It is a past memory and I miss it

There are so many unhappy matters in a days. Everything is ended. I do not hope for that. Haiz. Anyway, It is a past memory and I really miss it a lot, especially when I am alone.

I do not know whether she hate me or not. But, I just want to tell her I ever love her so much.

I miss the time with her. I miss the time with her family. I miss the time when she was with my family.

All these are very good memories for my life. Even thought it is sad at the end, but I always appreciate those times.

Family is worrying about me. They always call me and make sure I am fine at here. Ya, I always tell them I am alright. I can take all of these. In fact, It is not easy.

Even though my heart is sad, but, I still need to move on my study. Time will never stop because of my bad feeling. Exam is coming in few weeks. I need to catch up everything.

If I am unable to give you happiness, I have no right to love you anymore because I never ask for your tears instead of smile.

Sad Song From Korean Drama- Iris.

Please do not cry when you hear this song. It is a beautiful sad song. I always prefer to hear this kind of song. being pessimistic. T.T

Showing some pictures.

Pictures below are my dinners. ^^

Taken from my cousin, Annie Ang's facebook. So cuteeee....I would like to press his here and there. ^^

This picture was so dramtic. hahaha

Starting a new life

Everything goes good nowadays. At least, I am satisfied with it.

Hail Storm in Melbourne yesterday

I was at Queen Victoria Market when the hail happened. At that time, my friends and I were crossing the road. Suddenly, we heard the noise of " ding dong" because there were many ice cubes hit the surface of the cars. Everything was just happened like what you can see in a movie of 2012.

The city road went into flood immediately due to a heavy rain. The rain water brought away many shop plats. Also, my friend'shoe was almost brought away too. Fortunately, my friend's mum caught it using her legs. While we were running on the walking street to avoid our feet from cold rain water, a staff from a shop there open the door to let all of us entered. At that time, I just knew that Australians was so helpful in giving people a hand, in particular, in an emergency.

My leg was shoot by the ice cube and thus, there was a wound on my legs. I think that I was fortunate enough already. Many local's leg had many wounds.

I really really get frustrated by Commercial Law

I attended the lecture of Commercial Law. Obviously, the lecturer was sharing about his own experience in the court. He is making me to feel boring and snored all the time during lecture. This course is really put you in the same situation as History during secondary school. You are asked to study something that you do not like, but you have to. Damn...

I am doing the revision in the library. Hence, I notice about the difficulty of this course going to be in the final exam even though it is open book exam. GOD HELPS ME.......


Life is just like that. You have to do something that you do not want because a person has decided for you. One things you could do is moving on your life.

I hope that I can throw the book to outside of the window and forget all about this. A freaking subject.

RMIT city campus map

I found this from Google. In case you cannot locate the building, you can refer to this simple map The digits in the map refer to the building number.

I start to feel tired of this

I am feeling sick now. I am so sick. I vomited in the early morning after I ended the call with Chia Lynn. haha. I need to make everyone clear that the reason of vomiting is not because of Chia Lynn's voice.

Now, I am cooking porridge. Do you know there are few things you will not tell your parents when you have stayed at outside? Your illness is one of them unless it is too serious. The purpose is to avoid them from worrying you because I am 20 years old. I do not think that I want to do these again. As I was sick, I said: Ma, I felt sick now~~~. Mum said: I will bring you go visit doctor. You ate these, but not ate these. The only things that you can do is taking care yourself properly.

I am going to start my first class tomorrow. It is an afternoon class. But, I need to wake up in the early morning to send the text book to a student in school. He is interested to buy my last semester's text book.

Damn...I feel like vomiting again. Gtg.... 0.O

Raining Day

Melbourne's life was just like that. I have to hunt the groceries from Asian Shop today. If not, I got nothing to cook for my dinner.

Unfortunately, there was a sudden rain when I almost reached the shop. I needed to speed up my legs to reach the entrance before my body got wet.

I am typing some details of the text books because I am going to sell all of them. The text book was very expensive. I hope that they can be sold out as soon as possible because I need the money to buy second text book.

I am here already

I have came back to Melbourne. Now, I am blogging inside my studio room. Luckily, there were no cockroach or lizard, running around my house after I opened the door. This was because I had left my studio for 4 months.

Now, many tutorial classes are not more available. It is the first time for me to hear about this. So, the new international student need to send the request for asking more classes. Luckily, I am not more the new student. If not, I will be in the trouble also.

Hopefully, this is a very enjoyable semester. But, I think that its probability will be very low. T.T

I start to realize many things that I never know before. Sad...

Guys. I just know how bad am I? I really feel very bad.haiz...

My elder tell me many things, especially the important of a person's attitude. I really feel bad because I never notice that. I think too slow until I could not find out a real way to solve the problem.

One person's changing is not enough to improve a relationship. Both parties have to work hard together to upgrade ourself. That is the key point I think. I did not expect anything from her. I just hope that we can understand each other better.

I felt tired. I know you too. But, I did not think want to give up. Maybe I should stop my steps and close my eyes. I want to listen the voice around the world before I continue my next step.

Happy Chinese New Year

New year has came. At here, I want to wish everyone to have a healthy body and a happy life.
Also, I want to say sorry that I could not reply your all wishing message because I did not know who the person you are based on the mobile numbers. Anyway, thanks for your wish.

I want to enjoy this Chinese New year before I am required to go back Melbourne. I want to gamble. Huat ah!

I think I am walking on the right lane now.

Previously, I lost the way. I do not know what to say and how to do. Now, I start getting clear for something. I need to do something, espcially adjustment of my thinking. I cannot act so selfish to the one who I love.

Seriously, I was alone inside hotel room last night. I did not know the reason of having such courage to switch off the light and watching tv. Mostly, no one will do that or they rather stay at outside. Luckily, nothing happen. -.-" It was during the night time.

I made a call to Dell Customer Service. What the hell! I was required to wait for 10 minutes because my calling was put on hold.Finally, there is a female agent answer my call. ^^ She said that she will assign the delivery company to call me to book the appointment. But, I do not receive the call yet. At least, I knew that my laptop is flying in the sky already. I cannot wait to use the new laptop ^^

Beside that, I am interested in getting a new Blackberry. But, I will only own it after 1 year because I want to redeem it as I have signed the new postpaid plan. In that way, the Balckberry will be free of charge.

CNY is coming. What does it mean. Gambling period is coming. hahahha

I have received my salary for the job of promoter at Giant, Klang. I felt so happy that they bank in my salary on time. I think that I am going to work for them again if there is an opportunity.

Dell Studio 15 Laptop... Nice

Today is the last day

Today will be my last day to work for Pringles. Finally, I can end the working life. It is so suffering.

During the past three days, I have hit the sales targets. Hopefully, I can do it also to earn the incentives.

CNY is coming soon. After that, I need to go back to Melbourne and start my miserable life at there. T.T

Caring Message: Be selfish to yourself sometimes.......