想问她, 你过得好吗~真诚

我在一场电影里

看到了,有意思的这一句:

别为未来,而停止去爱一个人

做真心的自己, 

开心的时候就放开点笑, 

等到伤心的时候再大哭,

没什么大不了的~



没错,对自己真一点,才会对别人的真.

如果想爱一个人，就一定要相信童话故事

I found this phrase. For me, it is true. 

I believe you have found the one who love you the most. I feel happy of that and walk out from the dream.

Be a happy person to attend my graduation next week. I have to collect my gown and tickets for my family and friends. 

Everyone should find the way of comforting himself. Likes this: placing your hand on your heart and say it's okay. never mind. Then, hug yourself by placing your hand in a cross on your shoulder.

Found this romance song. I never leave you alone~

I never leave you alone | Muziboo

So tiring

am still busy preparing for the exam on both Monday and Tuesday paper.

I have taken two day off just to get myself ready for these two days.

Why there is a such things called exam !!!

I am not the right one for you, I knew

I knew that I am not the right one for you. But, I am human with feelings. I am not able to stop myself completely from caring about you.

Completing unlimited works in limited time

Sometimes, human must be placed in a critical situation before they can know how powerful they are. 

This is what I have learnt so far. The days to exam is less than a week and I have to absorb all the knowledge in the textbooks and lecture notes. 

I always come to the 24-hour lab to start my revision because I could not focus well at home. The study desk is too close to my bed. I rather lie down and fall into sleep. 

Exam! can you just pass by quickly.... 

Happy Graduation

I have just send a wish to you, Happy Graduation.

Everyone is graduating and I am going to have my own graduation soon. 

Let's work harder for our life because we have reached another stage of our life 

Brief update about what I am doing

I am back. I have been leaving from this blog for  a couple of months. Officially, my Master semester began and I had to catch up the syllabus every week. 

I am flying to Adelaide next week and I wish that I can complete the assignment before the trip. So that, when I am back, I have relatively lesser work to be followed up. 

I am busy working and studying at the same time. Earning money and studying should not be done at the same time. But, this is basically what I am doing. 

The purpose of doing a short trip is to visit my friends in Adelaide and put myself in a rest mode. I think that my life is nervous and stressful in Melbourne. Sometimes, you ever think that you want to leave the stressful environment for a short period and come back with a new oneself. 

I lower the expectation about everything because I do not want to feel disappointment. Others have their own way of doing things and of course, I have no right to stop them. Just let it be because it do not affect me.

I never want to explain to a person when you know that person is not interested in hearing anything from you. Maybe I could say something that the person want to hear all the time. Why I need to?

This is true. When the things has broken into pieces, you can stick it back into one. But, it is undeniable that the cracks are still existing inside your heart. 

A broken stone even you put it back. 

不再胡闹，不再忽视，我的感觉

She changes a lot compared to last time. She is turning into the one that I am looking for.

Times give me a joke. No matter how hard I work, she would not be the acceptable one for me. But, when seperation, she can be that one.

I do not plan for anything. But, I just want to be honest to my feeling. Lets move gradually. Never try, never know. 

I do not want to give up at the beginning.

Thanks guys for concerning about my birth

I have received several birthday wishes from people who is staying in Melbourne, Klang, Jenjarom and KL. Thanks for remembering my birthday and you all really bring fun to me although I always miss out your all birthday.

I did not make a long list for my birthday wish. I only wish everyone around me can stay happy and healthy. Life is full of challenges, but, I wish that you are able to overcome it. 

I am going back to Melbourne tomorrow. It is another starting of my study because I apply for Master program. Things will get tougher and thus, the life.

It is time to receive and face some changes. 

****

Ever, there was a person who made you to remember about her always

The school has changed the whole on-line system of student access. I doubt whether it is going to bring much more convenience to the student groups. 

I am waiting for the confirmation of the enrolment for the relevant subjects. Normally, it did not take too long to generate the documents, but, I do not receive it until now. Maybe is because of the transferring into Master program. 

I realise that Master students have to attend Saturday and Sunday's classes. Why school expect people to leave from the lovely bed and move to the school to attend classes. 

I have booked the return tickets to Melbourne and start to prepare myself for returning to study life. I think that I should work harder and be more serious because I do not own much lucks. I understand that always. 

*******

Notably, I turned into a hard person. Maybe I should not,but, I cannot control of myself. 

A night with mix of feelings

The reason is that the result of final semester is going to release tomorrow. Finally, I can know my result and get rid of the worry. 

I do not like to wait when you have a bad feeling towards the result. It does not taste good. 

Thanks, friends. I have received all of your 'pass guarantee'. I wish that I will not disappoint you as well as my family. 

