There are so many unhappy matters in a days. Everything is ended. I do not hope for that. Haiz. Anyway, It is a past memory and I really miss it a lot, especially when I am alone.I do not know whether she hate me or not. But, I just want to tell her I ever love her so much.
I miss the time with her. I miss the time with her family. I miss the time when she was with my family.
All these are very good memories for my life. Even thought it is sad at the end, but I always appreciate those times.
Family is worrying about me. They always call me and make sure I am fine at here. Ya, I always tell them I am alright. I can take all of these. In fact, It is not easy.
Even though my heart is sad, but, I still need to move on my study. Time will never stop because of my bad feeling. Exam is coming in few weeks. I need to catch up everything. If I am unable to give you happiness, I have no right to love you anymore because I never ask for your tears instead of smile.