Saturday, May 23, 2009

Happy Birthday Yuen.




I wish that you can stay smiling to me like the picture above because you are my NO.01.


Yuen's birthday Wish

Unfortunately, I am unable to pass to you the birthday gift with a delightful expression. Thanks you for supporting and staying beside me until now. I appreciate our relationship no matter what happened between us.

Since March, I start to work. I had planned to buy the phone Nokia 5580 for you at the early time. From March until now, Zai always hear a lot of scolding and complaints from yuen.At here, zai want to say sorry to yuen because I had sacrified a lot fo time which can be spent with you. But, zai does not want to say anything about the birthday gift before your birthday. This is because I want to give a memorable suprise to yuen. I always know yuen love suprises.

When you were complaining to me, I just want to be quiet.
When you felt angry about me, I just want to calm you down before calming down my personal emotion.
When you felt sad about my attitude, I just want to say sorry to you other than the thousand of words.

During working, I ever felt depress and sad. But, i seldom expressed them in front of yuen. I did not want to make yuen worry about me. At that time, yuen should concentrate more in your study. I did not want to be a stone for your future.

Works really made me tired. I ever cry in the store room while I was arranging the stock. I look at the ceiling and ask myself what am I doing here. I got the answer. I love yuen. Thats why I am here. I am too soft. I cannot stand with the hard work. Guys might think that I am girly guy. When you are working, you will understand my feeling.

I had to put down everything and served customer. Whatever happened to me is alright as long as I put a big smile on my face in front of customers. I was scolded or bully by the senior. But, I must be kind with them even though I am sad. Not what you want will become what you can get. I hide inside the heart and bring them to pass through my time. No one can be said. No one can be shared with. I start to undestand that the process of earning money from other people is so much harder.

I have accepted every unfortunate matters which are experienced. My life filled up with a lot of punishment and unfair. I admit that I did not do anything seriously wrong that can hurt other people. I start to think about the reason of God treats me like that.

Polar Bear's tears start to flow down from eyes. He is feeling sad. But, he still have to go through the remaining life with a positive mind.

A lot of problems are seem by me. I have nothing to do. Hopefully, none of my friends and family members are hurted.

Kind and helpful really make a person to feel lucky. Sorry. It is wrong. Therefore, I am feeling helpless now.