your mind, making you down.

 

A day is passed. I did nothing for the day, except eating and sleeping. I need JOB seriously.