Please give a end to my degree and let me start my Master studying smoothly. 

Please let my family is willing to attend my graduation ceremony in December. They are looking forward it. 

Lets wait for news at 7am later, either good or bad. 

I strongly wish that I can be this boy.

I stop complaining, and I start adapting to it

I looked back my history. It is wrong to count how much value I ever had and expect to have more than  that. 

I... I don't want to stuck in this stupid shit things.  Nothing works. 

I... have accepted who am I in other perspective. 

I... seek for a new turn which pulls me out from my current condition.

I... ever and no more going on for you.

Going online at Wai Po house

My mum is so cute.

She said:"Lets go, I bring you go Wai Po house play play".

Then, I answered:"Play what, I go there for chi-chatting. Still small meh....".

She laughed non stop and started to sing this song in front of me. This is a song so-called relating to Wai Po house visiting.

She is cute, isn't.

Sarawak Laksa.. New Taste

I have eaten Sarawak Laksa as a breakfast today. Yapi. Super delicious and tasty. 

I have hunted for the Kolo mee yesterday. If you come to Kuching, you really have to try the Kolo Mee. Unfortunately, I finished it within few minutes without taking picture of it. Sorry.

Today maybe we have a Karaoke session with a group of aunt. It can be fun. ^^

Kuching.. Miao Miao

I have come to Kuching, the place where I had been staying for more than 6 years in the past.

The life is slow,but, relaxing. Unlikes a common trip, you have to catch up the time and try to go as many places as you can. 

There are massive development in this place. I noticed many unfamiliar restaurants and shopping centres around the cat's city.

Will update another post with full of post if I remember to capture the pictures. For those who are sitting  the exam, all the best. We can celebrate the completion after the exam period. ^^

Waiting for the Lovely Flight

Finally, I dropped my stone-like luggage at the check-in counter. It was super duper heavy with 80% of lotion and chocolate.

I completed my final semester exam on last Friday. I really did a shit on the very last paper of accounting. I believe that I have no capabilities in answering the accounting question. I found my weakness in study. This is the first time for me who starts to predict whether I can get a Pass or otherwise, a failure.

Exam is at the corner

I come to Swanston Library in the afternoon because I cannot do the final revision on Management accounting without the textbook. All the tutorial questions are stated in the textbook for each chapter.

Likes my heading, exam is at the corner. My housemate and I are struggling and preparing for the exam. Of course, it does not mean there is zero entertainment. As usual, human still need something to relief themselves. 

Tomorrow is another working day. I realise that working really make me to do non-study things. While earning some income, I can pull myself out from the stressful environment. 

For this coming exam, I never expect to get a full HD. Likes my previous semester, I want to do the best and never feel regret at all after that. If you feel regret, it means that you do not put in the max effort. 

Lets wait and see in July. Hopefully, not too bad if it does not appear to be too good. 

Come to Library in early morning

Waking up early in the morning is the best things in the world. You will realize you have a lot of time for the whole day.

I actually plan to do my revision in the library's lab. However, as you can see, I have ended with blogging a new post. 

Likes what I have said to Wick Kee, I start to miss Malaysia during the period before sitting for the exam. I own this attitude and I have strong desire of going back to Malaysia on the next day. 

I never feel that when I only stay back for working or taking summer course. It only happens in the official study semester. 

 

Samsung Galaxy S3 has been launched officially. I read through the product guide, however, I doubt whether the phone is really that intelligent as described. There is a new feature, called Smart Stay. The phone's front camere will just look into your eyes and know whether you are looking at it or not. If yes, it will turn on the display screen and get ready for your touch. It can be a strong competitor for iPhone. 

OK. I should give a start for my revision. If not, I will never complete what I planned for today. 

Just update my song collection with this song. Before this, I never know Blue can sing so well. I thought he is only good in acting. 

Likes Love: 眼神裡藏着倔强 受的苦誰都不講

I have said what I want to say

Library is closing soon at 8pm. There is another one hour to go. I have to complete at least half of my lecture topic.

I wonder whether there is still some readers for my blog because I ever not update it for a long period.

I start to get well. I start to put down what I ever hold tightly. Time is passed and you have to move on. Fulfilling your day with positive and happy matters is more meaningful. 

I am not feeling sad. I just feel lost. I regret. 

You always need some chips for your movie session

Chips must be served in a bowl. If not, I will finish the whole pack of it at once.

Exam is coming soon. Luckily, I am up to the revision of the last subjects. I believe that I still have some times to do another revision in order to ensure that I understand all the big areas.

Family members have gone back to Malaysia eventually. I start missing of having the breakfast in the early morning. I get used to rely on them when they are around me. But, I have to be independent when they are around to help me.  Internally, I am still a kid. 

