i stand in front of shower head. water is hitting my body. but i no feel anything. my brain thought the things that i have done to yuen and hurt her. make her angry . maike her upset and lastly make her feel disappointed. yuen. it is not your fault. in fact , i am not a car boyfriend. DNA of self-centered is moving inside my body. sometimes i no much care yuen feeling. that is my failure.
finally, i feel tired. i just sit on the floor. the shower head do not stop pouring water on me. the water droplets act likes a warning to me.my eyes focus on the floor simen. it is nothing special. my mentality flied to somewhere else. i no know. i just let my mind to be empty.
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