I have realized that both of us are facing tension in this month. Many unwanted mattters was happening. It is undeniable that new life, new environment and new problems are surrounding us. Honestly, I want to say that they are nothing to me when you are with me. This is beacause putting your hand on my head and giving me a warm hug always calm me. Therefore, I feel so happy to be with you.
Maybe, I am not so perfect among guys. But, I just want to be the only one inside your heart even though the tag of " perfect" is not pasted on me. But, you always want me to be myself instead of giving pressure to me.
Because of my work, I have spent less time with you. I am feeling sorry about that. It is hard for me to take care of everythng in a short moment. haiz. In fact, I tries to reduce the financial burden of my dad. He is old enough and should do much lesser work in his time. So, I want to spend money which is earned by me without asking the pocket money from him.
I am going to lose my job. I feel that my supervisor want to fire me because she asked me the shocking question in the morning. She asked me whether I can leave Padini Authentics after this month. But, it is not because of my disciplinal problem. Our branch' sale always cannot hit the daily target sales. Therefore, I, as a part timer, is the best choice for sacrification to cut down the branch's cost. That is the reality of world. What to do? If I am such a thick-face person, I can stay at there and continue to work. But, it is a meaningless decision. I have promised to myself that I wont work at Padini anymore after this.