I was that immature and sensitive few years ago.
I realise that you could not feel depress totally to everything that people told you.
They might mis-judged you and misunderstand the meaning of your acts.
Loneliness filled up my life actually and I really fall into minor depression as a student at that time. This is the first time of revealing.
By that time, I do not really know the reason of being at Melbourne. I can persuade the same degree in Malaysia with a group of friends and families.
But, I found the reason, which is more than one.
Essentially, I have learnt how to take care of myself. Without a partner, I can still survive. I know hw to organise and manage my life and works.
I start to smile and laugh at the end. The truth is not that miserable.
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CFA exam will be sitting on next Saturday. Time runs out quickly and I am not fully ready.
Turning on my study mode and pushing myself forward are necessary now.
Sufferrrrrr........Holiday, where are you.
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