Brief update about what I am doing

I am back. I have been leaving from this blog for  a couple of months. Officially, my Master semester began and I had to catch up the syllabus every week. 

I am flying to Adelaide next week and I wish that I can complete the assignment before the trip. So that, when I am back, I have relatively lesser work to be followed up. 

I am busy working and studying at the same time. Earning money and studying should not be done at the same time. But, this is basically what I am doing. 

The purpose of doing a short trip is to visit my friends in Adelaide and put myself in a rest mode. I think that my life is nervous and stressful in Melbourne. Sometimes, you ever think that you want to leave the stressful environment for a short period and come back with a new oneself. 

I lower the expectation about everything because I do not want to feel disappointment. Others have their own way of doing things and of course, I have no right to stop them. Just let it be because it do not affect me.

I never want to explain to a person when you know that person is not interested in hearing anything from you. Maybe I could say something that the person want to hear all the time. Why I need to?

This is true. When the things has broken into pieces, you can stick it back into one. But, it is undeniable that the cracks are still existing inside your heart. 

A broken stone even you put it back. 

不再胡闹，不再忽视，我的感觉

She changes a lot compared to last time. She is turning into the one that I am looking for.

Times give me a joke. No matter how hard I work, she would not be the acceptable one for me. But, when seperation, she can be that one.

I do not plan for anything. But, I just want to be honest to my feeling. Lets move gradually. Never try, never know. 

I do not want to give up at the beginning.

Thanks guys for concerning about my birth

I have received several birthday wishes from people who is staying in Melbourne, Klang, Jenjarom and KL. Thanks for remembering my birthday and you all really bring fun to me although I always miss out your all birthday.

I did not make a long list for my birthday wish. I only wish everyone around me can stay happy and healthy. Life is full of challenges, but, I wish that you are able to overcome it. 

I am going back to Melbourne tomorrow. It is another starting of my study because I apply for Master program. Things will get tougher and thus, the life.

It is time to receive and face some changes. 

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Ever, there was a person who made you to remember about her always

The school has changed the whole on-line system of student access. I doubt whether it is going to bring much more convenience to the student groups. 

I am waiting for the confirmation of the enrolment for the relevant subjects. Normally, it did not take too long to generate the documents, but, I do not receive it until now. Maybe is because of the transferring into Master program. 

I realise that Master students have to attend Saturday and Sunday's classes. Why school expect people to leave from the lovely bed and move to the school to attend classes. 

I have booked the return tickets to Melbourne and start to prepare myself for returning to study life. I think that I should work harder and be more serious because I do not own much lucks. I understand that always. 

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Notably, I turned into a hard person. Maybe I should not,but, I cannot control of myself. 

A night with mix of feelings

The reason is that the result of final semester is going to release tomorrow. Finally, I can know my result and get rid of the worry. 

I do not like to wait when you have a bad feeling towards the result. It does not taste good. 

Thanks, friends. I have received all of your 'pass guarantee'. I wish that I will not disappoint you as well as my family. 

Please give a end to my degree and let me start my Master studying smoothly. 

Please let my family is willing to attend my graduation ceremony in December. They are looking forward it. 

Lets wait for news at 7am later, either good or bad. 

I strongly wish that I can be this boy.

I stop complaining, and I start adapting to it

I looked back my history. It is wrong to count how much value I ever had and expect to have more than  that. 

I... I don't want to stuck in this stupid shit things.  Nothing works. 

I... have accepted who am I in other perspective. 

I... seek for a new turn which pulls me out from my current condition.

I... ever and no more going on for you.

Going online at Wai Po house

My mum is so cute.

She said:"Lets go, I bring you go Wai Po house play play".

Then, I answered:"Play what, I go there for chi-chatting. Still small meh....".

She laughed non stop and started to sing this song in front of me. This is a song so-called relating to Wai Po house visiting.

She is cute, isn't.

Sarawak Laksa.. New Taste

I have eaten Sarawak Laksa as a breakfast today. Yapi. Super delicious and tasty. 

I have hunted for the Kolo mee yesterday. If you come to Kuching, you really have to try the Kolo Mee. Unfortunately, I finished it within few minutes without taking picture of it. Sorry.

