Saturday, May 23, 2009

Yuen's birthday Wish

Unfortunately, I am unable to pass to you the birthday gift with a delightful expression. Thanks you for supporting and staying beside me until now. I appreciate our relationship no matter what happened between us.

Since March, I start to work. I had planned to buy the phone Nokia 5580 for you at the early time. From March until now, Zai always hear a lot of scolding and complaints from yuen.At here, zai want to say sorry to yuen because I had sacrified a lot fo time which can be spent with you. But, zai does not want to say anything about the birthday gift before your birthday. This is because I want to give a memorable suprise to yuen. I always know yuen love suprises.

When you were complaining to me, I just want to be quiet.
When you felt angry about me, I just want to calm you down before calming down my personal emotion.
When you felt sad about my attitude, I just want to say sorry to you other than the thousand of words.

During working, I ever felt depress and sad. But, i seldom expressed them in front of yuen. I did not want to make yuen worry about me. At that time, yuen should concentrate more in your study. I did not want to be a stone for your future.

Works really made me tired. I ever cry in the store room while I was arranging the stock. I look at the ceiling and ask myself what am I doing here. I got the answer. I love yuen. Thats why I am here. I am too soft. I cannot stand with the hard work. Guys might think that I am girly guy. When you are working, you will understand my feeling.

I had to put down everything and served customer. Whatever happened to me is alright as long as I put a big smile on my face in front of customers. I was scolded or bully by the senior. But, I must be kind with them even though I am sad. Not what you want will become what you can get. I hide inside the heart and bring them to pass through my time. No one can be said. No one can be shared with. I start to undestand that the process of earning money from other people is so much harder.

I have accepted every unfortunate matters which are experienced. My life filled up with a lot of punishment and unfair. I admit that I did not do anything seriously wrong that can hurt other people. I start to think about the reason of God treats me like that.

Polar Bear's tears start to flow down from eyes. He is feeling sad. But, he still have to go through the remaining life with a positive mind.

A lot of problems are seem by me. I have nothing to do. Hopefully, none of my friends and family members are hurted.

Kind and helpful really make a person to feel lucky. Sorry. It is wrong. Therefore, I am feeling helpless now.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

My modem is fixed


My modem has been replaced with a new one. Seriously, the problem of disconnection was caused by the old modem. It failed to connect the streamyx line (DSL) or disconnect frequently even it had connected. Maybe it is hit by the thunder during heavy rain.
Do you know the location of the modem from these pictures

WHere?It is here. It is located inside a hidden cupboard.

My new modem is connected with lots of cables. ^^V

I have many heart's words to vomit out. But, now is not the right time yet. Miss you <3>

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Free

I am so free now because I have nothing to do other than staying at home. I am going to gym later in order to fulfill my free time.
Today is Tuesday. I cannot wait to celebrate Yuen's birthday. Love yuen ^^V

Saturday, May 16, 2009









I went to Black Canyon restaurant with my sister just now. The food there is not bad for me. Also, my sister also praise that the dumplings are delicious. The photo above showed the meal that we took for our brunch.
I was dicussing with my little sister about the relationship. I asked her to choose a boyfriend who has a stable work and treat her nicely. The most important is the guy must know to communicate with our family members. As a parents, no one want pass the responsibilities of taking care their daughter to a guy who is lazy and not responsible. Parents always have their own reason if they dislike their daughter's boyfriends.
Time runs so fast. I am going to Melbourne after one month. I miss the life here. I miss the people here. I miss Yuen here.
When I have reached Melbourne, I need to face everything by myself. I must learn to handle the stress. I am the person who always give stress to myself. Hopefully, my hair is stil there after 4 years.
I want to be succeed. I want to be rich. I want to be a intelligent person.
I always have a phrase inside my mind. People respect you when you are rich only. But, I still hate people who call me as rich people's son

Say Goodbye to Padini

Officially, I have left Padini Concept Store. 15th of May was the last working day.I am so free to be at home. I do not need to wake up early for working. I do not need to rush to Jusco with a speedy driving. I do not need to take my meals in a rush. Everything is started to slow down. Eventually, I am feeling relax.

I am going to pass back my uniform to my senior in order to avoid the penalties

I have accepts the job of Mystery Shopper. But, I hope that I can do it well. It shouldbe a light job for me. Hope so.

Friday, May 15, 2009

My lovely mum has bought one cute and shiny clothes for her lovely dog. I noticed that Chihuahua likes to wear clothe rather than naked. According to the dog website, I am told that Chihuahua is fear of cold, but they can stand for hot environment.

