I am so weak

Hi, everyone. I was being so blur and brain stuck for the whole day. Maybe is because

I did not get enough sleep. As usual, I need to catch up the time table and revision for almost everyday. I think that none of the girls like her boyfriend to busy with her own stuff. Honestly, I really have little time to take care of other things. That's why I say that I am so weak.

I felt sick because of insufficient sleeping. When people are sleeping, I stay awake. I try to make myself busy as I can. If not, I will feel that I am not serious enough in my study. Maybe this is kind of sickness that make me into troubles.

Sometimes, I ever think of giving up everything and go back Malaysia. I ever say this, but, it happened in my dream once. I have no courage to say all these to my parents. Now, I can understand what my friend think during semester 1. That is the very first semester in degree. But, she already want to give up. Luckily, she did not make that decision.

I feel more suffer when I meet a lecture who always think that he is an expert in certain field. Therefore, he or she uses the expert way to lecture the students. I am not an expert. So, it takes a lot of times to understand the lecture content. I dislike that.

Lets get happy and I knew that suffering period will be ended soon. It is just a period to deal with.

I just want to say: People who are not talented naturally have to do extra works to cover the weakness's part, so that they can success as those talented person.

Italian Ice Cream

I took this picture last week and I kept it inside my camera memory until now. I forgot to publish this picture until I wanted to transfer some other pictures to my laptop.

 

This was a super duper big ice cream. It contained three flavours: Durian, Mint and Green Tea. The Durian flavour is the most popular one, but Chia Lynn and me refused to take it due to its smell. We just let Wick Kee to finish up that flavour, whereas, Chia Lynn and me was aiming at  the Mint and Green Tea’s flavour. I warn Wick Kee not to speak to me after he had taken the durian flavour.hahaha. In fact, all flavours are fully hand-made and contain the true ingredients inside with the least chemicals. So, can you imagine how strong the durian smell is in his mouth? hahahaha

 

Despite the durian smell, everything is fun in the ice-cream shop. I love to gossip and talk non-stop with friends when I am free. I learn something by hearing other people’s experience. In meantime, there are jokes, which are going to make you laugh openly. This is a true happiness.

 

Time flies as usual. No one can stop it. My middle semester break is fulfilled by study plan. What can I do other than that? Two tests are coming soon after the break. I have to catch up all lecture that I have missed out.

 

I met a promoter of skin products at Melbourne Central. I was irritating of her act. Maybe that is the working attitude of Western’s promoter. I ever be a promoter too at Malaysia. Our Asian's way of serving customers are totally different from them. First, I am called by the promoter in a very rude way. She just say: “ YOU, COME”. Ok, well. Will you call your customers like that? But, I still walk to her stall and pretended to be interested in her products. In fact, I did not plan to make any purchase. So, when I refused to buy anything from her at the end, she just say: “OK, BYE BYE”.

 

I do not think she need to be so rush in pushing me off since there was no customer around. She did not give me any smile at all. Maybe is because she earn nothing from me. Hence, she thought that there was no point to treat me as a customer.  I did not expect a very high privilege service from her, but, at lease she needed to be polite if she wanted to earn people’s money. It is difficult to maintain a balance between customers and seller. Customers always stand at a higher position than seller because they are the one who pay the money. This concept is not practiced by any Australian so far.  I just can say that the promoter was too straight forward in expressing her thinking.

 

Anyhow, the moral of the story for me is that do not approach or get approach the stall’s promoters at Melbourne Central unless I really want to buy the products.

SMS with Sexy Sister… She likes me to call her in that way

A cold environment surrounds Melbourne.

 

You cannot go out without a warm coat or jacket.

Now, my computer’s time is showing 12.00 A.M. Again, it is  the time for studying. Damn. Luckily, my plan for today is a mathematical subject, QA. Theory is more difficult to absorb than application or working.

 

Now, I am listening to Jay Chou’s song: 珊瑚海. Haha. Me: “Su Jun, I am not emo. I just like this song.” Until now, I still unable to sing this song well because it needs a high pitch of voice, which is unreachable by me. Honestly, I ever sing this song with a friends in singing competition during a period of secondary school. Thus, this song is very valuable in my memory.

 

My sleeping is totally inverse as oppose to normal people. During day time, I sleep like a pig. When comes to night, I stay awake. Anyhow, I am having the middle semester break. Therefore, I will not miss any class. After holiday,……… –.-“

 

Back to the topic, I texted with my SEXY sister just now. She experienced some incidents, but everything come to the rest. Luckily, she is alright right now. If not, I will worry about her because she is staying at outside without family at her side. I understand this feeling very well because I am in the same condition too.

 

Anyway, I want to thank her for telling me that she is missing me a lot via SMS. Those sms are so meaningful and motivate me a lot. I will keep them inside my heart. No matter how, we are one family and we should work hard together to face the numerous difficulties in our life. ^^ Love You  

 

I Miss Malaysia, I Miss my Family, I Miss my Friends

 

A Fresh Morning Comes after a Sleepless Night

Again, I spend overnight at the 24 hour access lab. No one was there except me. So, the lab was so quiet. It could be a good place of studying.

 

I made a call to IT helpdesk to request a temporary password. My account is dead and thus, I cannot log in the computer at University. The staff who served me is nice and she help me to process everything. The duration takes 10 seconds only. How efficient are they? Now, my student account is restored back to normal.

