When you know more about yourself, you may not be able to accept

Surprisingly, I have my result back today even I attempted the test paper yesterday. There is little students in my class, so the lecturer can finish marking all test paper in a short time.

Not surprise, Not a good mark as I expected. I always have a good guess on my tests' results every time after I attempted them. 

I can say: " a fall down is better than a fall later". I still have time to make the adjustment.

Sorry Friends. I feel depress about my performance, losing myself. 

It is difficult to change even you have tried to. You can leave your natural weakness since born. 

Forcing youself to go beyond what you are capable is really something you have to challenge. 

I am a complete one

Come to a day, I have done all assessment for my current semester. What I have to do next is to sit for the final exam in this coming June. 

The feeling of freedom, boring and excitement are surrounding me. 

Freedom because I have done.

Boring because I have nothing else to do other than preparing for final exam

Excitement because my lovely holiday is going to arrive

Luckily, I tend to fill up my time with some working shifts. I always wait for the day of working because I think it is much more interesting and lively compare to the bunch of lecture slides. At least, I am facing a real human in front of me, not thousand of words.

By the way, I will be having the last Slams session in next week for this semester. There are students coming in to ask for help still, however, their questions can be challenging and thoughtful for me. 

I did not do well for my very last time. Most probably, I might disappoint myself. I am waiting for the bad news which is going to arrive in a week. 

I am going to meet up with my family soon because they are coming to Melbourne in a week. I feel so exciting of bring them to go around Melbourne. Hopefully, they like Melbourne. 

I ever think of her. It is undeniable that no matter how, she still occupy part of my mind. She is important.

Happy Birthday Red Ang

Sis, Happy Birthday. Wishing that you can live happy and face good at the age of 24. wahhahaha..

I am going to meet you all soon next week in Melbourne. Don't worry. I will try to plan some good destination and bring you all go. Hope you enjoy it very much.

As usual, I always not in Melbourne at this time. I will compensate you when you come to Melbourne.

Again, Happy Birthday ^^

Using Window Live Writer to write a post on blog

Actually, I used to write a post using Window Live Writer because I found it easier to upload a bunch of pictures and video. Also, there are more options for the font and theme you want to use. However, I did not install it every time after I restored the computer due to some bugs and system lagging.

Music really influence me a lot in my life. I always want to listen to some songs to give me idea of writing a post. If not, you will notice that my post will be getting shorter and shorter. Emotional songs are my favourite. Maybe I have the tendency to go on self-torturing.

Yapi, My final exam time table has released and I only sit for exam in week 2 of June. Actually, it is a right timing for me because I sitll has time to do my preparation after my family has gone back to Malaysia. Yup.  They are coming soon to Melbourne to visit me and has a short trip. I have planned  some activities for them and made the reservation for the apartment in Mornington.

 

 

為愛付出瘋狂 為夢受一點傷

Cannot be serious in studying

Seriously, the cold weather always make me to feel sleep all the time. I rather want to go to bed and give up to revise the course works. 

I had a nice dinner at Grill 66 in Dockland. Also, I met my housemate's hometown friends and they are so sociable. They make me thinking of my hometown friends in Jenjarom. When you are in front of the friends who you have known for more than 6 years, you will not cover everything from them, including your bad. Sharing is still the golden bridge to maintain the friendship. When your friends know you more, you can get closer with them.

I want to say good luck to Chia Lynn who just started her part time job in Subang. Actually, I do not think she need to earn pocket money for herself, but, she want to gain more working experience and kill out his free time from being wasted. It is a good sign.

I start to have or I should have that feeling

I do not understand the real reason of contributing to today's situation. I actually feel strange to the environment, particularly the people around me. I think I have wrong understanding about who they are.

The world is fair. Only people who has capability will receive the appreciation. This is true always in my experience and thereby, motivating to reach the maximum capability or even go beyond it.

I really feel I am the only person in a  very silent world. I could not hear anyone like a deaf and am not able to see anything likes a blind person. When you own a eye sight, it does not necessary mean that you can see everything clearly.

我在工作之間流浪, 忙碌给我冷静和理智

Life can has a lot of variables

Officially, I am not able to get into Monash University due to some ridiculous reason: the application has been closed for July intake. I applied it on early March. Again, it prove that an excellent result does not imply anything,to the most, it just show how well you memorise the stuff. 

What to do. I still have to move on to study Master and I have to change my direction  from where I planned to go previously. At the end, I decided to stay in RMIT to do my Master program because I believe that I will get less trouble compared to getting into a new University with an identity of new student. 

I have completed several assignments and tests. The study has come to Mid Semester and Easter break is going to fall on next week. Yahoo! Holiday.

Boss is going to treat my colleagues an me with a premium buffet at a newly open  restaurant next week. I want to hunt for some oysters and king fish. ^^ Thanks Boss. 

By the way, I have quit from the job in Hanaichi because I realised that I am not able to cope with 3 jobs at the same time. Two jobs is enough for me without affecting my study.

How the life in Malaysia. I wonder what everyone is doing there. 

