do we look like couple

i read your message.my heart is bleeding. i have been tried and tried.but it seen like no much improvement. i failed. i failed. i failed to love you.



we do not look like couple, do we. i no know. because you no sure. i do not dare to say it individually. beacuse the answer is no.



i replied your message.i am hiding my feeling. i no want to let you know that i am feeling sad currently. it will cause you hard to sleep tonight.



yuen, i really love you. i no know what to say. i do not have evidence to prove it. the only evidence is my heart. but maybe no one else will believe it. maybe my heart is unbelivable.



我对你的好，多认真，不构成爱你的资格



my 20 th post is full of sadness. sadness in love. my blog is no more happiness.



i do not have the right to comment other people's love. because my love story is terrible.



-Yuen loves zai-



but zai make u feel sad again. even though it is just a minor sad.



i no know my post as draft will reach 100 th or not.......because currently we two and our relationship is facing some problem. do our relationship stay strong?

finally i can acess to internet

my house internet connection really got problem just now. it took more than 10 minute to open google home page only. it killed me due to waiting for the web page to load T.T

after thirty minute, the line back to normal. thanks god and guan ling mah. during thirty minute duration, i kept on open and restart my laptop. maybe it works. hehe ^^

currently, my baby yuen at the garden or midvalley. she is having a nice and delicious dinner with her family. sorry yuen. i cannot take dinner with you and your family too..hehe..but never mind. i think that it will be one day. i sit beside you. having dinner with your whole family. i am waiting for the day to come ^^

i just hate that my life is being limit by someone

i am going to express my feeling on this blog. first of all, i want to say sorry to xiao yuen. because i made too many trouble to her.. i do not do whatever i promised to her. sorry xiao yuen.



why my mum is different with other mum...i love her very much. but i no like to limit by anyone. i just want to do myself. i just want to be free. i did not do anything wrong. why my parents still consider me as kids. Why everyone can, but i cannot. i know that what i say before that is immature. but i really hope to be free. go anywhere without worriness.



i no like to get force by someone to do something. because i no like. that is my attitude.



yuen, maybe i am immature at here. my thought cannot be so relax when i am writing this blog..i love you. maybe one day when i at Melbourne, i will miss my family likes what you said. but i do not think i make a wrong decision. because i prefer to stay outside.out of my parents coverage.

because i am being tagged by someone....

===============開始===================
00.问卷来自
frm ChiaLynn
01.你認為分手後的男女還能做朋友嗎？
maybe......is depend on the situation......if guy do something really wrong, girl will not forgive him forever
02.你相信一见钟情吗？你认为一见钟情会长久吗？
i believe....but i no think it will be last longer....after understand each other
03你最想去哪个地方？为什麽？
taiwan......WHY because of food....haha..i like taiwan pasar malam...

04.最害怕的是什麽?
lost my mum......because no one else will cook for me
05.你最讨厌怎样的人？
thick face people
06.如果有不开心的事情你会怎么办？
honestly....eat eat eat......have an endless hunger toward food
07.最喜欢的歌手是？
any singer...as long as they can sing the song well....

08.你不喜欢怎样的女生？
the girl who spend other guy money by cheating that guy in love
09.愛人和被人愛，哪一種更幸福？
bei ai.........is happier...
10.你認為你自己是個怎樣的人？
scare to loss...hhaa...some of you may think that...
11.如果可以回到過去，最想改變的事情？
my relationship with yuen.......
12.愛情，親情 和友情你最重視哪個？
親情
13. 3 things that u couldn't TAHAN at all?
1st.. waiting for food
2nd.. unsafe feeling
3rd.. force by somebody to do something
14.從小到大的夢想是什麼？
be a rich man
15.最赌烂的事情是什么？？
赌烂 is hokkien word......mum go out without leave a food for me as my dinner
16.你最喜欢的是什麽东西？
yuen
17.你的小習慣？
laugh loudly
18.說出平常你日常生活中最享受的三件事
1st.. go pak toh with yuen
2nd.. taking exam ( maybe u all no believe...haha...because no need to attend lecture)
3rd.. sure is singing K

