I decide to pick up my phone and ring someone. It is not healthy to keep everything inside yourself. Your body does not carry unlimited storage space. One day, it might explode and hurt you.
I really feel shock this afternoon. My hand is shaking and my thought is messed up. I cannot really focus on learning my job. I am totally out of the peace.
Thanks Kent, for listening about everything. You must be patient and carry enough positive elements because what I said are all negative.
I give myself a start, a hope and a wish. No more blaming.....Honestly, No more scolding.....