I was watching MIB 2 last night, such a big and memorial movie since I watched it during young time. Will Smith's appearance is still the same as what I remembered.

I start to avoid something that I have no control over them. Let it be as I ever try to undertake correction. I am not determining who is right or wrong. The problem exists when people do not realise there is a problem. 

Give a smile to yourself and each other

I am waiting for the lovely supper prepared by my mum. She is going to cook some special noodles for us.

Ouch. I am getting fatter and fatter. I can sense that. Time to work out. 

Family A Day

Mum's Best Cooking at Melbourne

Finally, this is my first wonderful home cook dinner at home after my family arrived.

I believe my mum really do a good job in cooking. She is a highly qualified housewife for Ang.

Mum's cooking is coming soon

Sometimes I feel likes cooking some meals which contain vegetable after I have taken a lot of oily food.

I wish that Friday can arrive immediately and I can meet my families ^^

Rescheduling the schedule

The schedule of revision is reschedule over and over again due to inability of meeting the daily revision. Sad.

Get Ready for FInal Exam

FInal exam is coming soon in less than a month. I should start revising the course and get ready myself. 

Life goes on as usual. No climate, No trough. Everything goes as smooth as it can.

I feel happy that Airasia is going to release free seating. I do not sure whether Melbourne will fall into the list or not since I concern about buying the ticket for going back to Malaysia on January. It could be a chance of saving money.

Actually, I felt proud that I can support myself financially. Other than the tuition fee and rental, I support all expense, such as food, telephone and internet service. I realise that you can be independent if you want to. Although there is no much money left over after subtracting all expense from my salaries, I strive to keep a small part of them as saving. 

WHY saving. First, you have money to be used if you want. Second, maybe you cannot understand how terrible a poor person can be in his life. I have learnt this since young and I still believe that it is true in the future.

I knew that few friends can support themselves and they stay outside of the family. I can say that the majority of people born before 1990 are more independent and able to take care of themselves properly without the cover of families. 

Of course, there is a trade off between study and work. But, if you are person who can manage your time pretty well, there is nothing impossible. 

过了有效期，我已经不被等待。

When you know more about yourself, you may not be able to accept

Surprisingly, I have my result back today even I attempted the test paper yesterday. There is little students in my class, so the lecturer can finish marking all test paper in a short time.

Not surprise, Not a good mark as I expected. I always have a good guess on my tests' results every time after I attempted them. 

I can say: " a fall down is better than a fall later". I still have time to make the adjustment.

Sorry Friends. I feel depress about my performance, losing myself. 

It is difficult to change even you have tried to. You can leave your natural weakness since born. 

Forcing youself to go beyond what you are capable is really something you have to challenge. 

I am a complete one

Come to a day, I have done all assessment for my current semester. What I have to do next is to sit for the final exam in this coming June. 

The feeling of freedom, boring and excitement are surrounding me. 

Freedom because I have done.

Boring because I have nothing else to do other than preparing for final exam

Excitement because my lovely holiday is going to arrive

Luckily, I tend to fill up my time with some working shifts. I always wait for the day of working because I think it is much more interesting and lively compare to the bunch of lecture slides. At least, I am facing a real human in front of me, not thousand of words.

By the way, I will be having the last Slams session in next week for this semester. There are students coming in to ask for help still, however, their questions can be challenging and thoughtful for me. 

I did not do well for my very last time. Most probably, I might disappoint myself. I am waiting for the bad news which is going to arrive in a week. 

I am going to meet up with my family soon because they are coming to Melbourne in a week. I feel so exciting of bring them to go around Melbourne. Hopefully, they like Melbourne. 

I ever think of her. It is undeniable that no matter how, she still occupy part of my mind. She is important.

Happy Birthday Red Ang

Sis, Happy Birthday. Wishing that you can live happy and face good at the age of 24. wahhahaha..

I am going to meet you all soon next week in Melbourne. Don't worry. I will try to plan some good destination and bring you all go. Hope you enjoy it very much.

As usual, I always not in Melbourne at this time. I will compensate you when you come to Melbourne.

Again, Happy Birthday ^^

Using Window Live Writer to write a post on blog

Actually, I used to write a post using Window Live Writer because I found it easier to upload a bunch of pictures and video. Also, there are more options for the font and theme you want to use. However, I did not install it every time after I restored the computer due to some bugs and system lagging.

Music really influence me a lot in my life. I always want to listen to some songs to give me idea of writing a post. If not, you will notice that my post will be getting shorter and shorter. Emotional songs are my favourite. Maybe I have the tendency to go on self-torturing.

