with this, i get this ^^

With This :

I Get This:

sad and depress :(

currently the only one that can make me sad is my result. Honestly, i am really concern about my assesment in college because i have a traditional concept. Maybe is because of the influence from my parents. IF i study hard now, i can enjoy more in the future. Study is the easiet way to make life successful.

i am trying to do the best. But the result of midsem exam was not satisfied me. i set the expectation at the high level, did i. i don't know. i have nothing to do with except STUDY. my life is so miserable.

surely, i am not going to tell my parents about my result. i do not want to make them worry about me. Making parents worry about us is not a good attitude that a son should has.

i do not satisfy about my result because my mark is even lower than people who is not serious in study. At here, i am not hurt someone with words. it is immoral. i am just expressing my down and down feeling.

i am so tired....tired about working hard. tired about maintaining my result at a maximum level. tired about stretching myself.

Teacher: u did bad in writing part.
Me: what! ( i do not expect that at first)

the advice from teacher is not the problem. I, myself, hery ang has the problems.