i feel happy...

i feel happy today because you made me happy.even i cannot meet you, but we chi chatting through sms .lucky , the tutor no kill me. but i tried my best to finish the work and continue to sms with you.

today i know my malaysian studies result, it is damn bad. 13.2 over 20. but , many people fail. it indicated that many people no like malaysian studies. i will read until vomit when studying malaysian studies. it kills me. i wish that i wont retake it and pass it in the final.

u zhing blog talk about baby.for me, i very very like baby. they are so CUTE. i pull a baby's face hardly but no making them cry. Their face are so elastic and soft. i like to touch that. baby always watches stranger with a innocent eyes. it causes me to pull their face more. even i like baby, but i no want to born it yet.u know why. when babies cried, it can burst your ears. i think that i will slap hard hard instead of pulling their face.

no concentrate...

i woke up early today.after 30 minute for bathing, i left the house and drove to college. lucky, there was not traffic jam on the highway. when i reached college, i parked my car that near to tbs.accidently, i press the oil and the car just go forward. my car tyre bang with the roadside. fortubnately, my car is higher than the road side. if not , my car bumper surely crash with the roadside. at that time, i will going to be killed by my mother.

유감스러운소녀 만드십시오당신외침

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性
小学篱笆旁的等待的心
是记忆里有味道的风景
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性
一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

girl....u happy..i satisfy

Clean aNd niCe staRbuCk bAr





online freely at here..this is a reason why people like to come starbucks




Capuccino ..nice drinks.but make me hard to sleep during night T.T


yesterday is your 18th birthday. i sure that you have fun with your friend. the only regret is i am not beside you to sing birthday song to you. but your friends have entertainment you. i want to say thanks to them because they brought happiness to you.

currently i am blogging at star buck of aeon jusco. today many people shopping in this shopping mall.because of the voucher from zhing, i just think want to come here..hehe..thanks zhing. give me a free starbuck beverage voucher.hope she will give me one more in the future.haha.if she has extra.

something between us

ya. i will like to answer you. i felt that there is somethings between us . it causes us to move further from each other.i no know how to explain it. it just a strong feeling that make me uncomfortable.maybe is me myself think too much.

i feel happy because i have sent you the mms. i tried to make it more interesting to say happy birthday to you.but no get scare by my voice.hehe

until now, i still feel regret with everything that i done.especially today 23th of may. it is a special day for me. actually i should have fun in this day. but everything
turns its direction. fun ==>sad

i am waiting for your message.if you read this blog, pls send me a messae.soli , girls. in fact, i no want to inufluence your mood by today.soli

last day can see cute cute mr ang in tutorial class

mr ang. refers to our economy lecturer , but not me. even though we have the same surname.this blog will be full of his "handsome" face that only mention by himself

is a pain that cannot message you

have u alone enough?can i come in? many question emerged in my mind.

today at school. busy doing my economy assignment. we all discuss in the class room at sixth floor. lucky no people have their class there.team work is important and useful because it help us get all the answer in one hour.we tried to ask mr ang about our work, but it seen like he could not tell us our answer is right or not...

i feel moody today.my heart feel like empty . because i lose contact from you.

after calss, i need rush to cup cake shop to interview with the manager. i represented my class to ask for sponsor. hope evrythings is going well.

i just keep you alone

i am waiting for your reply message.wait and wait. my phone ring up. i took up my pho and read the message. it is sent from you. i felt happy and open the message quickly.this is a last message that i can chi chat with you. you want to keep yourself alone. i have to leave our conservation so far.even i no want, but i have no choice.

after leave down my phone, i lay on bed and thinking....i have no responsibility or right to request to continue sms with you... it made my mood down.

as long as u are ok , i am fine. even whole world human unable to celebrate your birthday, i am the only who want to celebrate with you. seeing you blowing cake is a part of my happiness..but i know that i have no chance to look for it.






today ms nurleena wanted us to wear formal clothe during exhibition.it make me panic. i tried it before. my appearance wearing formal feel like a old man CEO. T.T

i no familiar with that type of wearing...

