Did Something Wrong to Her

In fact, I was feeling bad just now because I said something wrong to her and that time is not right yet. I wondered the reason of talking without think twice. I felt regret. Seriously, my purpose was wanted to make her feel better. At least, I hope that I can reduce her sadness to the minimum. But, I always make the big mistakes when I have tried to do something.

I always break my promise. I should not talk too much because I might hurt her.

I am sorry.

Nowadays, many people fall into sick. Hopefully, everyone drinks much more water to maintain our body at a healthy level.

I am going to take injection on this Friday. It is used to prevent H1N1. However, it acts as a weapon to protect me against the viruses when I have reached Melbourne.

I'm Sick

I am feeling bad now because i was sick since yesterday. Now, I need to spend some times to do the purchases because those items are going to be brought to Australia.

Blogging Half way... Ha Qiu** I sneeze again.

I went to Mr Kaya for Hi-Tea with my eldest sister. We talked a lot at there and we were sharing some shameful matters which happened in our life. We laughed loudly without care about people who is around us.

Eventually, she said that she is going to miss me after I have gone to Australia. This is because I cannot talk with her like that anymore unless I come back to Malaysia. Then, I answered her that we can talk in Skype. Love to own this kind of sister. ^^V

Also, she warned me to keep a distance from Australia Girls and China Girls because she did not want to be aunt now. I laughed and promised that I will not.

Ways to prevent the attack of H1N1

• Influenza is thought to spread mainly person-to-person through coughing or sneezing of infected people.
• Take everyday actions to stay healthy.
  • Cover your nose and mouth with a tissue when you cough or sneeze. Throw the tissue in the trash after you use it.
  • Wash your hands often with soap and water, especially after you cough or sneeze. Alcohol-based hands cleaners are also effective.
  • Avoid touching your eyes, nose or mouth. Germs spread that way.
  • Stay home if you get sick. CDC recommends that you stay home from work or school and limit contact with others to keep from infecting them.
• Follow public health advice regarding school closures, avoiding crowds and other social distancing measures.
• Find healthy ways to deal with stress and anxiety.

It looks like Hush Puppies.

It looks like a toy if it has kept its tongue back into the mouth^^V

I visited xiao yuan's house yesterday. When I had gone down from my car, I noticed this poodle. It jumped up and down to welcome me. Also, it wanted to give me five to my hands. Such a friendly dog.

When I walked in the house, I noticed a black and big ear dog. I do not sure its breed. But, it really look like a hush puppies. The difference is its ear is shorter than hush puppies. I straight away lift it up and play with it. Fortunately, I am not injured by both of the dogs.

Line problem

I noticed that my connection has run much slower. I am going to update by tomorrow.

Is due to the fault of Mac

Last night, I plug my external hard disk into Mac book. But, nothing showed out. Unfortunately, when i plug into my original laptop ( window xp), the same problem still existed.

I do not have any choice other than format the hard disk. Thus, I will lose all data which was kept inside the external hard disk before that. The data included some songs, some documents and some photos. My life always go down badly.

In fact, I want to transfer my eldest sister's photos to the Mac book. So that, she can upload to her facebook's profile by her own. But, my data has gone.

I am blaming myself about the act of forgetting to backup the data. sad....

Genting First Night

I am surfing internet at Starbucks, Highland Hotel. Seriously, a girl has tuned the music to the loudest volume and is singing behind me. Luckily, her voice is not bad. If not, I will turn back and say," Can you stop singing. Your voice is killing me".

Now, few customers available at Starbucks. Everyone is surfing internet. Therefore, the current environment is peaceful and quiet.

Suddenly, I have many questions inside my mind.
Can I be a success businessman ?
Can I take care of my family properly?
Can I satisfy my parents with the excellent results?

A lot of " Can I" question appear frequently. Maybe I worry about them too early. But, I have to face them one day in the future.

Going to Genting Highland later

Guys, I am going to Genting later for three days 2 nights. I will come back on Wednesday. The reason I go is because I want to find a place for relaxing and resting myself. I am tiring.

Nowadays, I try to speak much lesser than before, and I found out that it is benefiting me. Therefore, working up the brain is more meaningful than speaking non-stop. In Chinese's culture, we always say that disaster always cause by one's mouth.

Dont worry. Hery Ang always know to make himself to live much better and own the happiness.

Sadness is starting to appear after I have tried many times to deny the truth

The speed of time runs is so fast until out of my expectation. Less than 1 month has to be gone before I depart to Melbourne. My dad just come back from Vietnam. He looks tired and sleep. I do not talk much to him because I have known that he does not want to talk. He needs to sleep for resting himself.

By looking at him, I start to feel much guilty. At here, I am not going to explain further about the situation. My dad had sacrifid a lot for his family. Beside supporting him mentally, I have nothing to do in order to help him.