Today maybe we have a Karaoke session with a group of aunt. It can be fun. ^^

Kuching.. Miao Miao

I have come to Kuching, the place where I had been staying for more than 6 years in the past.

The life is slow,but, relaxing. Unlikes a common trip, you have to catch up the time and try to go as many places as you can. 

There are massive development in this place. I noticed many unfamiliar restaurants and shopping centres around the cat's city.

Will update another post with full of post if I remember to capture the pictures. For those who are sitting  the exam, all the best. We can celebrate the completion after the exam period. ^^

Waiting for the Lovely Flight

Finally, I dropped my stone-like luggage at the check-in counter. It was super duper heavy with 80% of lotion and chocolate.

I completed my final semester exam on last Friday. I really did a shit on the very last paper of accounting. I believe that I have no capabilities in answering the accounting question. I found my weakness in study. This is the first time for me who starts to predict whether I can get a Pass or otherwise, a failure.

Exam is at the corner

I come to Swanston Library in the afternoon because I cannot do the final revision on Management accounting without the textbook. All the tutorial questions are stated in the textbook for each chapter.

Likes my heading, exam is at the corner. My housemate and I are struggling and preparing for the exam. Of course, it does not mean there is zero entertainment. As usual, human still need something to relief themselves. 

Tomorrow is another working day. I realise that working really make me to do non-study things. While earning some income, I can pull myself out from the stressful environment. 

For this coming exam, I never expect to get a full HD. Likes my previous semester, I want to do the best and never feel regret at all after that. If you feel regret, it means that you do not put in the max effort. 

Lets wait and see in July. Hopefully, not too bad if it does not appear to be too good. 

Come to Library in early morning

Waking up early in the morning is the best things in the world. You will realize you have a lot of time for the whole day.

I actually plan to do my revision in the library's lab. However, as you can see, I have ended with blogging a new post. 

Likes what I have said to Wick Kee, I start to miss Malaysia during the period before sitting for the exam. I own this attitude and I have strong desire of going back to Malaysia on the next day. 

I never feel that when I only stay back for working or taking summer course. It only happens in the official study semester. 

 

Samsung Galaxy S3 has been launched officially. I read through the product guide, however, I doubt whether the phone is really that intelligent as described. There is a new feature, called Smart Stay. The phone's front camere will just look into your eyes and know whether you are looking at it or not. If yes, it will turn on the display screen and get ready for your touch. It can be a strong competitor for iPhone. 

OK. I should give a start for my revision. If not, I will never complete what I planned for today. 

Just update my song collection with this song. Before this, I never know Blue can sing so well. I thought he is only good in acting. 

Likes Love: 眼神裡藏着倔强 受的苦誰都不講

I have said what I want to say

Library is closing soon at 8pm. There is another one hour to go. I have to complete at least half of my lecture topic.

I wonder whether there is still some readers for my blog because I ever not update it for a long period.

I start to get well. I start to put down what I ever hold tightly. Time is passed and you have to move on. Fulfilling your day with positive and happy matters is more meaningful. 

I am not feeling sad. I just feel lost. I regret. 

You always need some chips for your movie session

Chips must be served in a bowl. If not, I will finish the whole pack of it at once.

Exam is coming soon. Luckily, I am up to the revision of the last subjects. I believe that I still have some times to do another revision in order to ensure that I understand all the big areas.

Family members have gone back to Malaysia eventually. I start missing of having the breakfast in the early morning. I get used to rely on them when they are around me. But, I have to be independent when they are around to help me.  Internally, I am still a kid. 

I was watching MIB 2 last night, such a big and memorial movie since I watched it during young time. Will Smith's appearance is still the same as what I remembered.

I start to avoid something that I have no control over them. Let it be as I ever try to undertake correction. I am not determining who is right or wrong. The problem exists when people do not realise there is a problem. 

Give a smile to yourself and each other

I am waiting for the lovely supper prepared by my mum. She is going to cook some special noodles for us.

Ouch. I am getting fatter and fatter. I can sense that. Time to work out.