Regret

Maybe I was putting too much stress on you. I was expecting to archieve the same result as mind because I had judged you with my own standard. I am Sorry!

boring

**taken during Earth Hour at Starbucks, First World Hotel.

I am sitting inside starbuck, genting. Obviously, I have nothing to do other than blogging. I have found back my locker key. At the same time, my part time job have shortened to 6 days due to some unacceptable reasons. I can say that that is the result of my bad luck 

I am going to work for morning shift tomorrow at Padini. My shift time is started from 7.00 am until 4.00pm. Seriously, I need to wake up early tomorrow. Hopefully, I wont be late. ^^

If you are me, what will you do

This post is a emotional post. It is filled by sadness and depress.

My life is suck. I do not know what happeend to my life. Why a U turn road is set within my life. Melbourne. It is a dream for most of my friends. Everyone may think that I am so lucky. But, I am suffering now. I cannot make any decision which I think is right. I have to follow whatever he say. Maybe people say I am a childish guy. But, you can understand my feeling once your life is controlled fully by other people. I do not plan to do bad. Why WHy why. I cannot decide myself. I want to be independant when I have gone Melbourne. But, no one wants to believe me. I am weak. I am speechless. I am immature. I stuck in half way of the plan.

If time can go back, I promise that I wont choose to go Melbourne anymore. I prefer to study Unisa rather than RMIT because the life at Unisa surely much more comfortable. AH!!!!!!

My emotion is unstable today. During working, I walked in store room and took a deep breath. I was watching the white ceiling for a long time. I was asking myself. What am I doing here? I cannot get the exact answer.

JUst let me go . I want to go ..................................................

Unreachable

Urgently, I need more part time job. I desire to earn much more pocket money. But, nothing has gone smootly. Honestly, I feel like I am watching my targets from a far place. It is unreachable. The picture above shows my feeling. I am clear with what I want, but I cannot reach there nicely.

Hery Ang, You have to wake up and prepare everything for yourself. That is the only way. -.-"

三秒讓你笑出來

Loneliness

I was running alone on the machine. I did not speak. I did not smile. I was running to seek for something that can stop me immediately. But, I have found that the road does not has a end.

Waiting

I am waiting for my parents to come back from Jenjarom because I want to discuss with them about the flight tickets. Also, I want to ask for going Melbourne alone at first time. I want to settle down everything before they can come to visit me. So that, I have a place for them to stay overnight rather than stay at Hotel.

Honestly, I have many applications to go on. For instance, Visa, Flight ticket, Medical check, Tax file number and Australia Bank Account. I am feeling tired towards them. Never Mind. I have to take a deep breath first and everything will be done soon. Hope so.

I cannot wait to comfirm my deparature date to Melbourne. It is so important for me as a first step to move on.

I am going to work for another part time job at Carrefour, Klang. Obviously, I have to drive to there as early as possible. If I go late for the job, my salary will be lost RM 10. The additional RM10 depends on the punctuality. T.T Hopefully, I wont late for the coming 8 days.

I thinks that my job is much easier. I have to stand beside the products ( BOH's Tea) to promote them. Hehe** I can enjoy drinking them also. Lets me finish the remaining drinks sample. ^^V

Boh Tea's Product. ** not the one.

Unfortunately, I cannot find the figure of my promoting BOH Tea from internet because they are the latest products. They have been marketing for 2 months only.

Thinking

Many bad matters have passed by me. At least, I am feeling much more comfortable. At the same time, I realized that study does not become a habit for me anymore. Compare with last year, I do not touch any book currently.

Obviously, I am missing Yuen. But, I think that I can meet her most probably by this saturday. Haiz.

My tummy's muscles are so pain. I will feel pain seriously if I laugh. It is a misery. T.T

I need to sleep early tonight becaue I am going to gym tomorrow morning. Good Night everyone.

MEet Taylors's Friends at 17th April 2009. Dont forget to stay back at college.

You all must present, ok! hehe

FLying to Melbourne RM290

I am searching for the cheapest flight ticket to Melbourne. The lowest price that I have found is RM290. After the addition of tax and other fee, the total amount of payment should be around RM400 ++. BUT, that flight tickets are availabled before 20th of June. The deparature is slight different with my first plan. I had planned to go to Melbourne after 2oth of June.

For Malaysia Airlines, the total amount of payment is double higher than Airasia. If I buy Malaysia Airlines's flight ticket to Melbourne, It means that I can travel to Melbourne twice by purchasing Airasia's flight ticket.

I cannot handle it

I am sitting alone at my bedroom. I am thinking that the reason of taking the punishment from GOD. I did not do anything bad to others. WHY they want to treat me badly. It makes me feel curious now.

Nothing goes well in my life. My life is so unfortunate. I feel tired. I really tired.

I want my normal life back. I am demanding for happiness.

I am going to work later. At least, I need to put smile back to my face. No customer want to see that the people who serve them look unhappy. Hopefully, life can go much better.....

Words from the only heart

To Yuen,

I have realized that both of us are facing tension in this month. Many unwanted mattters was happening. It is undeniable that new life, new environment and new problems are surrounding us. Honestly, I want to say that they are nothing to me when you are with me. This is beacause putting your hand on my head and giving me a warm hug always calm me. Therefore, I feel so happy to be with you.

Maybe, I am not so perfect among guys. But, I just want to be the only one inside your heart even though the tag of " perfect" is not pasted on me. But, you always want me to be myself instead of giving pressure to me.