From a person in Melbourne

 

First Week in University

I am back to working life and have started my study in University as well. 

Unfortunately, I met a lecture who did not allow me to go in any groups for the assignment. He was the one who changed the course structure at last minute, making 3 individual assignments into a big group assignment. I doubt about the reason of making these changes because there were only 10 students who enrolled  into this course. No matter how, I have dropped this subjects and enrolled into another subjects because I understand that this lecture will never give me great marks. I do not think he is a fair lecture who will put his emotion aside. 

I never feel boring now because I have a good housemate at home. At least, the house has someone other than me and the environment is not too silent. A great matter and thus, I always like to stay with someone instead of living in a studio apartment. 

I noticed that there is a lot of revision to be done each week. I really hope that I can perform well in this final semester. It is considered the last coursework in RMIT University before I can transfer to Monash University. 

Double Master or Master with double major. Heachache. I have not make the decision yet on the type of Master program in the consideration of the program duration. 1 year or 1.5 years or 2 years. 

I am Back to Melbourne Again

Finally, I am back again. If I am not back yet, I might not want to come back here. Malaysia's life is so enjoyable and comfortable for me.

I really gain a lot from this journey to Malaysia. Something good something bad. Something get misunderstood, something get understood. You know what. Sometimes, the situation will go out of your control because you never know what is the consequence of one people's act to other, which seriously affect what you intend to do and think at first. Hopefully, this matter can go back to the right track as I never mean that. 

Piu~ I am printing out my very first lecture notes for the lecture tomorrow. I want to make sure that I will not fall into sleep after being not attend lectures for 4 months. 

A short update should be enough for today. At least, it reflects my main purpose of writing this post. See ya, friends in Melbourne ^^

I have finished my very first assignment for my summer course

I just done everything. I woke up 7 in the morning in order to finalise the assignment and able to post it to the website. Phew ~

I start to miss Malaysia because I am too lonely in Melbourne. I repeat doing the same thing everyday without any color. Apparently, I think the life is black and white at here.

I have to go through another one month before I can depart to Malaysia. At that time, I think I will start to have the feeling of holiday because I do not have any commitment anymore.

Just wait and work hard now. This is what I can do right now.

Christmas is coming

Christmas will fall on this coming Sunday. I went to watch the event of Christmas light along the Boulevard, Ivanhoe East. I felt surprise that there are people are willing to spend money to decorate their garden by their own and invite people to have a look on their design.

I wish to go there again for next year Christmas because I did not watch all the decoration over there.

Merry Christmas, Everyone ^^

It is the time to keep my blog alive….

I am currently having my summer holiday. Surprisingly, I have decided to stay in Melbourne and work for two part time jobs. I remembered that I always go back to Malaysia in every single holiday. I am going to make a difference for this time.

 

I am still the learner in Vodafone store because there are some kind of systems, including registration and new connection. They can be done only through the customer database. Thus, there is some knowledge attached to it.

 

Friends keep on asking me why I do not go back early for this time and they are so bored now in Malaysia. Maybe is because of money or because of new learning or because of the experience of the new life, I go opposite of what I did before.

 

In order to keep myself in Melbourne, I have enrolled into the summer course of Internet for Business because I knew that I will never stay at here if I do not study.

 

I am still thinking of my future careers. Should I just stay here for another five to six years. Are there good opportunity. I do not sure, but, I hope that time will let me know when it come to the time of making decision.

 

Adelaide plan is going to be realised next week. Four of us should have a lot of joys in Adelaide with a group of Adelaide’s friends. Honestly, I really go to several cities in this year. Travelling is fun and worthy. But, you need some money to support it. Hence, I am working for all these.

 

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Taking a short rest in the meantime of completing the assignment

 

In the meantime of completing my parts for the group assignment, I decide to upload all these photos stored in my iPhone. Last Sunday, I went for one day trip with a group of girls. Because I am the only guy, I should be responsible for the role of driver. Overall, the trip is short and sweet. At least, I got to go for hot spring at the end of trip and taking Miss Maple.

Hopefully, for those who are in the photo, you satisfy with it because I will never take it down even you are not.. hahahahhahaa. evil ^^V

Ok. I have to go back to my assignment work. Enjoy, everyone.

I just observe what I can do?

 

Finally, due to some coincidence, I have gotten my part time job in a restaurant of Malaysian cuisine. Before I started to work, I thought that I was lucky because the paid is attractive and worthy.

However, due to my inability, I cannot complete the task perfectly, which is instructed by my manager. I always disappoint her since the first day of working.

The disappointment is getting more and more after I have worked for several days. In meantime, Chia Lynn kept on advising me to not give up because she understand the working environment as well.

Seriously, this job really spend my time. Particularly, I have to understand everything, except the cooking part.  So, I cannot digest what Manager said until she become frustrated of me. She is reasonable to do so because I really work below her expectation.

This is the first time of facing this kind of obstacle. Maybe I am childish. That’s why I cannot take it until now.

After this post, I hope that I can have a new start. Everything can go smoothly, at least less suffer.

Good Night, Friends. No Matter where you are, stay happy and healthy.