 

In fact, I planned to go somewhere for shopping. But, it ends up with sleeping deadly until 7 pm. It was alright since I planned to shop alone. Hence, my time will not affect others.

 

I stayed awake because I wanted to catch up my time table of revision. Luckily, I completed it .Also, I have been not walk on the street during early morning for a long time. The air is fresh and cool. I walked to Korean groceries shop to get some Kim Chi. Kim Chi made by Korean is the best. ^^

 

I took a Bacon and Egg Mcmuffin from Mcdonald when I passed by. This was the first time I took it. It tasted nice when the Bacon has mixed with the eggs.

 

Today is Merdake’s Day. But, I do not think that it is a special day to be celebrated anymore. Maybe is because I read the news about the racism at Malaysia recently. Now, everyone should know how racist is the Malay in treating the Chinese and Indian.  If the racism is emerged, do you think the country is One Malaysia. Rather, I just treat this day as the public holiday for the students. ^^ Anyway, I still like Malaysia. The only reason is that Malaysia is the place that I born. All my family and friends are there.

 

Studying Night Again

I have to go the new RMIT building to do my study later. Hopefully, I still awake later.

I feel satisfy that I am able to follow my planned time table for revision during middle semester break. Going for some shopping surely will be included in my plan too before the holiday ends.

I learnt to be happy. I have realised its significance in my life. When you are positive, you attracts positive matters.

In the past few days, I have to take dinner or lunch alone. This is because Chia Lynn has to travel with her family who just visit her, Jo Jin do the same stuff: Busy earning money at Melbourne. But, It is alright because I do not have plenty of time to spend with friends who accompany me after the lunch or dinner. I need to rush to go somewhere else to do my revision.

Thinking of internship in the coming semester, I have not ready yet. I have limited information about it. I need to consult someone in the next semester to prepare myself. Taking my internship will be my final decision if nothing goes wrong. It also mean that my study duration will be extended by one more year.

For your info (if you are interested), IE 9 is going to be released in beta version at 15 September 2010. I can’t wait to try it. ^^ I am highly interested in computing software.

A Wonderful Steamboat at Yuen’s House ^^

Actually, I planned to publish this post after I had uploaded the pictures. But, I forgot to do so.

I was busy with my two assignments in the past two weeks. Luckily, everything went well (I think so)

At least, I have no assignment now. But, I need to prepare for the coming test. Fortunately, the first test has been postponed to the following second week after the middle semester break. If not, I need to struggle with study definitely.

Anyhow, I have schedule my one week break into study. Everything is study study study. I wanted to rest T.T

Looking at the steamboat’s picture. It was great to hang out with a group of friend, sitting together in a cirlcle and take the food. I like that ^^

Anyway, thanks Yuen and Michelle for lending the place for us to have this steamboat. Hopefully, we can have another party not soon later. ^^

I just noticed that I stuck with Macroeconomics. It used to be my strongest subject. But, I really stuck in revising it. I need help, help help, going to seek advice and explanation from lecturer this sunday. Surprisingly, students have the class on Sunday. But, this is organised by the lecturer sincerely.

I love to talk after I take alcohol. If you want hear story, please give me some alcohols. I can speak to you non-stop for the whole night. ^^

I felt bad, but I am fine now… I just need some sweet desserts to get back my normal emotion.

Maybe I am too sensitive or I am giving too much caring until nobody appreciates it. That’s the reason I always feel bad after I receive those unexpected responses.

 

Maybe you are joking to me. Maybe you critics me. I am not going to care about it so much. However, everyone has his or her own limit before they ‘explode’.

 

I go back to my own track. You have your own way to speak. Our positions will be similar to 2 parallel line: will not touch on each other.

I Rather to be the “Me” Like Now…..

Again, a night is fulfilled with drafting for QA assignment. I am rushing to finish my part by tonight because I have another assignment to follow up later.

 

This post will be shorter, compared to all previous posts.

I love to listen some R & B at night to wake up my mind. I think it works on me. Now, I am listening to Peter Ho: 香水. This song is originally sung by a Korean singer. Unfortunately, I forgot his name. –.-"

 

Appreciating what you right now on your hand.

What you see using your eyes and ear might not the truth always.

The evilness which is hidden by people is always covered by their observable body language and actions.

No Money will be equal to No respect plus No right to talk

 

Those statements above reflects my self-concept and understanding about the reality. Maybe, you do not agree with them. But, they really happen on me and they always remind throughout my life.

 

A Sick Night & 你不在

Tonight is a sick night. I am forced to sleep at 7 p.m. and wake up at 12  a.m. Midnight. I need to complete the QA assignment because I going to have the meeting with Chia Lynn and Jo Jin tonight. I just want to be responsible for my study and assignment. Some more, this is group assignment. Your effort in it will affect the others.

 

Staying at Melbourne is such an ‘Unhappy’. But, this is life. You need to do something that you do not want to because the affected person is not only you if you choose not to.

 

Thanks, Jo Jin for giving your concern about me in the lab. I will be alright. I just look for pathway to express the unhappiness only. After that, I need to stand up and move on.

A Wonderful Birthday Night With Friends

Thanks to Jo Jin, Chia Lynn, Shao Jun, Wick Kee, Yuen, Cai Ning, Jessica and her Bf. I wish that we can have another birthday next year. Really thanks a lot for the celebration.

 

I did not expect that they celebrate the birthday for Chia Lynn and me again because our birthday is fallen on July.

 

It is always feeling good to celebrate your birthday with a group of friends.