19.希望是個有錢人,可是不幸福,還是幸福,可是沒有錢?Why???
幸福,可是沒有錢... have money but no have happiness...life become nothing
20. 最想舍弃的东西?
identity.....why....just wan to be a new person.....haha....

erm......am i right

today i fetch yuen back home. she receive a call from her mum. her mum ask me and yuen go lavender eat together with her. i do not think want to go. not because i scare or wat. i do not like to eat under that nervous situation. maybe yuen think that i am unfriendly towards her mum. just want to say sorry. haiz...facing gf parents is a big task for me.

ashamed and not paying respect

which type of girl that i hate :

1. pretend in front of you


2. cheat you either in love or in friendship


3. 'use' you because she need help


4. try to destroy other people relationship to seek for attention from others


5. no polite


6. do not respect others


7. do not feel shame for her own action

happy today

i have sleept for more than 10 hours. i accidently slept when i had lie on the bed last night. maybe i was too tired.



i wake up at five o clock morning. the environment is so quiet. after take a bath , i go to down stair and eat breakfast. this is first time i take breakfast at home before college.



my first Breakfast : one boiled egg , one cup of milo and one peanut cake.



i feel full after i finished all of them.



everyone get shock when i reach tbs. because i always almost late for the lesson ^^

Due to enough sleep , i am energetic for whole day. yah....



after business computing tutorial , i refuse to go out eat with my college friends. WHY! i just want to save money. plus i do not feel very hungry.



miss yuen. today i cannot meet her in college. today is the first day of her semester 3. good luck. she gonna to complete business foundation course. but she still no sure want to study either UNISA or UWE. whatever, zai also support yuen. love yuen ^^

wah....accounting really killed me

i just stop from doing accounting 2 tutorial work. the questions. are so hard for me to understand. i am not able to complete the questions. i need to work hard more so that i wont get kick off from accounting. but it is really killing me.



i am missing yuen again. i do not have chance to meet her on monday . i need to wait until tuesday. it is a long period for me to wait and wait. in order to meet her in college.

had a bad dream

i just wake up from sleeping. i knew that i had had a bad dream. but i forget what the dream it is . i am planning what to eat for my breakfast. but seen like all of my family member no yet wake up. erm.....it related to yuen.



i am so miss yuen. i have already not see her for a few day. hug hug.....



i have nothing much to say. good luck everyone

over spending

my father scolded me indirectly. he complained to my sister that i had spended many money. sorry dad. starting from now, i will try my best to stop over spending. reduce entertainment activitiy.



i knew that i had spended alot on clothe stuff. i kept on buying things. beside that , i also ate alot. i can take two or three meal in the morning. that why my expenditure for a day is so high

my TBF first sem result

the tenth post

this post will the tenth one. i feel happy with what i do. my purpose is just want to make yuen feel touch on it.hehe. i hide all the post since last day. i do not click publish post button even i finished write the post.hehe.



love you yuen. what i do now is just want to make you happy ^^

missing baby yuen

guy feels lonely when no one else beside them
Guy feels himself bad when his girl friend feels sad
Guy will only show their sadness when it reach maximum level
Guy not dare to let his girl friend worry about him.but he dare to take every aspect of girl friend

Yuen.love you

photoscape again...photo with friend..

yuen result out

yuen. i accidently access to portal and know that your final exam resulf for sem 2 has been out. i try to find your result in the list of more than 100 students ID. lastly, i find you. thanks god, you pass all subject. but at the same time, i feel abit disappointed. because the result no so good. but i know yuen has try the best in answering the question. yuen, never mind. got me right, i will study hard hard and take care of you. love you yuen. do not be sad of your result because it became the story already. love you