Because of my work, I have spent less time with you. I am feeling sorry about that. It is hard for me to take care of everythng in a short moment. haiz. In fact, I tries to reduce the financial burden of my dad. He is old enough and should do much lesser work in his time. So, I want to spend money which is earned by me without asking the pocket money from him.

I am going to lose my job. I feel that my supervisor want to fire me because she asked me the shocking question in the morning. She asked me whether I can leave Padini Authentics after this month. But, it is not because of my disciplinal problem. Our branch' sale always cannot hit the daily target sales. Therefore, I, as a part timer, is the best choice for sacrification to cut down the branch's cost. That is the reality of world. What to do? If I am such a thick-face person, I can stay at there and continue to work. But, it is a meaningless decision. I have promised to myself that I wont work at Padini anymore after this.

Relaxing Day

No much customers visit padini concept store. I was standing for whole working hours just now. In fact, I have nothing to do instead of standing with a pose. haha.

I am going to work for morning shift tomorrow. Yes. This is because customers can be seen only after 12 o clock. So, I am going to earn without provide any service before 12 o clock. hehe.

I am planning to go gym tomorrow before my working time (9.30am). Then, I can rest peacefully when I have finished work. GOOD IDEA.

Suprisingly, I have received a letter of comfirmation of enrolment from RMIT University. I have three important matters to settle before I can fly to melbourne.

a) Accomondation ( starts to find during 1 month before I go because there is no reservation)

b) Flight Ticket ( under searching for a cheap price)

c) Visa ( can be applied on May only)

Fish fish at SUNWAY PYRAMID

Yuen and me went to sunway pyramid. Suprisingly, there was a mini fish show at sunway pyramid. When we two have stood near to the fish jar, we started to take photo. Ki cap***

Some fishes look so cute. On the other hand, some fishes look so special and fantastic to us. For me, I like the mini clown fishes. They are so cute to me. haha. The last photo shows the physical look of the clown fish. Normally, people call them NEMO!

The photos below shows the food that we order.

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Tiring Life

I got to sleep at around 4 am. I cannot make myself fell into sleep. I had tried many times,but is a failure. Once I had closed my eyes, many images was flashing inside my mind. I cannot calm down myself. I felt that I still got many things to do and worry for.

I am planning to take some gym courses. I realized that I have been not doing sport for more 6 months after I stopped my dancing class. Anyone who is interested to go gym with me at Fitness First can give me a call. I need people to accompany me.

心願便利貼母子稀稀落落合唱版本

This kid felt so nervous. He kept on moving his body to calm down himself while singing.hahaha

Taking breakfast before a unavoidable work.

Photo** Curry inside the potatoes

I went to take my breakfast together with my little sister at Kim Gary. Currently, my little sister and me are left at home because my parents and eldest sister are enjoying the shopping at Shen Zhen, China.

Luckily, my little sister is at home because she can prepare every meal for me. Therefore, I do not need to eat alone at outisde. Also, my expenses can be reduced largely. YEAH!

I am going to Padini work later. Hopefully, today is a happy working day for me.

P/S: Remember to buy milk. No milk inside the refrigerator -.-"

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A day has passed

Today I drive to TBS again. I was doing the same stuff, going to programme office. I want to collect my whole sem transcripts. Unfortunately, I am informed that the graduation certificate is ready to be collected 1 day after the graduation ceremony. In this situation, it means that I have to drive to TBS for the second times. OMG.

In the same day, I go to ICHIBAN restaurant, sunway pyramid to have my brunch together with yuen. Both of us was talking non-stop because we have not been met for few days. I am kinda busy for working.

Photo*: The noodles which is ordered by Yuen

Nothing special to blog in this post. I am going to sleep. haiz. I am going to work for morning shift tomorrow.I want study life back. I do not want to work. Study is so much easier than work. Faint***

Great Sadness

I am going to leave Padini soon. Tomorrow I will go search for a new job. I want full time job at this time. Haiz.

I am so funny. Today is my 3th working day. Then, I need to leave from my job position. In fact, I still not yet learned fully the knowledge of being a promoter. FINE! I have known that this job is not suitable for me. I have tried many times, but I am so stupid in this job. I keep on making mistake. I hate myself.

Living in a rich family is so meaningless. He or she does not know anything. My colleague asked me whether folding clothes is my first time works just now. I felt so down. But, I just answered it with a smile of my face. Yes, I am. I know that he hurted me unintentionally.

Just end it. I want to end it.

Good luck tomorrow for searching a new job.

I break my promise

disappointment

I do not know what I am going to write in this post. In fact, i start to feel that promoter job is not suitable for me. Haiz. I will try my best. At least, I can work for 1 month at there.

First

Today is my first working day in Padini Authentics. Padinie is a hell. I need to stand for 8 hours everday. My legs is going to break into pieces. I kept on turning my legs, so that they can be felt comfortable.

Luckily, my colleagues are friendly. At least, they did not bully me during my first day working. They teached me everything, so that I wont make the mistake again in the future. Working as a promoter really got a lot of stuff to remember. My "memory card" is made in China. It cannot be functioned as well as normal people. I loathe to memorize important things.

Also, I have my own locker in Padini. I can throw in whatever things into the locker as long as the locker can be closed. YES!

The most unhappy matter is cannot bring or use the handphone at anytime, except break time.

Hopefully, tomorrow is a great day for me. I do not want to make any shameful mistake again. God Bless Me!!