GoodBye Hong Jie, See u in Malaysia

A last photo is taken with her before she went back to Malaysia.

MSAC

A beautiful and shiny lake locates in front of MSAC. This is the view I saw before I entered the building of MSAC.

The picture above showed the entrance of MSAC. You just have to walk in and turn left. Then, you will reach the entrance of table tennis hall. I knew that there is a stand to guide you the ways. The table tennis hall is located on your right hand side.

That's it. The table tennis hall. RMIT exam hall. Do not lose your way.

Maybe I can find back my happiness as I look at the mirror. Now, I cannot find my happy spirit. It has been leaving me for a long period. Where is it? I miss it.

I want Sleepppppp

I studied until 2 something last night and slept at 3 o clock morning. It was so tiring. I am going to spend some times to study also. 2 lectures have to be covered today.

Tiredness really kill me. I have a pair of panda eyes now. ^^

New Ang Family Member

Making CurryPuff

I am involved in the job of making the curry puff. All of the works are guided by a friend, Ah Biao.

Midnight Library

I was doing my revision at library until midnight at library. Luckily, library extent their opening hour until 12 midnight because exam is coming very soon. The library is filled with a lot of students, but the circumstance is quiet and peach. Maybe is because each student is busy with their own assignment and revision.

I choose the seat beside the window. I want to have a private space for my own study. But, there is no other place other than Mac desktop areas. I do not really like to use Mac.

Time runs fast. I finish 1 lecture exactly on time before the library's closing announcement.Walking on the street in cold air is so much fun. This environment always make people to think about their and future. I start to feel sad in the meantime.

Signing off.... I need to go to school to collect my assignment. Maybe I will stay at library again to do my revision. Sad.

Short as Usual

Sorry, guys. This post is going to be short as usual. I think that I have left my blog for fews day. Maybe my last post was published few weeks ago.

My mum went back to Malaysia last night. She feel so happy with that because she can meet her friend already. Ya. I do understand that she always be alone at here because I was so busy with my study. Sorry, Mum. I promised that I will accompany you when I go back to Malaysia. Do not miss me too much. Ya. I am going to miss your cook. hehe ^^

I am dying all the time because my exam is coming very soon. Honestly, I have not have a full preparation for the final exam. That is the reason of my 'death'

Yuen, do not push yourself too hard. I knew that your problem can be solved if you wish to. Making some changes is the best for you so far. Remember to take care of yourself and drive carefully everyday. I miss you always. Maybe those sweet definitions did not come out from my mouth always. But, it does from my heart and soul.

I want Holiday.!!!!

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Daylight Saving

Daylight saving returns to Melbourne and other Australia's state.You are advised to turn your clock one hour ahead. Now, the difference between Australia's time and Malaysia's time is no longer 2 hours, but is 3 hours.

Unfortunately, I have to wake up one hour earlier than before to go school. It is so suffering.

Not Enough Space

I dislike the small spaces for the assignment questions. They are expected us to answer in full sentence. But, they just gave us few space each question. It is insufficient.

I am struggling to write the words in small fonts in order to fit into the space. Seriously, that way makes my assignment look messy. I really worry that the tutor cannot read my answer clearly.

I have been not blogging for few days. Currently, I am preparing for final exam. There is a lot of chapters that have to be covered. The exam will start at 27th of october and end at 5th of october. The courses are closed to each other in term of examination date.

I wake up at 6 today to start my study. I worry that I cannot do well in this exam because this is first time for me to take final exam at RMIT. I am not familiar with the examination style yet.

I also notice that I have been not talking to Yuen in Skype for few weeks. This is because of the presence of my mum here, causing me inconvenient to talk to yuen freely. My mum always use my laptop to chat with sisters and watch series. ^^ She starts to miss her daughters and husband at Malaysias. Homesick.

Do not worry Yuen. We can talk a lot when my mum has gone back to Malaysia. Beside that, I have prepared the suprise for you. I knew that you like suprise right. Hopefully, this time is a suprise, but not a big shock.hahah ^^ secret... shh

无重力- 无力的重量

Something to be spoken to Yuen

I have been staying at Melbourne for 3 months. Time run fast without giving you any notice.
I talked to my mum last night. Mostly, it is about the financial burden due to my study at Melbourne.
She asked me to study seriously. Of course, she asked me to spend less too.
I admit that I am getting stress every time when I have touched on this topic.
Sometimes, I really hope that I can be bai ka zai rather than study hard. But, morality and responsibility always guide me back to the "highway".
I have been trying my best to maintain my result and prevent myself from being worried by parents. I decided to suffer in order to set them out of the problems.
Waking up at 5 to study is a normal activity for me. I seldom do that when I was studying at Taylors last year.

I tend to be happy because I do not want my family to feel sad towards me. My life is so fair. No work, no gain. Instead, I should not blame my fate that had been decided when I came to this world.


I am learning to make decision by thinking in other people's perspective. At least, I can feel a bit comfortable if I do so.

I start to miss my previous life.

hope to give up, but it is impossible to do that

I have 4 more years to live at Melbourne. But, I already start to consider the decision of giving up everything at here and go back to Malaysia. This is not because I cannot live alone at here. The total expenditure at here really press me seriously until I cannot breath. Maybe someone will say that the money is not yours, but your dad. There is no reason for me to worry about that.

Dad's business is not going so well nowadays. Hopefully, I can help him to reduce his burden. Taking the whole family as burden is not a easy task.

Obviously, I already feel regret when I had reached Melbourne two months ago.

A friendly reminder want to be given to anyone who is going oversea. If you do not have confident about your study, please do not plan to study abroad. When you are studying at oversea, the issues are not only relate to your study, but also financial crisis. Regarding your study, you are expected to get full mark in every test. A only pass is not more your target.

I wish that I can go back to Malaysia and persuit my degree study at Taylors. Also, I can be with yuen too. We are not away from each other. We will not face the problem about the difference in time zone.

I miss you , Yuen.

Currently, I am feeling bad now after I have talked to my mum about the problems, especially the financial support for my study. I really feel bad about that and sorry about everythings I said before.

Photoscape photo

When I was walking back to home, the sky is raining. I was holding an umbrella to prevent myself from getting wet.

There is a fate between human. I believed that fate does bring human together ; fates does seperate human from each other. Until now, I believed that fate ever seperate us, but it is bringing us together.

I am having less confidence towards my study. I do not think that I can do a good job in the exam. That is my fate as well !