bored and waiting for next class

my friends all go attend the korean language lesson. only me one people no dare to go because i no want to make my tongue suffer.today is a moody day. fortunately, i did not late and attend all the lecture and tutorial class. but today i keep on making mistake while doing bma question. maybe i did not concentrate. my mind stay blur while lecture is going on. but i tried my best to hear what ms harpaljit said.

i come m floor.just hope can meet you here. now is different . when we meet , i can said hi loudly to you. but unlucky , i no meet you. class is going to start soon. OMG i left my english file at home.ms nurleen will kill me T.T

haha..but no worry. ms nurleena will forgive me. because we are friend.hehe..

it is important to keep a good relationship with all lecturer and tutor because they are the one who educates us.

blue berry cheese cake

this blue berry cheese cake is really valuable to me. inside the cheese cake, is full of sweet memory likes the blue berry.yuan....we ever have the time to blow the cake. laugh together. singing birthday song. i always keep it in my heart. it is my own non current assets. the useful life for it is forever. it is only belong to me.there is no depreciation occur.

yuan.your 18th birthday. i cannot celebrate with u together likes last year. this is your birthday cake from me. i am here to sing a birthday song.

happy birthday to you...happy birthday to you..happy birthday to yuan..happy birthday to you T.T

yuan...stay smile. zai here no dare to see you sad. i feel heart pain about that. even i no beside you. please take care yourself.

for you to you and love you

i feel happy and satisfy when u go out with me who are a bad guy.thanks ya. through the day, i feel relax and telling you my doubt.thus, u gave me a satisfy answer. many things cannot be forced. i no want to force you do the things that will bring you problem. as long as u stay happy, i feel happy.


put more effort in your BMA. i know that you can do well tomorrow.jia you ^^

i no know what to do next...but i know i have done the starting

i message you and request to meet you tomorrow. i feel suprise and excited when read your reply message..you have accept my invitation. i really no know what to do next ..but i have done the good start..thx ya.

i knew and understood that

people asked me that why still want to give u a birthday gift even though we are not going to meet each other. i have no answer. as long as it can make u happier, i satisfy. six month ago, we are couple. six month later , we have no relationship. no more couple. no more friend. i start to regret about the decision that i made. conversely, that decision makes us grow more mature. currently , i no wish anything will happen between us. i just hope that you can accept my gift when i am passing to you. thanks, pinky fairy

sing k ...really fun yesterday

yesterday we all go sunway pyramid sing k after school. it is damn funny and happy. even though the room is not big enough to fit us , but we all have a good memory at there.the happiest matter is one couple 'BORN' yesterday.i will show u all that couple photo that we take yesterday.Please refer to photo 1.wish them couple forever.
*u zhing dont kill me .

everyone sing very well yesterday except me. xuan xuan voice very nice and was attracting everyone. nobody expected that she would sing so well. in fact , she hid her
good ability in singing.haha. fedrick also did a good job in singing.i think nobody heard him sing before. even though he cannot speak chinese well, but he able to sing it because he memorize all the chinese words. haha..

an ffk us lo because she wanted to fetch her friend back home.never mind . i forgive u .

after sing k , we have a good dinner at gas online restaurant. i no ever go there before. the environment was very nice and comfortable. the theme of the restaurant is pirate . so u can see the waiter wearing pirate clothe and we all sitting inside the pirate ship.

photo 1

i admit that i still concern about you

once you appear in front of me , everything becomes unstable. it is not your fault . it is my mentality problem. why it happaned upon me. i always can find out you in the group of stranger . i can notice you even i close my eyes. i tried to look for you but i turned my head quickly so that it wont be notice by you. i did the rubbish and meaningless things.haiz..my heart beat is fast when somethings related to you appear in front of me . i am not no purposely to do that. everything come suddenly. i can't even handle it well. i no want to contact or talk to you , because i scare i cannot control myself from loving you.