When I have reached home, it shows cat walk in front of me. Maybe it want to show off his new clothe. Definitely, I will buy the new clothes for it if I have found.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

J card Day = Tiring Day


Today is the second day for the J card member day. I was feeling super duper tired last night. A lot of aunts and uncles came to Padini to do some purchase due to the attraction of sales. I was folding the clothe for whole night until the pair of my hands is going to break into pieces.

Hopefully, there are no much customers come today. The works have caused me to suffer. Tomorrow is the day for me to resign from the working position. After friday, I do not need to work anymore. YES!!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Cheap Cheap Cheap


I am arranging the stock for display because tomorrow is J card day. Lots of sales have started to undergo. I am looking for that ^^

Before J card day, I have reserved a bag from seed. Due to the seventy percent less, I decide to take out money from my wallet and make the payment. RM139 >>> RM41.70. Can you imagine the difference between these two prices? It means that I can save up to nearly RM100. My supervisor and another customer take one also. It means that the bags are out of stock already.

Due to the size of the bag, I can use it to pack some clothes when I go travelling. In additional, I can keep my laptop inside the bag because the bag has the big space.


Sunday, May 10, 2009

New pet & New hair style

I went to Monsoon in order to cut my hair. I told to the director that I want to change to a new hair style because I have felt bored towards the current hair style. Then, she cut my hair until like this. It is so short.Hopefully, my hair will look much nicer after few weeks


A new dog has came to my house.

Name: 娃娃
Nickname: Big eyes or " duo mah" in hokkien
Dog type: Chihuahua
Gender: Female ( not sure)
Age: 5 months baby

According to my eldest sister, it is going to replace my position in the family after I have gone to Melbourne. T.T

I can bully it non-stop.

Super Unfortunate Day

I think that my luck was used up fully by me. Therefore, I am facing a lot of difficulty currently. 

I am asking for more job during weekend. But, I have met the supervisor who is not responsible. At first, I was told that I should stand inside the supermarket to promote the Wall's Ice Cream. But, it ended with standing at the entrance of shopping mall in the sun. Obviously, that is different from the agreement between me and my supervisor. I decided to give up the job and went back home. This is because my supervisor told me to follow whatever order from client when I tried to make a call to her. 

Seriously, the salary still remain the same: 70 per day. I am not the first timer to work this kind of job. If part timer need to work in the sun, the salary should be up to RM120 per day. The price for it is different from the part timers who work inside the supermarket.

I am trying to be serious in working. Before someone called me to stand outside, I was recording all the prices of each ice cream on a piece of paper. This is because Jusco staffs have not put the price tag on them. But, I am treated by the unfaithful acts. I loathed to this kind of changes which did not mention at the early time. 

I feel tiring.....

I always think about the reason of getting the punishments from god even I do not do anything wrong. But, I still cannot find out the answer until now.  Now, the matter I can do is making myself to be ready to go Melbourne for further study. Thats all. I do not think that I want to work anymore after I have resigned from the position at Padini Concept Store.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Deparature Date HAS COMFIRMED

I have comfirmed my deparature day to Melbourne. It is fallen on Saturday, 20 th of June.
So, when are we going to hang out?

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Term of Rich People

Seriously, I dont like people to call me as rich people. This term really make me to feel irritating. I DONT LIKE this term. Some colleagues keep on saying it to me after they had known that I am RMIT student who are going to study at Melbourne for 4 years. What can I do after that? A smile. A big smile. It used to cover my real emotion.

Many people have put the term of Rich People on the RMIT. Starting from now, I will not tell anyone about my degree course and school brand. In fact, I should feel proud of it. But, the anger and depression are more than the proudness.

GUYS AND GIRL.
I am not rich people. The life that I have now is given by my lovely father. I am relying on him in many aspect, such as finance, family love and education.

Just end it. Please make this term disappear from my life. I dont ever want to hear it anymore, PLS.

Maybank is not Real Maybank

I have received an email from Maybank. Luckily, I did not click and log in my account by using the link which is provided inside the email. I think that someone might want to hack my Maybank account.

To ensure the status of my account is active, I have tried to log in my online banking account by typing the original website into the url bar. ( www.maybank2u.com.my). At last, I find out that my account does not has any problem and it operates smoothly.

This is the important message for people who own the online banking account. Please pay attention to this email and avoid yourself from entering any unknown website through this email.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

AM I RIGHT

I am feeling tired towards the job and the life. Just let me out of these.

Monday, May 4, 2009