Sorry for unforgivable

I just reached home. I had felt so depress and disappointed about myself while I am walking back to home. It is difficult for me to describe it out in words. But, I think that it is my fault.

I did not do well in the first accounting paper. Compare with past year question, the questions are more difficult. I think so. I was struggling that I could not answer the question absolutely even though I spend my whole life to study it.

I noticed that I do not really understand the language that used in the exam paper. Western lecturer always like to express out the sentence in a difficult manner.

When I reached home, I walk to the mail box's area. The assignment 2 for computing just reached. I opened the envelope in the life and start to look at the marking sheet. It is 96 over 100. So what~ I think I should feel happy about that. But, I never do so.

Everyone has their own weakness. My weakness is making mistake in paper. Maybe I should forget about it. It is still difficult for me to forgive myself. Sorry to anyone who place a hope on me~

On the other hand, my sister online boutique has started. Actually, I have promised to help her in designing the blog. But, I do not have the time yet. I only can do it after my exam which is next week.

Anyway, I would like to introduce it to everyone. If you really like the clothe and want own it, please contact my sister as well. Thanks for anyone who ever click in and see. Thanks Thanks.

Now, I will reopen my blog to public because I want to introduce my sister's online boutique.

The link is http://high-fashion-land.blogspot.com/

Can I, I Can

Wish myself good luck for tomorrow test. Hope that god really bless me. I am telling to myself that I can do it. I do not want disappointment, please.

GoodBye Hong Jie, See u in Malaysia

A last photo is taken with her before she went back to Malaysia.

MSAC

A beautiful and shiny lake locates in front of MSAC. This is the view I saw before I entered the building of MSAC.

The picture above showed the entrance of MSAC. You just have to walk in and turn left. Then, you will reach the entrance of table tennis hall. I knew that there is a stand to guide you the ways. The table tennis hall is located on your right hand side.

That's it. The table tennis hall. RMIT exam hall. Do not lose your way.

Maybe I can find back my happiness as I look at the mirror. Now, I cannot find my happy spirit. It has been leaving me for a long period. Where is it? I miss it.

I want Sleepppppp

I studied until 2 something last night and slept at 3 o clock morning. It was so tiring. I am going to spend some times to study also. 2 lectures have to be covered today.

Tiredness really kill me. I have a pair of panda eyes now. ^^

New Ang Family Member

Making CurryPuff

I am involved in the job of making the curry puff. All of the works are guided by a friend, Ah Biao.

Midnight Library

I was doing my revision at library until midnight at library. Luckily, library extent their opening hour until 12 midnight because exam is coming very soon. The library is filled with a lot of students, but the circumstance is quiet and peach. Maybe is because each student is busy with their own assignment and revision.

I choose the seat beside the window. I want to have a private space for my own study. But, there is no other place other than Mac desktop areas. I do not really like to use Mac.

Time runs fast. I finish 1 lecture exactly on time before the library's closing announcement.Walking on the street in cold air is so much fun. This environment always make people to think about their and future. I start to feel sad in the meantime.

Signing off.... I need to go to school to collect my assignment. Maybe I will stay at library again to do my revision. Sad.

Short as Usual

Sorry, guys. This post is going to be short as usual. I think that I have left my blog for fews day. Maybe my last post was published few weeks ago.

My mum went back to Malaysia last night. She feel so happy with that because she can meet her friend already. Ya. I do understand that she always be alone at here because I was so busy with my study. Sorry, Mum. I promised that I will accompany you when I go back to Malaysia. Do not miss me too much. Ya. I am going to miss your cook. hehe ^^

I am dying all the time because my exam is coming very soon. Honestly, I have not have a full preparation for the final exam. That is the reason of my 'death'

Yuen, do not push yourself too hard. I knew that your problem can be solved if you wish to. Making some changes is the best for you so far. Remember to take care of yourself and drive carefully everyday. I miss you always. Maybe those sweet definitions did not come out from my mouth always. But, it does from my heart and soul.

I want Holiday.!!!!

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Daylight Saving

Daylight saving returns to Melbourne and other Australia's state.You are advised to turn your clock one hour ahead. Now, the difference between Australia's time and Malaysia's time is no longer 2 hours, but is 3 hours.

Unfortunately, I have to wake up one hour earlier than before to go school. It is so suffering.

Not Enough Space

I dislike the small spaces for the assignment questions. They are expected us to answer in full sentence. But, they just gave us few space each question. It is insufficient.

I am struggling to write the words in small fonts in order to fit into the space. Seriously, that way makes my assignment look messy. I really worry that the tutor cannot read my answer clearly.

I have been not blogging for few days. Currently, I am preparing for final exam. There is a lot of chapters that have to be covered. The exam will start at 27th of october and end at 5th of october. The courses are closed to each other in term of examination date.

I wake up at 6 today to start my study. I worry that I cannot do well in this exam because this is first time for me to take final exam at RMIT. I am not familiar with the examination style yet.

I also notice that I have been not talking to Yuen in Skype for few weeks. This is because of the presence of my mum here, causing me inconvenient to talk to yuen freely. My mum always use my laptop to chat with sisters and watch series. ^^ She starts to miss her daughters and husband at Malaysias. Homesick.

Do not worry Yuen. We can talk a lot when my mum has gone back to Malaysia. Beside that, I have prepared the suprise for you. I knew that you like suprise right. Hopefully, this time is a suprise, but not a big shock.hahah ^^ secret... shh

无重力- 无力的重量

Something to be spoken to Yuen

I have been staying at Melbourne for 3 months. Time run fast without giving you any notice.
I talked to my mum last night. Mostly, it is about the financial burden due to my study at Melbourne.
She asked me to study seriously. Of course, she asked me to spend less too.
I admit that I am getting stress every time when I have touched on this topic.
Sometimes, I really hope that I can be bai ka zai rather than study hard. But, morality and responsibility always guide me back to the "highway".
I have been trying my best to maintain my result and prevent myself from being worried by parents. I decided to suffer in order to set them out of the problems.
Waking up at 5 to study is a normal activity for me. I seldom do that when I was studying at Taylors last year.

I tend to be happy because I do not want my family to feel sad towards me. My life is so fair. No work, no gain. Instead, I should not blame my fate that had been decided when I came to this world.


I am learning to make decision by thinking in other people's perspective. At least, I can feel a bit comfortable if I do so.

I start to miss my previous life.