had a bad dream

i just wake up from sleeping. i knew that i had had a bad dream. but i forget what the dream it is . i am planning what to eat for my breakfast. but seen like all of my family member no yet wake up. erm.....it related to yuen.



i am so miss yuen. i have already not see her for a few day. hug hug.....



i have nothing much to say. good luck everyone

over spending

my father scolded me indirectly. he complained to my sister that i had spended many money. sorry dad. starting from now, i will try my best to stop over spending. reduce entertainment activitiy.



i knew that i had spended alot on clothe stuff. i kept on buying things. beside that , i also ate alot. i can take two or three meal in the morning. that why my expenditure for a day is so high

my TBF first sem result

the tenth post

this post will the tenth one. i feel happy with what i do. my purpose is just want to make yuen feel touch on it.hehe. i hide all the post since last day. i do not click publish post button even i finished write the post.hehe.



love you yuen. what i do now is just want to make you happy ^^

missing baby yuen

guy feels lonely when no one else beside them
Guy feels himself bad when his girl friend feels sad
Guy will only show their sadness when it reach maximum level
Guy not dare to let his girl friend worry about him.but he dare to take every aspect of girl friend

Yuen.love you

photoscape again...photo with friend..

yuen result out

yuen. i accidently access to portal and know that your final exam resulf for sem 2 has been out. i try to find your result in the list of more than 100 students ID. lastly, i find you. thanks god, you pass all subject. but at the same time, i feel abit disappointed. because the result no so good. but i know yuen has try the best in answering the question. yuen, never mind. got me right, i will study hard hard and take care of you. love you yuen. do not be sad of your result because it became the story already. love you

"toruble"

"trouble" mean unwanted stuff.yuen is not unwanted stuff to me.



yuen, i know and i undestand . i have not bvring the safe feeling to u . thats why cause you have this kind of feeling and thoughts. i still think our relationship is stable already. but i am wrong.



if...if yuen is the trouble , i dare to take this trouble because i do not suffer in that.



today i eat my breakfast at old town again. no know why. i have no much things that talk with my friends. no playful mood. my mind keep on thinking trouble this word.



my friends they all are laughing and smilling to each other. i have nothing to say much more to them.somemore order wrong food. prawn mee become lum mee. it tastes bad.



zhing and wil are sweet and hug again.. they are sitting beside me. i feel jealous and admire on them. at here, i am not requesting anything. i just want to be happier. this is why more important compare to others , isn't it.



life is that amazing and thats why i feel happy when passing through our life.



i no ever think that i will be back to your side after breaking up with you since last year. but i know that i still miss you. thats why i come back and find you.



A man travels at outside and get back home to find things they want

sing k with a kent lo ^^

i receive a message from my best friend , a kent in the early morning. he ask me to go out with him after school class. due to the reason of my class end at 1, i promise to him that i will hang out with him.hehe. yeah. can sing k later. i love to sing k. especially with him. because he is a joker for me. not the joker inside dark knight movie, but is the joker who act and talk funny in front of me.



once i meet him at aeon jusco, i get shock. he wore a pair slipper together with the black long jean. can u imagine the combination. whatever. that one is his style. afte that, we enter green box and sing loudly for nearly 3 hour at there.



so happy when he praise me my singing voice improve. i feel happy to hear that. because why. i love to sing









back to yuen :



when singing k, no much time sms yuen .let yuen to be alone at home. quite worry when she tell me that maybe got some stranger enter her house. i feel nervous at that time. but eventually , just a door bang sound. maybe is blow by the strong wind.



yuen, i love you forever

happy and excited O.O

photoscape ^^

right......i am missing you

today i wake up late. maybe is because i did not sleep well last night. i wake up at 7.30 am. my accounting lecture will start at 8. i rush to taking bath. drive my little swift at 140 km per hour. so that i wont get stuck in the traffic jam. fortunately, i reached tbs at 8 exactly..yeah ^^



thanks for your reply message. i feel happy when i read that. i know my fault make you no sleep well. i will try my best to let you sleep well for every night . love yuen ^^

i taking a long shower

i stand in front of shower head. water is hitting my body. but i no feel anything. my brain thought the things that i have done to yuen and hurt her. make her angry . maike her upset and lastly make her feel disappointed. yuen. it is not your fault. in fact , i am not a car boyfriend. DNA of self-centered is moving inside my body. sometimes i no much care yuen feeling. that is my failure.

finally, i feel tired. i just sit on the floor. the shower head do not stop pouring water on me. the water droplets act likes a warning to me.my eyes focus on the floor simen. it is nothing special. my mentality flied to somewhere else. i no know. i just let my mind to be empty.

temporarily stop blogging at here

i did something wrong. hurt someone. sorry to them. i keep on saying sorry this word. it make me detest myself. i wont blogging anymore until i really find a way to solve my own problem. last sorry again.........

"sex" and the city 18PL

i just watch a nice and meaningful movie with yuen. named sex and the city. i just want to say that many scenes have been cut out. this because the rule of malaysia. prohibit sex image or video in public.

wat i interest not fully the "sex" word. but the forgiveness from the girls to the guys who they love. in the movie, word of sorry keeps on repeating inside my ear. this happened when the guy did wrong things. i believe that every guy only have the chance to make one time mistake after they married. because no one is perfect. if they repeats their mistakes, that is no more accident.

girls should learn to forgive the guy because they still love them. do not put yourself in sadness due to respect and face issue.

i have make a mistake to yuen in the past. so i have no more excuse in the future. right , yuen?

i will stop blogging at here. want to take a comfortable bath and lie on my bed until tomorrow 6. hope that i wont oversleep.see u guys in college tomorrow.

Ever yours , ever mine , ever our