Yapi, My final exam time table has released and I only sit for exam in week 2 of June. Actually, it is a right timing for me because I sitll has time to do my preparation after my family has gone back to Malaysia. Yup.  They are coming soon to Melbourne to visit me and has a short trip. I have planned  some activities for them and made the reservation for the apartment in Mornington.

 

 

為愛付出瘋狂 為夢受一點傷

Cannot be serious in studying

Seriously, the cold weather always make me to feel sleep all the time. I rather want to go to bed and give up to revise the course works. 

I had a nice dinner at Grill 66 in Dockland. Also, I met my housemate's hometown friends and they are so sociable. They make me thinking of my hometown friends in Jenjarom. When you are in front of the friends who you have known for more than 6 years, you will not cover everything from them, including your bad. Sharing is still the golden bridge to maintain the friendship. When your friends know you more, you can get closer with them.

I want to say good luck to Chia Lynn who just started her part time job in Subang. Actually, I do not think she need to earn pocket money for herself, but, she want to gain more working experience and kill out his free time from being wasted. It is a good sign.

I start to have or I should have that feeling

I do not understand the real reason of contributing to today's situation. I actually feel strange to the environment, particularly the people around me. I think I have wrong understanding about who they are.

The world is fair. Only people who has capability will receive the appreciation. This is true always in my experience and thereby, motivating to reach the maximum capability or even go beyond it.

I really feel I am the only person in a  very silent world. I could not hear anyone like a deaf and am not able to see anything likes a blind person. When you own a eye sight, it does not necessary mean that you can see everything clearly.

我在工作之間流浪, 忙碌给我冷静和理智

Life can has a lot of variables

Officially, I am not able to get into Monash University due to some ridiculous reason: the application has been closed for July intake. I applied it on early March. Again, it prove that an excellent result does not imply anything,to the most, it just show how well you memorise the stuff. 

What to do. I still have to move on to study Master and I have to change my direction  from where I planned to go previously. At the end, I decided to stay in RMIT to do my Master program because I believe that I will get less trouble compared to getting into a new University with an identity of new student. 

I have completed several assignments and tests. The study has come to Mid Semester and Easter break is going to fall on next week. Yahoo! Holiday.

Boss is going to treat my colleagues an me with a premium buffet at a newly open  restaurant next week. I want to hunt for some oysters and king fish. ^^ Thanks Boss. 

By the way, I have quit from the job in Hanaichi because I realised that I am not able to cope with 3 jobs at the same time. Two jobs is enough for me without affecting my study.

How the life in Malaysia. I wonder what everyone is doing there. 

From a person in Melbourne

 

First Week in University

I am back to working life and have started my study in University as well. 

Unfortunately, I met a lecture who did not allow me to go in any groups for the assignment. He was the one who changed the course structure at last minute, making 3 individual assignments into a big group assignment. I doubt about the reason of making these changes because there were only 10 students who enrolled  into this course. No matter how, I have dropped this subjects and enrolled into another subjects because I understand that this lecture will never give me great marks. I do not think he is a fair lecture who will put his emotion aside. 

I never feel boring now because I have a good housemate at home. At least, the house has someone other than me and the environment is not too silent. A great matter and thus, I always like to stay with someone instead of living in a studio apartment. 

I noticed that there is a lot of revision to be done each week. I really hope that I can perform well in this final semester. It is considered the last coursework in RMIT University before I can transfer to Monash University. 

Double Master or Master with double major. Heachache. I have not make the decision yet on the type of Master program in the consideration of the program duration. 1 year or 1.5 years or 2 years. 

I am Back to Melbourne Again

Finally, I am back again. If I am not back yet, I might not want to come back here. Malaysia's life is so enjoyable and comfortable for me.

I really gain a lot from this journey to Malaysia. Something good something bad. Something get misunderstood, something get understood. You know what. Sometimes, the situation will go out of your control because you never know what is the consequence of one people's act to other, which seriously affect what you intend to do and think at first. Hopefully, this matter can go back to the right track as I never mean that. 

Piu~ I am printing out my very first lecture notes for the lecture tomorrow. I want to make sure that I will not fall into sleep after being not attend lectures for 4 months. 

A short update should be enough for today. At least, it reflects my main purpose of writing this post. See ya, friends in Melbourne ^^

I have finished my very first assignment for my summer course

I just done everything. I woke up 7 in the morning in order to finalise the assignment and able to post it to the website. Phew ~

I start to miss Malaysia because I am too lonely in Melbourne. I repeat doing the same thing everyday without any color. Apparently, I think the life is black and white at here.

I have to go through another one month before I can depart to Malaysia. At that time, I think I will start to have the feeling of holiday because I do not have any commitment anymore.

Just wait and work hard now. This is what I can do right now.