As a son, I admit that I spent a lot of his money which is earned by his hard work. The money is made up of sweats and bloods.

I searched the information about the house rent just now. The rent is so high. In my memory, none of the house at Melbourne charges less than AUS$200 per week for rent. A0t least, RM2000 has to be paid for rent in a month.

I have a dream or promise to myself. I will not come back to Malaysia without a succeed. But, can i make it ? I am not sure about it. Hopefully, I will not rely on my father in finance after I have graduated from University. I do not want to be parasite of my father.

Happy Birthday Yuen.

I wish that you can stay smiling to me like the picture above because you are my NO.01.

Yuen's birthday Wish

Unfortunately, I am unable to pass to you the birthday gift with a delightful expression. Thanks you for supporting and staying beside me until now. I appreciate our relationship no matter what happened between us.

Since March, I start to work. I had planned to buy the phone Nokia 5580 for you at the early time. From March until now, Zai always hear a lot of scolding and complaints from yuen.At here, zai want to say sorry to yuen because I had sacrified a lot fo time which can be spent with you. But, zai does not want to say anything about the birthday gift before your birthday. This is because I want to give a memorable suprise to yuen. I always know yuen love suprises.

When you were complaining to me, I just want to be quiet.
When you felt angry about me, I just want to calm you down before calming down my personal emotion.
When you felt sad about my attitude, I just want to say sorry to you other than the thousand of words.

During working, I ever felt depress and sad. But, i seldom expressed them in front of yuen. I did not want to make yuen worry about me. At that time, yuen should concentrate more in your study. I did not want to be a stone for your future.

Works really made me tired. I ever cry in the store room while I was arranging the stock. I look at the ceiling and ask myself what am I doing here. I got the answer. I love yuen. Thats why I am here. I am too soft. I cannot stand with the hard work. Guys might think that I am girly guy. When you are working, you will understand my feeling.

I had to put down everything and served customer. Whatever happened to me is alright as long as I put a big smile on my face in front of customers. I was scolded or bully by the senior. But, I must be kind with them even though I am sad. Not what you want will become what you can get. I hide inside the heart and bring them to pass through my time. No one can be said. No one can be shared with. I start to undestand that the process of earning money from other people is so much harder.

I have accepted every unfortunate matters which are experienced. My life filled up with a lot of punishment and unfair. I admit that I did not do anything seriously wrong that can hurt other people. I start to think about the reason of God treats me like that.

Polar Bear's tears start to flow down from eyes. He is feeling sad. But, he still have to go through the remaining life with a positive mind.

A lot of problems are seem by me. I have nothing to do. Hopefully, none of my friends and family members are hurted.

Kind and helpful really make a person to feel lucky. Sorry. It is wrong. Therefore, I am feeling helpless now.

My modem is fixed

My modem has been replaced with a new one. Seriously, the problem of disconnection was caused by the old modem. It failed to connect the streamyx line (DSL) or disconnect frequently even it had connected. Maybe it is hit by the thunder during heavy rain.

Do you know the location of the modem from these pictures

WHere?It is here. It is located inside a hidden cupboard.

My new modem is connected with lots of cables. ^^V

I have many heart's words to vomit out. But, now is not the right time yet. Miss you <3>

Free

I am so free now because I have nothing to do other than staying at home. I am going to gym later in order to fulfill my free time.

Today is Tuesday. I cannot wait to celebrate Yuen's birthday. Love yuen ^^V

I went to Black Canyon restaurant with my sister just now. The food there is not bad for me. Also, my sister also praise that the dumplings are delicious. The photo above showed the meal that we took for our brunch.

I was dicussing with my little sister about the relationship. I asked her to choose a boyfriend who has a stable work and treat her nicely. The most important is the guy must know to communicate with our family members. As a parents, no one want pass the responsibilities of taking care their daughter to a guy who is lazy and not responsible. Parents always have their own reason if they dislike their daughter's boyfriends.

Time runs so fast. I am going to Melbourne after one month. I miss the life here. I miss the people here. I miss Yuen here.

When I have reached Melbourne, I need to face everything by myself. I must learn to handle the stress. I am the person who always give stress to myself. Hopefully, my hair is stil there after 4 years.

I want to be succeed. I want to be rich. I want to be a intelligent person.

I always have a phrase inside my mind. People respect you when you are rich only. But, I still hate people who call me as rich people's son

Say Goodbye to Padini

Officially, I have left Padini Concept Store. 15th of May was the last working day.I am so free to be at home. I do not need to wake up early for working. I do not need to rush to Jusco with a speedy driving. I do not need to take my meals in a rush. Everything is started to slow down. Eventually, I am feeling relax.

I am going to pass back my uniform to my senior in order to avoid the penalties

I have accepts the job of Mystery Shopper. But, I hope that I can do it well. It shouldbe a light job for me. Hope so.