I have been staying at Melbourne for 3 months. Time run fast without giving you any notice.
I talked to my mum last night. Mostly, it is about the financial burden due to my study at Melbourne.
She asked me to study seriously. Of course, she asked me to spend less too.
I admit that I am getting stress every time when I have touched on this topic.
Sometimes, I really hope that I can be bai ka zai rather than study hard. But, morality and responsibility always guide me back to the "highway".
I have been trying my best to maintain my result and prevent myself from being worried by parents. I decided to suffer in order to set them out of the problems.
Waking up at 5 to study is a normal activity for me. I seldom do that when I was studying at Taylors last year.
I tend to be happy because I do not want my family to feel sad towards me. My life is so fair. No work, no gain. Instead, I should not blame my fate that had been decided when I came to this world.
I am learning to make decision by thinking in other people's perspective. At least, I can feel a bit comfortable if I do so.
I start to miss my previous life.